PS 9-29-15 *Vocaloid, *Alone, *Flow, Fulford, Cobra, Nidle

*First a few comments:

I’m still feeling that we have flown-through September way to fast!

That’s the name of the software Sylvia and I tried to purchase yesterday. It’s the “shell” which controls the female-voice library (software), which is called “Cyber Diva”. Both of these are made by Yamaha.

This was our day-off and I woke-up with the thought of getting these programs purchased. (Yesterday, when we placed the order, it didn’t go through because of an “error”, which the Yamaha system never explained.)

Today, I had the thought of updating the Firefox Browser. So I did. I then tried to make that same purchase… and it went through. Then we spent the next 2.5-hours downloading them. Everything installed just fine but I couldn’t find the program icons anywhere! The “Vocaloid” software was supposed to include another “shell” program called “Cubase” but I can’t find it anywhere on my hard drive. I sent Yamaha a note asking how to get these pieces working but haven’t heard back yet. This has taken half the day and we still can’t use these new tools!

Here’s a link to that software, if anyone’s interested:

  • Sylvia and I learned a long Time ago that “technology” doesn’t always make things easier.

So, after spending $214 today, and that’s their “discounted” price, we are simply staring at useless pixels. This reminds me of this %#@& “Veil”… with all this Time and energy that a LOT of Humans, and other Beings, have put into removing it, we’re all still stuck here staring at this blank screen we’ve come to know as “our reality”. It’s way past Time to move through all this nonsense!

Another thing I woke-up with this morning… for some reason, I was trying to think of the ship’s name that was involved in the “Philadelphia Experiment”. Later, I realized it was called the “USS Eldridge”. Before I could remember it, my mind drifted to the “Enola Gay”… the plane that dropped the atomic bomb. Almost instantly, I saw that “e-n-o-l-a” backwards is “alone” but I couldn’t make it fit with the word “g-a-y”.

  • This web page states that this is the name of the pilot’s Mother:
  • Although I have heard that it’s not uncommon for females to use the name “Gay” as part of their full name… and it’s possible that “enola” is derived from “Magnolia”, but I’m guessing that this is more of a Cabal puzzle-piece and maybe “gay” is really part of “Gaia” and “maybe” the Cabal is telling us: “We’re going to drop this very destructive bomb onto the Earth. When we do, “Gaia will be alone” because we are going to wipe-out most of Humanity.”
  • This is just a “thought” and a huge “guess” on “my” part. Fortunately, the Cabal will not be allowed to reduce the Earth’s population.

Then my mind switch to that song by Cher called: “If I Could Turn Back Time”. Sylvia and I saw the video when she 1st released that song. She was on the main deck of a Navy ship… singing about “turning back Time”. Although the “Philadelphia Experiment” was designed to see if a Naval ship could be cloaked, “some” say a few of those onboard were thrown back in Time for a while.

  • I guess my point here is that Cher could have used any “location”… any “props” for her music videos. So why did she choose a Navy ship? Is “she” or the “Cabal” trying to tell us something?

Question everything.

Here’s a link to information on the “Philadelphia Experiment”:

Here’s the link to the song:

When Sylvia and I moved into this mobile home in 1994, it was brand new. It’s located in a quiet part of town and the Landlord is very helpful.

Almost since our beginning here, we’ve had problems with “Flow”. Although the roof of this modern mobile home is “metal”, that’s not why it sometimes leaks. The reason is because of the occupants: me and Sylvia. Your “home” represents your “sanctuary” / “foundation” / “base”. The “Flow” is the “Spirit energy” which moves through everything. When we have a “blockage” or “too much” Flow, our roof leaks.

For many years, the exhaust vent in 1 of the bathrooms has leaked almost every Time it rains. The Landlord replenishes the metal-roof coating in that area and it does hold for a couple of months but begins again at some point. A few months ago, Sylvia told me this is because the wind flexes the metal sheets on the roof and they loosen at those joints.

Anyway, Sylvia and I must be moving through a lot of “Flow” right now because it’s been raining here all day and not only is the vent leaking but now, for the 1st Time, the ceiling almost 2-feet from it is also leaking. Fortunately, this leak, which as created a 1-foot diameter water stain on the ceiling, is directly over the tub. So no pan required to catch the water.

  • I was going to phone the Landlord today about this but really didn’t want to because I don’t want anyone in here without Sylvia being here. This place is “holy ground” to me — without Sylvia “physically” here to have a say about her energies that are in every room.
  • Sylvia then mentioned that the Landlord wouldn’t have to come inside. He would simply add that coating to the roof.
  • So, I guess I’ll phone him tomorrow.

Did I mention that it is WWWAAAAAYYYY past Time for this illusion to be dissolved?… WAY past Time!


This was sent to me by K.K. (who’s on this list) thank you.

This is Benjamin Fulford’s weekly report. The title is: “Blood Moon events turn out to be Vatican and Rothschild theatrics”. (“WDS” stands for “White Dragon Society”) Here are some excerpts:

  • “The biggest insult to the intelligence of people around the world was Chinese President Xi Jinping’s promise to spend $1 billion a year until then on fighting poverty. On a global scale this is less than chickenfeed and amounts to about 0.0003 cents per day for the world’s poorest people.”
  • “Then there was the agreement announced by so many countries, including China, the United States and Russia, to take action against “global warming.” This made it clear the “global warming” Rothschild faction was on the ascendant and the perpetual “war on terror” Bush/Netanyahu/Neocon faction was losing the cabal power struggle.”
  • “Another sign the Bush/Neocon/Netanyahu Zionazi faction is losing was the fact Bush/Netanyahu allies such US House Speaker John Boehner and “ISIS tsar” General John Allen were both forced to resign last week. Boehner was told by Pope Francis to resign because he sponsored the trip in March by war criminal Benyamin Netanyahu to speak to the Congress, according to CIA sources. General Allen was forced to quit because he was “cooking intelligence,” “sabotage,” and supporting ISIS with airdrops, according to Pentagon sources.”
  • “The White Dragon faction supports the removal of these individuals but believes the military industrial complex needs to take much bigger, bolder action on behalf of the people of the planet. Marine General Joseph Dunford was sworn in last week as top military honcho and is expected to give the WDS a big boost in its efforts to take control of the financial system, and thus the world’s future, from inbred families and return it to the people.”
  • “If the new leadership at the Pentagon takes action against the Federal Reserve Board criminals, they can return $300,000 in stolen funds to each and every man, woman and child in the US and have plenty for the rest of the world too. The WDS will be happy to explain exactly how this can be done.”
  • “The Germans are, in fact, preparing to nationalize their banks and reinstate the Deutschemark in reaction to an expected up-coming implosion of Deutschebank, the sources said. This of course would put a quick end to the Euro.”
  • “The end of the Euro, of course, would once again bring into question the viability of the US dollar and the Federal Reserve Board. There was a lot of speculation that when Fed Chairperson Janet Yellen kept losing her voice during a speech last week and required medical attention, it was because she was emotionally distraught at some imminent announcements related to the Fed. On this front, multiple sources continue to confirm the US dollar and the Federal Reserve Board are being put under new management.”
  • “It is not clear exactly what is to be announced but, the US corporate government’s year end comes this Wednesday, September 30th. The US Government has been cooking its books by keeping the debt frozen at exactly $25 million under the legal limit since March 15th. If, as expected, the US government fails to make payments due on September 30, it will be given until October 17th to come up with the money. That is why we have a lot of serious horse trading ahead of us in the coming weeks.”
  • “The plans announced by the various world leaders at the UN would cost about $3 trillion a year to implement if they were serious about changing this planet. As the saying goes “money talks, BS walks” The big unanswered question remains: “will the new financial system, and the release of trillions upon trillions of dollars, be announced soon?” If that does not happen there will be revolution starting at the very top of the pyramid, according to the gnostic illuminati.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is the latest “cryptic” message from Cobra. (According to 1 Commenter, “MOSS” stands for: “Multidimensional Operations Solar System”.):

  • “MOSS SD(PL) disparity detected”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is through Sheldon Nidle. Here are some excerpts:

  • “This world continues to progress ever forward. Our earthly allies are moving the elements of a new banking system into position. The dark cabal can no longer stop the inevitable… At present, the cabal is facing a number of crises, which are simply signs that this flow is very close to happening. The time for the end of these vile oligarchs has seemingly taken much too long to pass.”
  • “On your world, what is happening is a massive shift in how this reality operates. In previous times, the oligarchy was able to determine what was to occur and make sure that it was carried out as planned. This power has now been denied them.”
  • “Right now, you are being bombarded by a plethora of energies. These energies are further aiding Heaven in subtle adjustments to your physical, mental and emotional aspects. The purpose of these particular adjustments is to make it easier for you to absorb the new energies that are slowly raising your body’s base frequencies.”
  • “The changes happening to you are raising your base frequencies and making you more aware of how your many life-long perceptions are gradually changing… Another is that the UFO cover-up is officially to end. The empire of the American oligarchs is over. Mindless war is done! All that is to be left is Love and Union with all humanity. A time of peace and great prosperity lies ahead. Use these moments to aid Gaia and to ready yourself for full consciousness!”
  • “You are being given a path of Light to your dreams. Our associates continue to give us only positive messages. You are on a journey to miracles that you have not seen before.”
  • “Each part of your physical, emotional and spiritual bodies is being affected by this great influx of spiritual energy. This is why we ask you to remain positive… These spiritual exercises are to permit this new realm to accelerate it’s manifesting in this realm… As you approach this magical time, you are to see events happen which the dark long delayed. This is to be a time of excitement and wonder! Be patient and let go of any frustrations. A new world approaches!”
  • “Believe in miracles…”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-28-15 *Creek, *Sun, *Voice, Cobra, SoulSpeak

*First a few comments:

Last night, just before going to sleep, I asked Sylvia to wake us up 1-minute before our alarm clock is set to go-off.

  • Today was a work day and neither of us want to hear the alarm clock. By Sylvia waking me up, I can then turn off the alarm and not hear it while we get up at the Time we had in mind.

This morning, while still asleep, I distinctly heard the outer wall to our home “creek” twice. This wall is about 10-feet away from our bed. The “creek” was fairly loud and woke me up. I looked at the clock and it was just a few minutes before the alarm was set to go-off. In know this was Sylvia because:

  • I asked her to do this… and she did, right on Time… and
  • Our home doesn’t “creek”. “IF” it ever does, I only remember it doing that during high winds. (There was no “wind” or “rain” here this morning.)

As always, I’m mentioning this because some people reading these messages have asked me to relay more of the experiences that Sylvia and I are now having with each other… and because Sylvia and I want to show that these types of things happen to everyone. We just have to “recognize”, “acknowledge” and “appreciate” them when they happen. As we do this, they will continue to manifest along our Path more and more frequently.

For the last week, maybe 2, Sylvia and I have noticed that its a bit darker than it should be at the same Time of the morning when we leave to go to work. I mentioned this to the Subway manager this morning and she had noticed this also.

  • (I’ve mentioned this in a previous eMail…) Sylvia and I have breakfast at Subway on most of the mornings we go in to work. It’s fresh food and just a bit less expensive than we can make breakfast at home. They have a “Rewards” System, which gives you a free sandwich when you accumulate a certain amount of them. Plus, each time you put $25 on their Gift Card, you get a free sandwich.

Anyway… The Sun should be giving us “more” Sunlight at the same early-Time of morning not “less”. Even with all the clouds we’ve been having here lately, something is just not right.

Ok. “There are no accidents.” I was almost “panicked” / “hyperventilating” when I saw this web page tonight:

  • A few months after Sylvia crossed-over I could sense that she wanted us to work on some music together “across the veil”. I was too numb, confused, tired, broken-hearted and overwhelmed to put any energy into it.
  • I think it was near the beginning of 2014 when I had a much stronger sense from Sylvia that she wants us to work on an album together. The energy from her, regarding this project, kept building and on “Black Friday”, not only did the local “Guitar Center” store open its doors for the 1st Time, but Sylvia had me buy our 1st piece of gear, specifically for this project.
  • As Time slowly moved along, Sylvia kept giving me hints and small, musical phrases of what some of the songs would sound like. In a few places, within those songs, I felt that “Sylvia” was singing. I told her “I” am not a “Singer”. So it was going to be very difficult for “me” to sing “my” parts. How was I supposed to have “her” sing “her” parts?
  • I thought about piecing together a “singing” or just a “talking” phrase or 2 from the few recordings we have of Sylvia’s voice but that would be a MONUMENTAL task “emotionally” and a fairly large project “technically”. So I told Sylvia that a female voice on this album would be pretty much impossible.
  • Then, this last January, Yamaha announced the most advanced female-singing technology anyone had yet created. It’s called: “Cyber Diva”. Here’s the link:
  • The vocal-character of that voice is not My Sylvia and the “Human-character” is not perfect but she’ll sing any syllables typed-in and she’s the best choice we have right now.
  • Sylvia and I talked about buying it and agreed to do it. By “March”, Yamaha still hadn’t released this product. Then I discovered that they WERE selling it… everywhere but the U.S. What?
  • I contacted Yamaha and they said to “wait”. I expressed my… stress about this to Sylvia and she said: “Timings”. (There’s that “Timing” Lesson she’s been walking me through this year.) So I told her… When that software is finally ready for us to purchase, I’ll know THAT is our “Timing”… when you are telling me “It’s now Time to make this album”.
  • I check the above, Yamaha, website every few weeks or so and today, I was “Now Available”. THAT’S when I started to panic! I quickly ordered the 2 pieces needed (they work together) but there was an “error” of some kind. So now we STILL have to wait until tomorrow or the next day, when they answer our eMail.

Go to the above web page and see what you think. There are a few videos (audio only) with the lyrics displayed on the bottom-right of each video.

I’m hoping I can adjust the tonal character of that voice a bit. Even if I can’t that will have to do. However, at least 1 of the songs on this album require a “talking” female voice and in the “Time Machine” song, there’s a spot where a female “whispers” a phrase. So I’m not sure how I’m going to get that software to “talk” or “whisper”.

  • If My Sylvia were “physically” here, this entire album would have been completed in 30-days. She’s done it before. I saw her do it 3-months in a row for a music program that she created specifically for a new age church, when we lived in Florida. They wanted her to play 3 musical works, 1 per month for 3-months… and she did it!… and these weren’t “Mary Had A Little Lamb” (simplistic) songs either Some of those lyrics are on our website:


This is an interview with Cobra where he provides a monthly update. Here are some excerpts (“Rob” is the Interviewer, “SSP” is “Secret Space Program”):

  • “Rob – That’s very good, and to re-iterate for some people.  When you talk about the Resistance, you’re talking specifically about the group from Planet X that cleared the Draco’s and the Cabal from their planet and petitioned the Confederation to come here and start to help remove this negative force, is that correct?”
  • “COBRA – Yes, that is correct, but I would like to add that many people from the Agarthan networks have been integrated in the RM the last 15 years.  There was a wave that was integrated in the early 2000’s, and there was another wave that is being integrated in late 2014.”
  • “COBRA – …According to my information, those bases (on Mars) have been liberated and cleared.  What is remaining are very special SSP bases that are connected with the Chimera group and only those are still remaining.  They’re not many of them, but those that are are connected with strangelet bombs and are not yet cleared.”
  • “COBRA – There are no bases on Jupiter, because Jupiter doesn’t have a solid surface.  There are actually platforms and ships floating in the atmosphere, yes.  And there is actually plasma like presence in the high atmosphere of Jupiter, which is not exactly physical, but not also completely etheric.  It’s . . . There are plasma life-forms that are quite different from what we’re experiencing here on this planet as you would define light.  And, of course, there is etheric and astral life on Jupiter and there is bacteria life inside some of the Jupiter’s moons.  And of course there are physical bases of the light forces on and especially below the surface of the 4 major Jupiter satellites, the Galilean satellites.”
  • “COBRA – …There are bases of the light forces, and unfortunately, there are certain locations that I will not mention in the Saturn system that still hold some Chimera strongholds, some implant stations.”
  • “COBRA – I’ve said this many times.  After the reset of the financial system, people will receive a part of the money from the global collateral accounts, because this money belongs to the people.  They will receive some funds directly. They will receive funds for the investment in the infrastructure, and the whole situation will be much, much, much better after the event.”
  • “COBRA – Before the event, I am not expecting any great improvements, and there will be terrible ___ in the market, but the actual financial reset will be a very sudden event that will happen exactly at the moment of the event itself.”
  • “COBRA – I would say that the mass consciousness of humanity does influence weather, not just the Cabal, but the combined fears and projections of humanity do influence weather – not just weather technology of the Cabal.”
  • “COBRA – Yes, actually, I will put it this way: the last days of September are going to be quite intense energetically and I would ask everybody: do not get provoked.  Stay in your center and after all those thought forms of drastic cataclysms and asteroids and NWO are collecting because nothing will happen, this will make room for a fresh start, and I will release quite much intel after the end of this month.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This next one’s a ‘bonus’ (something you should know but it doesn’t directly provide “me” with any feedback of “when” me and My Sylvia will be together).

This article is by SoulSpeak. It describes her experiences of last night’s meditation and this morning’s journey along her Path.

Some will say account of what she experienced is “fantasy”.

  • Some say the “lies” and “negative”… spewing from the MSM (Main Stream Media)… television, radio news, newspapers, etc., is the REAL “fantasy”.

Some will say: “I can never do that… I would like to experience the wisdom of the trees and the gentle whispers of the breeze but I’m just not able to do it.”

  • Some say we have to 1st un-glue ourselves from the Cabal’s technologies… cellphone, television, microwave ovens, music recorded at “A=440”, etc.

I’m including this because me, Sylvia and the many, many Humans Beings on the surface of this planet who have already “Awakened” need your help… Each day, we all “energetically” cast a “vote”… a tiny pebble, pure and simple… into the daily pond of choices. If our day’s purpose is going to be “negative”, when we cast that pebble, it will flash into a shadow and slightly darken the great Spiritual Pond. If our day’s purpose is to be filled with “positives”, that tiny pebble gentle floats to the bottom of that great water Source and raises its level just the tiniest bit. One day, when enough of us cast “positive” pebbles into that pond, it will overflow and all life on this Earth will feel the (…I’m crying)… will the every-encompasing-love that’s always been here.

So read this article and keep in mind that Nature is everywhere. We just have to remember how to tap into her many Gifts. You don’t have to be a “Master”, “Wizard”, “Guru”, etc.

Here are some excerpts:

  • “As I walked in gratitude this morning,  the Moons illuminated magnificence expanded my heart and my fire within ignited with immense love..immense gratitude. I looked at the sky..and Venus seemed to be within reach. She was beautiful and emitting the most amazing spikes of glorious energy. I cannot explain the peaceful love that still lingers. I have new eyes this morning.”
  • “I am witness to the immense reflection of my Soul and the voice of that reflection that flows…and the strength that my heart speaks with,  and the ease it listens with. The rush of this energy has enlightened my view for expansion. I understand the gift of this. I am immensely grateful for showing up in truth to the grief and gratitude of this illuminated awareness of myself. I have gifted this healthy,  mystical girl much to grow on. I LOVE,  ACCEPT and EMBRACE this amazing gift…the acceptance of my reflection as a Creator….I am mastering my life with amazing grace,  listening to the Light of my Soul…”

My comments: Again, this is not the script for a sci-fi movie. THIS is a real experience.

As we gaze out at the Cabal’s world… this great deception… this total illusion, if we’re soaking it all in and participating in the Cabal’s many activities, we are simply re-inforcing THEIR game!… and none of it is real:

  • (I was going to list a few examples, in order to make this Point stronger but the “Stream” just disconnected from me. This means I’m not to place any more information here at this Time. My feeling is that the “High-Self” of many of you reading this want the “you” who is here, in this 3rd dimension to do some of your own homework regarding this.)


Question everything.

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak’s article:

PS 9-27-15 *Ointment, *Music, Ascension, Zap, Eisenhower

* First a few comments:

A few days ago, the back of 1 of my hands began hurting. I’ve been doing my best to take care of it but this subtle pain seems to want to linger.

  • There is no sign of any problem when looking at my hand.
  • I injured it in our car. I was talking to Sylvia and, harder than usual, hit the back of my hand on the hard-plastic console between our 2 seats.

I noticed this morning that it hurts less when my hand is “palm-down”.

I then began thinking about what we have here at home that I could put on it… My 1st thought, in all “skin” and “muscle” -related issues, was to put “Aloe Vera Juice” on it. (We keep this in our refrigerator for this type of use. Initially, though, we bought it so I could spray it on my hair. It’s like hairspray and can more-naturally hold the hairs in place. In the last few months or so, I’ve relied mostly on “water” to hold my down. Once the water evaporates, however,

  • Right then, Sylvia very gently brushed against my hand. I stopped typing and saw that within my “Inner-knowing” channel, which is part of every Human’s many interconnected energy Systems, she left me the note: “Go put on more ointment.”
  • I had just taken a shower and forgot that the ointment I put on earlier was now washed off.
  • I know it was My Sylvia. I know her touch… it IS very subtle… very gentle. So I got right up and put on more ointment.

I’m getting ahead of myself a bit… Anyway, when I thought about “Aloe Vera Juice”, I had completely forgotten that we had…

  • long pause… the memory of “why” we bought that ointment is trying to surface and I can’t bear to look at it.
  • A few months before she crossed-over, her muscles had weakened. So we bought this ointment “specifically” and “only” for her.

Anyway, the ointment we bought was “Tiger Balm”. So I’ve been putting that on the back of my hand all day… with Sylvia’s help, of course. The “Tiger Balm” makes the back of my hand warm and tingly but the pain still comes-and-goes.

Here’s the link to “Tiger Balm”:

When Sylvia and I woke-up this morning, I had the “March” portion of our “Time Machine” song in my mind. Basically, there was an empty space with the “knowing” that this section is going to be a “March”. I didn’t actually “hear” a March in my head. That would have helpful… because I could NOT figure out what a “March” was! This is how scrambled my mind has become since My Sylvia crossed-over! I’m a Drummer! I should know what a “March” IS!

Even through breakfast, I couldn’t think of any “Marches”. I got on the computer and remembered the March in Gustav Holst’s piece called “Mars”, which is part of a larger work called “Planets”.

Here’s a link to the “Mars” music being played. The “March” portion of this piece is in 5/4 and, in the following video, begins at the 1:21-mark:

Even before I listened to it, I didn’t want to use that particular drum pattern because Holst used it in a piece he called: “Mars: Bringer Of War”. I just didn’t want this negative energy in any of our songs.

  • I think I was 1st exposed to this piece of music in college… when we played it in Symphonic Band.

I then listened to it. As soon as I did, an alternative drum pattern jumped-out at me. I stopped the video and grabbed my Practice Pad (a rubber pad used by Drummers to practice without annoying the neighbors).

My version was “different” but “similar”… basically, it’s “based-on” that “Mars pattern”.

That was the “easy” part. Then I had to deal with all this “technology”… and about an hour later, I recorded it. Along the way… in doing my best to get 2 different pieces of music gear AND the computer the all “talk” to each other. IT SHOULDN’T BE THIS DIFFICULT FOR A MUSICIAN TO “JUST MAKE MUSIC”.

  • I have a feeling that part of this “technology frustration” is because some part of me is waking-up to what our (me and Sylvia’s) life was like before we incarnated here.
  • In the “Cooperative Technology” that we are used to, all I would have to do is say: “Record this drum”. All the necessary pieces involved would then instantly align with each other and a “feedback indicator”, of a “light” or “sound” would indicate that everything is now ready for me to just “Play” the drum part.


This one’s a bit strange. “IF” this information is real, then it is VERY important:

  • “Heres a little translation from harald german video someone did:”
  • “Ok, so here is the translation.”
  • “Harald would like to report about something what his girlfriend and him experienced the last 9 days.”
  • “It has to do with what the people on the Internet referring to as the Wave X and expecting something coming from outside of the Universe, something cold.”
  • “Not every one will experience at the same time.”
  • “it will start with the oldest souls.”
  • “It will come from the heart.”
  • “There are beings they came from other dimensions to help both of them to go thru this time as it is very painful and they wanted to put it out on video asap without any third party involved or interview, so that others who will go thru it will know what to expect.”
  • “He and his girlfriend were contacted by beings they wanted to help them go thru the process much faster so that they can refer back to us and help others with the process. Both of them went thru two level healing.”
  • “The first level was kind of a distance healing and the second level was like drama from previous incarnations where he’ve got emotional relations and blockages.”
  • “The point was to go thru the pain and drama he caused other people during previous lifetimes and not close his eyes when the images were shown to him. He was healed on both levels, and released the blockages and ego patterns.”
  • “He says that we have to go thru the pain, regret and let go of ego.”
  • “There is a hierarchy in our body, if the heart is doing something, the ego is not asked.”
  • “Toward the end I couldn’t really hear what he was saying as it was very emotional and he was crying”
  • “At the end he says “I wish you best of luck with the process and would like to tell you a sentence exactly in the same way as it was directed to me: “You are infinitely loved”.”

My comment: …again, “IF” this information is true… it states the oldest “Souls”. not the oldest “people”.

Also, this information is implying that this “Wave-X”… this “action” will come from “within”… in “my” opinion, it’s initiated from the “Galactic Central Sun” and then something within each of us “ignites” / activates the “it’s now ok” System within us.

As always, your mileage may vary.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is Zap’s Sunday report. Here are some excerpts:


My comment: Of course, we’ve been hearing from Zap and a few other sources, regarding the global financial reset for MANY months now and in EVERY report the same “carrot-TimeFrame” is the same… “next week”.

These “carrot in front of the donkey” dates have been going on SOOOO long, they would actually be funny if we all weren’t sitting in the Trash Compactor waiting for someone to finally turn off the electricity to its motor!



My comment: I thought Zap told us “the button has been pressed” a few months ago.

(“TRN” is “Treasury Reserve Note”, which is “supposed” to be the new Currency for the new “Republic of the United States”)


Question everything.

Here’s the link:


The following 2-hour video is an interview with Laura Eisenhower. It’s late and Sylvia and I have to get up before the crack-of-dawn in the morning for yet another work-day. So I’ll let you listen to this information if you are drawn to do so. What she will probably cover may be things you’ve already heard but she usually has a good perspective on what’s really happening around this planet and can sometimes help to “connect the dots”.

This is what is listed under that video:

  • “Laura Eisenhower is a Whistleblower and has been speaking out about being recruited to go to a Colony on Mars that represented a time-line that she refused to go along with. She has been able to uncover some necessary truths and agendas that humanity is being kept in the dark about, doing lectures and workshops on these issues; speaking on topics such as Global Alchemy, Christ-Sophia, Sacred Union, ET races, Esoteric Cosmology, the Positive Time-line and seeks to empower the individual so that harmony can be restored.”
  • “Laura, an Intuitive Astrologist, Global Alchemist, and Cosmic Mythologist, is the great-granddaughter of Dwight David Eisenhower. She is on a profound mission to reveal our true origins connected with the ‘Magdalene’ and ‘Gaia-Sophia’ energies of love and wisdom and works to liberate us from the Military Industrial Complex, the Archonic systems and false power structures. These forces connect many dots that are coming into our awareness, now more than ever.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-26-15 Goode

This article is by Cabal “Black Ops” participant, and now “whistleblower”, Corey Goode. He talks about the “SSP” (Secret Space Program).  This is a VERY long, but interesting, article.

Here are some excerpts:

  • “Remember: not one person in the Manhattan Project squealed. Not one. Not ever. The penalty for speaking out was terrifying enough to ensure complete compliance. Therefore it is absolutely possible that an even more advanced program could have been generated, on a much larger scale, and still exist to this day — without any public awareness.”
  • “We quickly discovered that our own solar system is literally teeming with intelligent civilizations — from many different points of origin. Some of them are extremely benevolent, some are extremely negative and others are just visiting, without really picking a side.”
  • “The reason so many different types of UFOs have been seen is that there are many, many different civilizations operating in our airspace – with a tremendous diversity of technologies available to them.”
  • “The SSP has been owned and controlled by a very dark aspect of our planet for some time – an intergenerational cult dating back to at least the Roman Empire. Many have called these “Secret Earth Government Syndicates” the Illuminati or Cabal.”
  • “Their main business is building hyper-advanced technology – and they have gotten quite good at it. As impossible as this may seem, I was told they are now engaging in regular trade with over 900 different intelligent civilizations.”
  • “A giant, Neptune-sized sphere visited the outer planets of our solar system in the 1980s. It was confronted by our people and asked to leave, which it did willingly. Many more spheres began appearing in the late 1990s into the early 2000s.”
  • “Then, in approximately the year 2012, another 100-plus spheres arrived. These spheres were of colossal size – with three approximate size categories corresponding to the Moon, Neptune and Jupiter in circumference.”
  • “The beings associated with these spheres were very highly advanced. They do not require technology to travel throughout the universe or accomplish any of their goals. Even to the most advanced ETs in contact with our SSP, these new folks are on an entirely different level – and far more advanced.”
  • “I am simply the first of many insiders who will be coming forward and revealing the full scope of what has gone on for so long.”
  • “Once the public is aware and angry enough to hear the truth, such as in the aftermath of a highly upsetting economic collapse, this documentation will be released in a vast data dump. And it will utterly transform reality as we know it in a matter of days.”
  • “The AD or “After Disclosure” society will be so radically different that every film, every TV show, every blog, every YouTube video, every book, every article, everything from before the event will be as antique and quaint as a black-and-white silent film with a scratchy, bouncy piano soundtrack.”
  • “We will realize the awesome scope of deception that worked against us for not hundreds, but literally thousands of years. It will be a time of grief and healing as we are forced to accept the truth of our past, and direct our attention towards co-creating a much bigger and brighter future.”

My comments: Is ANY of this true? I have no idea. For “me”, there are some parts I relate to and some parts I don’t. If nothing else, this is an exercise in opening our minds. If this DOES turn out to be true, when it actually happens and we are face-to-face with those many Star Visitor races, we will be that-much-more prepared for that new information.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-25-15 *Helping, Hoffman, Salusa, Resignation, Wave-X, Pharma

*First a few comments:

I debated about sharing this but then Sylvia told me it may help others understand that they can also do these things. We always want to encourage “self-empowerment”.

Today, while at work, Sylvia and I helped 2 people. We didn’t go looking for someone to help… it “just happened”.

  • Keep in mind… whether you’re teaching a class, having a conversation with 1 other person, talking silly to a baby or just enjoying the companionship of your dog, cat, etc., the energy always flows “2” ways… YOU share something with THEM, usually “information”, and they provide you with a type of “energy packet” in return.
  • Whether your words to them turn into “Insights” or just bounce off and they seem to use your interaction with them as a “Time filler”, doesn’t matter.
  • …and those “energy packets” YOU receive can contain any number of things… Insights, good feelings, a pleasant smile, a fun memory of your dog playing catch, etc.

Today, when we finished, “I” received a “good feeling” knowing that I made a small difference in 2 people’s lives. Sylvia received “a warm Heart” (that’s what she just told me) and the knowing that my connection with her is still very strong. (While talking with those people today, I relied on several things Sylvia suggested I mention to them. So Sylvia was very much involved in those conversations.)

With both people, there were 2 different “energy-exchange” approaches: “dream interpretation” and “reflective energies”…

The 1st was “dream interpretation”:

  • This person was having a difficult day, after having a “nightmare” last night. (Note: You know it’s “good timing” to open-up and ask the person you’re speaking with if they want to “share”, when there are no interruptions. As you tune-in to the information that person may need, you might even notice that “Time” itself is now standing still. I recognized this today, during both conversations.)
  • I’m going to relate the basic parts of this person’s dream, in order to help others understand that “most” of the Time, a “nightmare” is usually not what we think it is. Most of the Time, this is your “Inner Self” or “Higher Self” trying to get your attention. So you can work on some aspect of your life. Maybe the “subtle” hints about this were sprinkled along your daily Path but, because you didn’t notice them, a part of you is now firmly tapping you on the shoulder and saying: “LOOK AT THIS”.
  • Ok. Here’s that dream (I’m going to refer to the person who had the dream as “the Dreamer”)… The Dreamer was in a retail shop. The Clerk handed the Dreamer a cup of coffee but it was upside down. Then another Clerk started interacting with the Dreamer and the Dreamer recognized that Clerk as someone the Dreamer has been having a difficult time with, during “awake life”. (end of dream)

If you ever find yourself helping someone with their dreams, it’s a good idea for YOU to remember this and for you to tell the Dreamer these 2 things:

  1. I can only provide feedback while looking through my own “rose-colored glasses”.
  2. No matter what “I” or anyone tells you about “your” dreams, YOU are the one who has to decide what they really mean to YOU.

Here’s a general sense of our conversation:

  • (me) “What does the “coffee” represent?”
  • (the Dreamer) “Energy”
  • (me) “Ok. So the “upside down coffee” means your “energy is upside down”… “confused”… “disoriented”.
  • (the Dreamer) “I get that.”
  • (me) “What does that other Clerk represent to you?”

At this point, the Dreamer was so involved with the day-to-day encounters with that person that the Dreamer could not step back from the “negative details…

  • (the Dreamer) “Well, that person keeps putting “this” over here and “that” over there and…”
  • (me) “Take a big step back from the details and tell me what that person means to you “symbolically”.”

After a few back-and-forth comments, the Dreamer made the connection and I saw the “Insight-light” go on.

There’s no “right or wrong” when interpreting your own dream. When helping someone else interpret THEIR dream, there’s actually a “more helpful” and “less helpful… interfering” way of approaching that type of situation.

  • If you don’t know how to interpret your own dreams, I’m sure there are helpful books out there to get you started. I haven’t read any books on any of this. The only information “I” have on “dream interpretation” is what Sylvia taught me and she taught herself… so much so that she has compiled a lot of information on this subject and has talked about writing a “dream book” at some point.

Reflective Energies
The other person I spoke with today seemed to be caught in the negative details of a downward spiral of energy.

  • Again… there’s no “right or wrong” here. We’re all doing the best we can and sometimes the best of us get a bit stuck and could use a friendly nudge to get us past an energy-block.

Basically, I listened to what this person shared with me. Then, I mostly reflected some of those things back so they could see what THEY were saying. I also listened to Sylvia’s suggestions of what she wanted me to pass-along and we both (me and Sylvia) sprinkled-in a couple of ideas that this person had not thought about before.

  • Again, I knew the timing was right because I could sense that “Time” itself had stopped.
  • I also watched this person’s energy. When we 1st started talking, it was low and a bit dark. When we finished, there was a smile and a general “pride” in their overall energy.

In talking with both people today, these are basic techniques which anyone can do to help someone else.

Remember, we’re all on this journey together. We are all here right now because we all have something to contribute to “Humanity”… to the “Earth”… to each other and to ourselves. We can either contribute “negatives”… a mean look or the disorienting distraction of a tidal-wave of midnight ice cream binging… or we can contribute “positives”… a polite smile to a stranger or a kind word to a neighbor.

  • Many years ago, Sylvia read somewhere that it takes less facial muscles to “smile” than it does to make a “frown” face. It’s your energy.
  • Think about it… You can actually change the world… 1 smile at a time… and it’s “free”. Remember, this still involves that “dual benefit”… you give a smile and you receive a great feeling in return.


I found today’s Posting by Jennifer Hoffman to be very helpful in my quest for feedback or “something” happening “on” or “to” this planet. (Of course, these are all “positive” things.) Here are some excerpts:

  • “First, I need to share that we are at the beginning of a massive energy download now, it just started and it will continue for 3 days. Those of you who are very energy sensitive may have some physical issues with this one, so you may want to take it easy, especially on Saturday and Sunday… This one is going to affect everyone in a big way though, and some people may be a little upset or act funny. I noticed that when I was out earlier, everything looked different and I was having trouble connecting to the physical so I had to be very careful while driving around. I appreciate that we got a warning with this download, that isn’t always the case, they are usually a surprise. So it must be important.”

“…Are you feeling an energy shift? Has anything suddenly just ‘worked out’ in your life?…”

Question everything.

Here’s the link to her facebook page:


This channeled message is from “SaLuSa”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “Dear Ones, what an important and exciting time has arrived, when many of you will be able to feel the upliftment resulting from the incoming level of energies. Those of you who do will know beyond doubt that the changes are beginning to bring about welcome changes… Very soon you will have had even more evidence of them, and it will become quite clear as to the direction that Humanity is going in. There will of necessity be a clearing out of the old that no longer serves you, but at the same time the new energies will become established. The Illuminati will make their last attempt to keep on their chosen path but it will be to no avail, as their power has been seriously curtailed by the Galactic Forces that surround the Earth. So have no fear as all is progressing well but be patient as all benefits will come in good time – you are in the period of the Great Awakening.”
  • “You may be sure that every soul that is here at such an important time will benefit in one way or another from their experiences… You move forward as a group of souls, with each one playing their part in determining your future prospects. Great changes are on the verge of taking place and all will quickly bring the New Age into being much to your delight…There has always been a plan to help as many souls as possible reach the point of Ascension, and now the benefits are about to be realised.”
  • “The changes continue to grow and at a faster rate than earlier, and so it will continue all the way to Ascension.”
  • “So you are entering an eventful period when many things will happen, often in quick succession.”
  • “We would like to add a few comments about group souls, and using birds as an example will mention that they evolve. When you rise up you will find them gifted with more beauty, and like flowers they will respond more openly to the energies of the ascended Human. Colours will be more vivid and pronounced, and songbirds will have delightful songs to sing. What will be most noticeable is the cleanliness and newness of everything. Animals that you now consider wild will become tame and no longer aggressive or carnivores. Domesticated animals such as horses will respond in a more intelligent manner and be able to converse with Man through the power of thought. In time this will also apply to your pet dogs and cats that shall remain with you, as it is only the wild species that merge into a group soul.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


I don’t Track “politics” but when a top-level politician “resigns”, it makes a big showing on my radar. Today, I learned that Congressman John Boehner will resign. The “details” and “reasons” of “why” is not important and probably Cabal propaganda anyway. The fact that this high-ranking political figure is removing himself from Power is HUGE! I’m guessing that Benjamin Fulford will have some “behind-the-scenes” details as to the real reason of “why” this person is “resigning” in his Monday report.

So, to “me”, it means the “good guys” / the “Lightworkers” on this planet are winning.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


I’m pretty sure I included a “text” version of this in a previous eMail but I’m including this 15-minute video reading, for those who want to “listen” to the text instead of “reading” it.

Basically, this explains “Wave-X”, Ascension,  the new Earth, etc.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This next one’s a ‘bonus’ (something you should know but it doesn’t directly provide “me” with any feedback of “when” me and My Sylvia will be together).

I’m including this because it’s “feedback” which tells “me”… not only are the “99-percent” winning every single day against the railroading of Humanity by the Cabal but this is also “feedback” that the Cabal has totally lost its bite, control, money, etc. Here’s an excerpt:

  • “Yesterday, I reported at Natural Blaze that a Gloucester, Massachusetts police department fed up with Big Pharma posted the top 5 CEO salaries and emails online. Their Facebook status erupted with cheers in the comments and many shares. The department bemoaned the city’s drug problem and took aim at Big Pharma’s role in creating addiction through prescription opioid painkillers.”

My comments: Be sure to visit the following web page. If nothing else, I find it comforting to see the Cabal… the bigger-then-life, too-big-to-fail, “people” with their pants down. That web page shows the 5 major pharmaceutical companies, the name of their CEOs, their salaries, phone numbers and eMail addresses.

It’s Time people. We have to 1st pull ourselves up. Then help those around us and the forming all of our collective energies into a huge ball of Love and projecting it everywhere. From what “I’ve” been reading, the Cabal HATE that!

I’m being reminded of a very important line in a heavy metal song of the 70s called: “Circle Of Hands” by Uriah Heep. It reads:

  • “…and in the face of beauty, evil was lost.”

Here’s the link to the lyrics:

Here’s the link to the song:

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-24-15 *Music, Cobra, Wilcock

*First a comment:

It felt like today was “Friday”.

I’m still feeling as though we are all speeding through “September” way too fast. Some part of me  senses that a few hours ago we were all in “August”.

It’s very late. David Wilcock doesn’t Post articles very often but when he does I like know what he’s saying. So after reading his very long (as usual) article, Sylvia and I noticed that it’s past our “go to work tomorrow” bedtime. So I didn’t have Time to do my usual research tonight.

Sylvia and I actually worked on “Time Machine” again today.

Why I picked the most complicated song on this album to start building… is unknown to “me”. You’d think it would have been much easier to pull myself up of of “musical-mothballs” by working on the easiest song 1st… like the “Solitude” song. It doesn’t even have lyrics! It’s a very simple song!

No. My mind keeps filling with “Time Machine”. I’ve mentioned before how many “Time” changes it has but I didn’t mention that it also has 1 or 2 “Tempo” changes.

Here are the “Time” and “Tempo” changes:

  • 6/8 at 192bpm (beats per minute)
  • 4/4 at 135bpm
  • 4/4 at 65bpm
  • 4/4 at 135bpm
  • 3/4 at 65bpm
  • 4/4 at 135bpm
  • 5/4 at 135bpm (this is a “March”)
  • 4/4 at 135bpm

This song is approaching 6-minutes in length but even with that amount of “musical space”, there’s still a chance (and I’ve said this before) of creating a “franken-song” (a mis-matched, patchwork of sounds).

Because I don’t have Sylvia “physically” here to help me with this, this album… especially this ONE song, is like getting caught on a hiking trail by a lot of rain… I pull-out a large plastic sheet, to make a flat “roof” overhead. I try to prop it up with some long sticks but it’s nearly impossible to keep 1 stick vertical while I move away from it to properly place another. Even when I get several sticks in place, the weight of the water constantly pushes down on the plastic. So it’s sagging everywhere.


This is the latest “cryptic” message from Cobra:

  • “IMPL anticodes clearing sequence EXT/INT boundary crossed”

My comments: I was going to say “IMPL” might mean “implosion” or “implied” but a Commenter mentioned “Implants”, which makes a lot more sense. So this message “might” mean:

  • Implant anticodes (unlocking codes)… clearing sequence of the external / internal boundary (containment field) has now been crossed… the Lightworkers and Star Visitors are now through the protective field of the implants, which “supposedly” are in 99-percent of the Humans on this planet.


Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This article is by David Wilcock. The title is: “Spontaneous Ascension: Stunning New Evidence”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “The timing of these events is fluid in nature and depends upon our mass consciousness — so even the best estimates are only informed speculation.”
  • “Nonetheless, a shocking new burst of prophetic data came through that indicated we are only looking at “a few” years after 2012 as our main window.”
  • “Some have consistently argued in favor of a “gradual” model, with no sudden event happening at once, but in light of the new data that is very unlikely.”
  • “This “event” is said to involve a huge flash of light from the sun. It is somehow multidimensional. After this event happens, life as we know it is permanently altered.”
  • “Unless you are trending heavily towards the negative in your personality — i.e. manipulative, controlling and selfish — this will be a very positive event.”
  • “The US government may very well go into default and shutdown some time after October 1st, so we may not have to wait very long to see some action.”
  • “Here is the simple fact: there is no money left. The international alliance has taken away the car keys. The magic printing press is almost out of gas.”
  • “This is a war. It is a war fought in secrecy.”
  • “You almost need a pair of magic glasses, like in the movie They Live, in order to properly read the headlines right now.”
  • “The Library of Alexandria never burned down — at least none of the good stuff. It was all secretly relocated to the Vatican Library, where it exists to this very day.”
  • “Bear in mind that some of these documents are vastly older than the lost civilization we call Atlantis. Some books are holographic or made of indestructible materials.”
  • “There are books tracing themselves all the way back to lost ancient civilizations, including refugees whose home planets were destroyed and who then migrated here.”
  • “One such planet was a super-Earth that was utterly destroyed and whose fragments became the Asteroid Belt — originally known as Tiamat or Maldek.”
  • “One of the most fascinating secrets is that the key books in the Bible — Matthew, Mark, Luke and John — were found in these ancient document collections.”
  • “These Biblical documents are at least eight thousand years old, maybe closer to 10,000 years old…”
  • “Additionally, when Pete was taken to the “Neuberlin” secret base in the Antarctic, which other insiders I know also visited, he met several different types of ETs.”
  • “Since this was back in the late 60s / early 70s, the environment was far more loose and free than what it has turned into now.”
  • “Pete was able to dialogue with these ETs, ask them personal questions, and get real answers.”
  • “When he asked these ETs the simple question of “Why did you come here,” one answer was by far the most consistent.”
  • “They heard that a very powerful spiritual event was going to take place on this planet.”
  • “They wanted to be here to see it, and to witness how it affected the course of history that would then follow.”
  • “The consciousness of the galaxy, or Logos, was going to embody in human form — which is apparently quite rare.”
  • “The event that I typically just call Ascension is so mind-blowingly magnificent, and so apparently close at hand, that it is astonishing how quiet everyone is about it.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-23-15 *Daylife, Gaia, Nidle, Zap, Illusions

*First a comment:

(I was going to call this Section “Daily Life” but “Daylife” came through instead. It’s an interesting new word.)

I just want to relay the “energy”, “mindset”, “emotional-state” and physical endurance… those of us who have had a MONUMENTAL loss of a Loved One… of what we “go through” / “now consist of”. For those of you “on the outside looking in”, Sylvia and I hope this will give you a tiny bit of Insight into the “daylife” of one of these people (“me”).

  • As of this writing, it’s been over 232-weeks since My Sylvia crossed-over.
  • Although there are “days” and “very short moments” when I may actually hold a conversation or otherwise-interact with someone, these are rare and anything… sound, song, image, animal, laughter… “anything” can trigger a crying attack or complete Meltdown. I have no real control over this and even though I do my best to guard-against these things happening, the “Lessons” that everyone needs, as well as the “clearing of energies, so we can achieve a higher, personal energy” can hit us at any Time from any Where.
  • This happened to me today…  I heard a song called: “No One Like You” by “The Scorpions”. I instantly froze… couldn’t move. I began crying… and continued to cry… hard. I couldn’t stop crying while this song was playing. I’ve heard this song before and sometimes it “hits me” hard and sometimes I recognize the pain it brings but can move past it. This morning, I got stuck… and I was sweeping in the middle of the grocery store where Sylvia and I work when it happened! How no one saw the streams of tears flowing down my face… I don’t know.

Here are the lyrics that REALLY hit me:

  • I miss you since I’ve been away
  • There’s no one like you
  • I can’t wait for the nights with you
  • I imagine the things we’ll do
  • I just wanna be loved by you
  • …there are really no words strong enough
  • To describe all my longing for love
  • …I just need you like never before
  • Just imagine you’d come through this door

Here’s the link to the song:


Here’s another uplifting message from “Gaia Portal”:

  • ““Hostilities” have ceased.”
  • “Openings for Higher Galactics are cleared.”
  • “Effective “landings” now approved.”
  • “Sentience is recognized for “observations”.”
  • “Hominids and Galactics, in Unison, uplift humanity.”
  • “Stars of Silence flash.”

My comments: Right now, it’s early evening. This is the 1st entry in tonight’s eMail. I had just finished watching the weekly “Sonic Talk” from the “SonicState” music-news site. So I was completely in a “musicland-mindset” when I checked out eMail just now and saw this Posting from “Gaia Portal”. I was instantly blown-away and almost cried! I’m either simply having an “emotional day” or I’m feeling just how close the upcoming unfolding of events really is. Only Time will tell.

We really need for this to be real… “I” really need for this to be real… “Hostilities have ceased” and “Effective landings now approved”… THESE are just SOME of the things Sylvia and I have been waiting for. So if these can happen “NOW”, we will be VERY happy.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is through Sheldon Nidle. Here are some excerpts:

  • “Over the past few months, this world progressed from being one in which the dark cabal was still in charge to one where these scurrilous crooks are on the ropes. The various groups of our Earth allies are finally realizing how this world’s scenario needs to be accommodated. As consciousness rises in this realm, the financial system changes and the new prosperity require a reveal. We have asked that this set of precise procedures be done at a much quicker level. This advice, as said previously, was largely ignored. The time is now ripe for these changes to be manifested and explained to you.”
  • “This matrix is now being enormously weakened by the great waves of energy coming from your galactic core. These energy waves are significantly aiding what our Earth allies are achieving. This joint operation is at the verge of a wonderful success. It is to bring the new reality that is to reunite you with your Inner Earth, Spiritual and Space families!”

My comment: The “Spiritual” realm is where Sylvia is. So “reuniting Spiritual families” is when the “Veil” is removed and those Beings who have not yet reincarnated will be reunited with those on THIS side of that “Veil”. THIS is what Sylvia and I are waiting for! In “my” world, NOTHING else matters!

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


If anyone’s still following “Zap”, this is his mid-week update. Here are some excerpts:


Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is from the Pleiadians:

  • “A long time ago, you were able to see reality clearly for what it was. History is about to meet itself again. When that happens, you are going to see beyond this illusion…”
  • “Reality, my dear ones, is about to explode upon your reality, and you have to be prepared for all kinds of things to happen within yourself as your view of the world expands in ways that you can’t predict and that you can’t anticipate.”
  • “Everyone is putting their ideas in front of them to be recognized and, while that is satisfying, it won’t help you too much in the days that are coming. What will help you is to see clearly and to join together and to say, “This is what we’re seeing.” Not, “This is my interpretation of what we’re seeing.””
  • “We of the League of Light, with whom I am aligned and who exist in this now with you to serve your uprising consciousness and your well-being as you walk into the coming moments of the transformation that is upon you already.”
  • “The light that shines within you is about to become more visible to each other.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-22-15 *M/mM, Cobra, Awakenings, Goode

*First a few comments:

*M/mM (Music and mini-Meltdown)

This was NOT a very good day for us. I’m not sure if this happened because today is My Sylvia’s Birthday or because the energy from the “Galactic Central Sun” is ramping-up:

  • I spent most of the morning in the bathroom. Sylvia and I don’t do drugs, doctors, religions or smoke. We’re almost never sick… maybe a headcold. If we ever do get the “flu”, we can typically knock it out in a fraction of the Time it takes others to get over it. So my running to the bathroom every few minutes was very unusual for us. I’m not sick… well, not “physically” anyway but the 3-to 5-pounds I must have lost this morning made it seem as though I was.
  • In the early afternoon, everything finally settled down a bit. So I decided to make an extra effort to work on our album today. Partly because my “physical” situation was basically under control and partly because I found a little “motivation” — probably as a “Gift” to Sylvia on her Birthday.
  • We actually worked on a few different aspects of our “Time Machine” song. About a week or 2 ago, I mentioned to Sylvia that I don’t have the right vocal-character for this song. She told me: “It’s “your” style. So we’ll use it.” Sylvia’s been helping me understand how to tune-in to the vocal “texture” that I want for that song. She also suggested that maybe I’m not “feeling it” because a couple of the notes in the vocal-line could be moved, to make more interest in the melody. So I’ve been working on this in my mind.
  • So I actually managed to record 2 new Vocal Tracks for that song today. (I didn’t like the 1st one.) The 2nd one is still very rough but I couldn’t make a 3rd Track because just as I was getting to the end of singing that song, my weak, untrained voice got very tired. So I had to stop. Then BAM!… mini-Meltdown… I do my best every day to find the energy and motivation to work on our songs. Then, when I finally pick myself up and actually follow-through, I’m not physically capable of continuing. I can’t do this. I can’t do this without My Sylvia… I DON’T WANT TO DO THIS without My Sylvia! This is SOOO not fair I can’t stand it!!! In going through this today, I felt as though I went mountain climbing with a few other people. Someone slips and starts sliding over the cliff. I jump and grab their rope. I do my best to pull them back up but my un-exercised arms are not strong-enough to save them. THAT’S what it felt like for “me” today.

I guess the only good thing about all this is that Sylvia and I were “off” from work today.


This is part of the message Cobra released today:

  • “The energies in the second part of September are quite intense and they are triggering suppressed shadow aspects of personalities of people on the surface of the planet. The Light forces have requested that especially within this time frame people work on integrating their personalities and that they do NOT project their shadow side by attacking others, but rather focus on creating something positive. Also, the Light forces are waiting that September 28th mass Ascension / blood Moon tetrad eclipse / asteroid impact / end of the world / NWO inauguration meme collapses as nothing extremely drastic will happen on that day, and then they will give me green light to release quite much substantial intel.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This long article is the transcript from a hypnosis session. These are some of the topics talked about:

  • September 2015
  • Wave-X
  • Nibiru
  • Galactic Central Sun
  • Buffering the energies being sent to the Earth by the Galactic Central Sun
  • Healing-trees, and more.

My comments: I really don’t like to read, especially long works like “books”. but this information was easy for me to absorb.

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The following web page contains a 2.5-hour interview with Corey Goode. He’s a former Cabal “Black Ops” member and now a Cabal whistleblower. He talks about the “Sphere Alliance” and the other involvements of the Star Visitors.

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Here’s the link:–corey-goode-inside-the-sphere-being-alliance

PS 9-21-15 *Birthday, *Turquoise, *Teleport, *Souls, *Program, *Awakenings, Cobra, Fulford, Gaia, Astrology

*First a few comments:

I don’t remember having this many different bursts of “rabbit holes” in quite a while. Maybe SOMETHING “is” about to happen and this is my last chance to get my thoughts in print.

In yesterday’s eMail, I asked if anyone knew what “PAT” or “P.A.T.” stood for. Today, SoulSpeak sent me a note saying: “PAT is PLANETARY ASCENSION TEAM”. (thank you.)

At midnight tonight (9/22/15), it will be My Sylvia’s “Birthday”… into this incarnation (before she “crossed-over”). She would have been “79”, which reduces-down to “7” (“my” favorite number). (Sometime next month “I” will also be a “7”.) Right now, Sylvia is “age, 42”.

For some reason, we are using “18” as our “base-age” reference number. Sylvia was “18” years “ahead of” / “older than” me and now she’s 18-years “behind” / “younger than” me.

As I was writing this Section, I was formulating the idea of “which date” Sylvia would use “now”… for her “Birth Day” — her “incarnated” date or her “new”, “crossed-over” date. As soon as I pulled-up that question in my mind, I heard Sylvia say: “NEW birth date”. This means, on 4/9/16, Sylvia’s “age number” will reduced-down to… “7”. There are no accidents. This means something but I’m not quite sure “what”… all 3 “age numbers” (mine and both of Sylvia’s) will reduce-down to the number “7”. Is it like hitting the jackpot on a slot-machine?… when all 3 numbers line-up, a Spiritual door opens and “I” get to simply walk through it. (“Me” because “7” is “my” number. So this, on some level, has something to do with “me”… as opposed to something to do with “Sylvia”.)

Only Time will tell.

  • One year, for Sylvia’s Birthday, I bought her a “Star”… there’s now a Star out there with My Sylvia’s name on it. They sent a nice-looking certificate with all the details. Here’s the website I used to purchase it:

Ever since Sylvia and I created the beginnings of our “Solitude” song (a few months ago), I always thought it should have a better name. I’m not sure why we initially called it “Solitude” because it’s really about “Sanctuary”… re-calibrating, rejuvenation and doing all this in the middle of a secret, magical, protected forest where lots of fairies and other Nature Folk live.

Today, I searched for similar words in “Sumerian”, “Native American” and “Wiccan”. I even looked-through words “I” created from “Streaming”, “Dreams” and pure “imagination”. So I had a lot of “words”, “syllables” and “tonal snapshots” flying around in my mind.

At that point, I held our new Turquoise friend, which T.L. and J.L (who are on this list) have so kindly Gifted to us.

  • (me) “I don’t even know your name. What should we call you?”

I then saw lots of “E”, “M”, “T”, “O” letters appearing in my mind trying to fit themselves into something I could understand:

  • “MOME”
  • “MOTT”
  • “TOMM”
  • “TOME”

Finally, the letters settled and formed the word: “Tome”. As I’ve mentioned many times, “Sylvia” is my “linguist”. Because I already had a swirling of “real” and “artificial” words dancing in my mind, I didn’t know what this word was. So I quickly typed it into the Mac’s dictionary… “Large, heavy book”. Oh, THAT “tome”. I wasn’t clear on exactly what it meant but I had heard that word before… now that I’ve looked it up.

Anyway, I just wanted to share that it’s not only “possible” but also “respectful”… to ask the objects you’re working with for their “name” or “audio signature” and if we listen very carefully, we may just hear their response. Anyone can do this.

  • So the bottom-line in my quest for a unique or deeply-meaningful word for this song is now narrowed-down to 2 words that “I” created some Time ago. Both are unique but 1 is a bit too “modernistic” and “clever” for this song. So we “may” use the other word, which sounds like it has a Native American background.

Last night, while Sylvia and I were having supper, pieces from the “Big Picture” started to quickly come together in my mind. The energy was strong and the experience was almost Insightful. I just can’t figure out what this part of the “Puzzle” means. Here are the pieces, that “I” am holding, that fit together…

  • • Many months ago, Cobra stated that he went to Russia, obtained the assistance of their Air Force and actually flew above the “Veil”. “IF” that was true, I had no idea anyone could go “over” the “Veil” .
  • Here’s the link to Cobra’s website:
  • • Several eMails ago, I mentioned that I, personally, had discovered a “room” deep in the Earth where there is a working “Teleporter”. (This is a very long story. So I’ll just provide basic information for now.) I even saw the “symbol” / “logo” used for this and Sylvia & I have gone through the paperwork, many years ago, to make it the logo for our band, “Infinity”. I won’t include attachments in this eMail, so you’ll have to visit our personal website, if you want to see it. It’s the white, triangle symbol at the top of this page:
  • I know “generally” how this device works and it’s not like the “Portals” some people have been talking about lately. This “Teleporter” works by adjusting 3 laser fields and where they overlap is the “tuning” of where they will take you. You then step into that “merged” area and are teleported to that destination. However, this is only designed to transport materials “around” and “in” the Earth and maybe into the “Moon” but I’m not sure.

So, what “IF” this is all true?… “IF” it is, then what “IF” some Past-Life of “me” either built it or worked there? This would mean:

  1. Some part of “me” knows where this is located.
  2. “I”, personally (at least on some-level), have a way to go “around” or “through” the “Veil” and can be with Sylvia! This would be VERY ironic… to be 1 of a very few Beings on this planet who know to pierce the “Veil”. I feel like I’m leaning against a car, with its keys in my hand, saying: “Now if I can just find that car…”


…more Insights…

Here are the pieces that came together recently in THIS part of the “Puzzle” that I’ve been working on for a very long Time…

  • Some say that while we sleep, our Souls “travel”. Maybe they travel as “energy” or maybe we all have a 2nd Unit somewhere that we climb into each night after leaving our 3D Unit lying in the bed.
  • •Some say the Cabal has “technology” which keeps “us” and / or our “Soul” from escaping their control. This “may” mean that the Cabal have somehow placed limits on where “some” or “all” of our Souls can go when we’re sleeping. “IF” this System is real, not all of us are trapped in this way.
  • When someone “crosses-over”, their Soul “leaves their Unit” and either enters another or simply exists as “energy”.
  • (This is also part of a very deep “rabbit hole”. So I’ll just relay the pieces needed here.) Many years ago, my 1st wife told me that her and I are not from this planet and every few months we go onboard a Ship for a meeting. (I calculated the TimePoints to be about 3 Earth “months” equalled 1 “meeting cycle”.) Each time we went to those meetings, our Earth Units would remain here. In bed where we left them.

So, “IF” all of this is true, it means there is a way for “all” or “some” of the Beings on this planet to leave their Earth Units and move their Souls into another realm and maybe even other Units.

…even MORE Insights…

I’ve been thinking about what some say the Cabal want to do with Humanity… to eliminate 3/4ths of the world’s population. As I mentioned in a previous eMail, this doesn’t make sense to me because “IF” they feed on our “fear”, why would they want to reduce that energy-bank? Some say it’s because there are too many of us to control.

So “IF” the Cabal really DO want to wipe-out 3/4ths of the Earth’s inhabitants, maybe it IS because there are too many people to control but we are thinking of this in the wrong way…

  • Some say there is a “Master Program” / “Master Computer” which projects the illusion of our “reality” and places us in it. As we move around and interact with this illusion and its inhabitants, the Master Program must constantly keep track of everything and make adjustments. Maybe THIS is the reason of there being too many people to control… too many for the Master Program to provide illusions for. Think about it.

Even if NONE of this was true, you could use a similar scenario as a mental exercise:

  • Let’s say there are really only 1-billion people on this planet. Let’s say the “Master Program” has, for whatever reason, created “alternative facets” of each of us… 7 times for each person (making 7-billion people on this planet).
  • So now there is 1 “real” YOU and 6 variations of you… One is left-handed. One is from another country. One is from another race. One is taller. One is shorter. etc.
  • So as you go about your day, keep in mind that the person you Tailgate… the person you cheat… the person you help… may just be another facet of… YOU.

All things ARE possible.


This was sent to me by K.K. (who’s on this list) thank you.

This article seems to do a fairly good job of summarizing what is currently happening with the energies coming into this planet.

“IF” any of this is true, it will give us more background information on what we “may” expect to unfold very soon now.

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This is Cobra’s latest “cryptic” message:

“PB security breach continues, systems/Isidic security breach in deflection, yellow alert at 504, IMPL numeric vectoring=0, S2EXT protocol evaluation in progress”

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This is Benjamin Fulford’s Weekly update: Here are some excerpts:

  • “The next few weeks should reveal if radical changes in how this planet is run are going to be announced or if it will be the same old criminals trying to keep in power by putting on a nice face. The interesting event to watch in the near future is the lunar eclipse on September 28th. That is because the cabalists who have been running this planet claim to time their manipulation of geopolitical events to the movements of the heavens.”
  • “This sounds like crazy talk until you realize that Presidents Xi Jinping of China, Vladimir Putin of Russia, Barack Obama of the United States, Francois Hollande of France, Hassan Rouhani of Iran etc. are all due to be speaking at the UN on that date. The question is will they be announcing the birth of a world government or a new age, or will they simply spout platitudes before going back to business as usual?”

My comment: This sounds encouraging. For all of these Leaders to be in the same place, at the same time, making speeches, is a very important part of “Disclosure”.

  • “Of course the US military industrial complex is not without cards to play in their negotiations with China. They have just forced the Shinzo Abe puppet government in Japan to pass laws that effectively make the Japanese military part of the Pentagon.”

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There was a Posting today by “Gaia Portal”:

  • “Steadfastness is applied by increasing numbers of Hue-Beings.”
  • “Holographic manifestations from lower levels increase.”
  • “Flash points avoided.”
  • “Stemmed relations converge.”
  • “Frequencies of though increase.”
  • “Martinizations flourish, as congruences are noted.”

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This next one’s a ‘bonus’ (something you should know but it doesn’t directly provide “me” with any feedback of “when” me and My Sylvia will be together).

This is Carl Boudreau’s Astrology Reading for the remainder of September.

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PS 9-20-15 *Confusions, Ascension, Zap, SoulSpeak

*First a comment:

I’m “psychically” short-circuiting right now (early evening). The energy within me is just “chaotic”. I just want to “be sick… energetically”, not “physically”, which is probably a lot worse.

In the last few days… or was it a “week”, once or twice I almost came face-to-face with My Sylvia not being here. Each time it came in a short spurt of energy-realization. This cannot happen. It’s not that I’ve built an insulative energy wall around me, which keeps me in a false reality of what happened to My Sylvia. It’s not like that.

  • The very moment Sylvia “crossed”, our cheeks were nuzzled close to each other and I whispered in her ear: “I know you’re not in here.” So even in that very critical… very fragile moment, I knew what happened to her and where she currently is. I know this.
  • I mentioned previously how the “Grief Counselor” was becoming more and more concerned about me… because I kept looking at the empty chair next to me in her office and talking to Sylvia. At one point, the Counselor, with her mouth dropped-open, was about to “say” or “write” something… so I told her: “I know she’s not there. I look there and talk to my wife out of respect for her.”

I know Sylvia is with me always. I know her energy is simply “out-of-phase” with mine… vibrating at the different frequency from mine. I know this. Yet these past few bursts of “short-circuit” energy places me in a very empty, stone room… facing a block of cold stone about 2-inches from my nose. It’s very depressing.

  • Am I simply waking-up from 232-weeks of being “numb”?…
  • Is SOMETHING about to happen which will bring down that %@# “Veil” and I can sense it, so my energies have just gone “random”?
  • Have I broken-through a crusty-layer of my own energy and just before I completely reach that next evolutionary plateau, some part of my “3D self” is pulling me back down… not wanting to let go?

I feel like I’ve been standing in the crowd, watching a magician but have now woken-up. I’m either now in front, with the crowd, but clearly understanding how his “magic” is performed or I’m standing behind the magician and can clearly see him slide the pieces under the table. Only Time will tell.

I’m just in limbo (free-fall) right now.


I’d like to thank SoulSpeak for Posting today’s “Gatekeeper” article (from another site). When I traced that link, I discovered the following article which “I” found to be very important.

This article is titled: “Personal Energy Report” by Georgi Stankov (Posted on 9/19/15). Here are some excerpts:

  • “Yesterday the Elohim came to us and gave a powerful message for me. It is a message about fundamental change. I knew for some time that this change is coming and the proof came yesterday.”
  • “Essentially, the Elohim told me that it is time for me to retrieve my energies from this website which is still very much a 3D affair. They told me that I must now prepare for my imminent ascension and concentrate my energies on this event.”
  • “This may happen at the end of this month or next month, who knows, linear time is an illusion, but it feels very close to me now.”
  • “All I know is that I have to begin immediately with my final ascension and that I can’t postpone it a single day by engaging in essentially 3D activities such as publishing on the Internet…”
  • “The ascension scenario as created by the PAT in these last four years is now in full sway for everybody to see and we do not need any additional and redundant confirmation to prove it everyday again and again. It is done, it is accomplished, and we have won.”

My comment: I searched through his website but could not find an answer to this… If anyone knows what he is referring to when he says: “PAT” or “P.A.T.”, please let me know.

  • “In this context, I would like to urge you to also refrain from further intensive engagement in 3D matters and to start meditating and fully concentrating on your ascension. You have all the necessary tools to do this final transition on your own.”

My comments: Is ANY of this real? I have no idea. Of course, I TRULY “want” it to be real. I do know that the outcome to all that we are currently going through is already finished… the Cabal have lost and have not only been cleared-out but taken to indisputable-justice and completely “dealt-with”.

The part of me that know this just wants to give-up and curl-up in the corner until that part of our TimeLine washes against my back. I, like many, many of the Beings still on this beautiful blue Orb, are very, very burnt-out. We know the celebrations are just around the corner but can’t get excited-enough to get ourselves through this last mound of sludge.

  • Hey, Cabal. Whether the Awakened-Ones remain curled-up in a corner somewhere or rise up, knock on your door and drag you from your homes… you’re done! It’s over. You lose and there is NOTHING you can do about it. Delaying things, as you’ve been doing, will only cause most of us to want to simply vote to have you tossed into the Galactic Central Sun. Why should we waste any more of our “energies” and “lives” listening to your excuses… to ANYTHING you have to say? We won’t. Once you start pleading your case… Once you even open your audio-hole, we will simply step forward and say: “Toss him and let’s get the party started!
  • Cabal, remember, YOU created the “box” you now find yourselves in.


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Here’s the link to the “Ascension” article:

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak’s article:


This is Zap’s Sunday update. Here are some excerpts:


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I just read a personal message, to “me”, from “Sylvia”… through SoulSpeak and it helped align my energies a bit. Sylvia and I are so very grateful for the assistance SoulSpeak and many, many others have, and still are, providing to us — especially to “me”.

I’m now beginning to feel as though I’ve been “psychically” shattered, like a glass vase vessel and as I continue to walk along my Path, the many “helper Spirits” place their very hot hands along these cracks and re-bond them… stronger than ever before.

Thank you all. Sylvia and I have much talking to do about all this and what is about to unfold.

Here’s the link to her Blogsite: