*First a comment:
A few days ago, while at work, I saw how Sylvia manipulated a few things:
- I was Scheduled to work today because an extra truck was going to make a delivery this week. (Typically, where we work receives 2 trucks each week — Tuesdays and Thursdays. This was going to be the first week since we started working there that they were going to have a 3rd truck and it was supposed to arrive today.
- A few days ago, the Friday truck was cancelled and the Manager asked if I wanted to take that day off. I said “yes”. Sylvia wanted us to be in our home all day while these (4/9/11) Energies bubbled to the surface.
Today marks a specific Date in the Life of Sylvia and Paul. I won’t call it an “Anniversary” because that word indicates something to Celebrate… and this is NOT a Celebration.
As I’ve mentioned MANY times, I do not like to measure Sylvia’s “crossing” in “Years”. So far, I’ve been marking them in “Weeks”. If anyone wants to know what “10-years” / “1-Decade” looks like in “Weeks”, I can tell you… It’s 24-hours short of being 522-Weeks. That’s how much “Time” has flowed by me since My Sylvia crossed-over.
- We had spent 3-Weeks in Hospice and on that last night, Sylvia and I were up until the wee-hours of that Saturday morning. We were sitting next to each other. The lights were turned down a bit and we were the only Beings in that room. I rested my head on her shoulder and snuggled as close to her face as I possibly could.
- At some point, I fell asleep. I woke-up when the nurse came in, around 2:30a and noticed that Sylvia had gone. So Sylvia chose to leave between 2:15a and 2:30a, Saturday, April 9th 2011. (4/9/11)
I still talk to her throughout my days… every day. I know she’s near me most of the Time. She’s still teaching me “Telepathy” and I “more-clearly” receive her messages when I’m not stressed.
I miss her dearly. I Love her more than any words could ever explain or any Song I could ever write.
Even now… after these 522 horrible Weeks without her “Physically” by my side, it still doesn’t take much for me to start crying
- “We” are a part of each other. I know this and I know Sylvia knows this.
- There was a point in Time, during that last year when Sylvia was sick, when our Energies “clicked” into a higher, much more-bonded Level with each other. We never talked about it but at that point we both knew that our deep, unquestionable Love for each other was much more powerful and brought us more-deeply together than we had ever felt before.
If it wasn’t for Sylvia placing images into my mind, within minutes of her “crossing” and actually “Talking” to me within hours of her “crossing”, I would have left this side of the “Veil” shortly after she passed through it… but it’s those 2 messages from My Sylvia which not only keep me waiting for her return, it also started me jumping down many Rabbit Holes, in search of “when” the “Veil” will be removed. I know it WILL happen… and I know it will happen within MY lifetime. I just don’t know “when”.
Sylvia knows how much I Love to play the Drums but I haven’t played mine in a few Months. Partly because I’m not really motivated and partly because my only Drumset… the one Sylvia bought me for my Birthday one Year, is deteriorating. It’s an “Electronic” Druumset and it’s computer brain (the “Sound Module”) has been developing a few quirks.
I did manage to play for almost 2-Hours today. I wanted to play more but because I hadn’t played in quite a while, the skin on my hands had gone back to being soft and while I played today, I started to develop a large blister on one finger.
I find it also interesting (and Symbolic) that the Department of Motor Vehicles (DMV) in this State sent us a new License Plate last week. Sylvia and I have had the same Plate since we moved here in 1993. Each year, we pay the DMV their Fee and they simply send us a Sticker to put on our License Plate. This Time, they not only sent a new “Plate” but it’s a completely different “Number”. Why did they do that? Wouldn’t that make it more difficult for them to keep track of which Number belongs to which person?
- The reason I’m mentioning this is because a “License Plate” is the “public” Identification of a “Vehicle”… and a “Vehicle”, Symbolically, represents someone’s “Drive”.
- I just ran the Numbers on the old Plate and the new one…
- Old Plate: The numbers add up to 42, which reduces to 6 (Harmony)
- New Plate; The numbers add up to 30, which reduces to 3 (Creativity)
Interesting. So my “Drive”… Actually it’s “Sylvia and my” Drive has changed. Both Numbers are based on “3” and both could indicate a focus (Career) in Music but “Creativity” provides a much wider scope of that Energy.
- This could also mean Sylvia and I will have to be much more Creative, in order to find our way back to each other… “Physically”.
So, based on my direct interaction with My Sylvia, my own personal “Truth” tells me that the “D” word (dead, death, died) does not exist. Sylvia has shown me that she DOES still exist. I just can’t “see”, “feel” or “hear” her… yet… but I will. Only Time will tell.
Another interesting facet to all this happened last week…
Whenever Sylvia and I are driving in our car, because she always wants to know her surroundings, I always tell her where we are…
- (for example) We’re now on this road and we just passed this landmark, etc.
Last week, when I did this, she showed me an image of a “room” the size of the Solar System and filled with the vastness of Space. In the center was “me”. Sylvia indicated that she always knows where I am… No matter where I go, I’m always within the “room” that she can locate me in.
She also indicated that she didn’t know where “I” think I am (within that “room”).
- In other words, “I” perceive myself as being in our car, traveling down a certain road and just passing a certain landmark. Sylvia Senses me being in a specific spot within that huge “room”.
She did indicate that she used the Smart Glass that the Agarthans (Inner Earth) gave her, to overlay a type of “map” onto where she Senses me.
- Sylvia understands Technology and doesn’t mind using it but she’s not nearly as deep into it as I am. So it took her a while to get her Smart Glass to create a “where Paul thinks he is” overlay and Calibrate it to where she Senses me in that “room”.
I just find it interesting that all of these pieces came together around the same point in Time. Maybe this means something more than I realize right now. I just continue to listen to My Sylvia, learn Telepathy with her and follow her Guidance. It’s gotten me this far and, from what “I” can tell, we’re almost Home.