PS 12-30-17 *Reasoning, *2018, Cobra

*First a comment:

*REASONING
Today marks 351-weeks since My Sylvia crossed-over and, as I’ve said many times, it doesn’t get much easier as “Time” moves on. My “Reasoning” STILL isn’t what it should be…

  • Last week, at work, I didn’t prioritize a very minor job-task and did another task instead. This was brought to my attention by the Assistant Manager. It was a minor thing but caused a slight bit extra work for a few employees because of it.
  • A few days ago, while getting ready for work, I selected a clean shirt from our closet at home, took the shirt off of the hanger, laid the shirt on the counter and pulled the “hanger” towards me, as if I was going to put IT on.
  • About 2-weeks ago, I noticed that our “Bank” shows an extra $250 in our Checking Account than we can account for. Thinking it was Debit Card payments that we made but hadn’t been reported yet, we waited until today to dive into the details. I was convinced that this “found money” was gifted to us as part of the upcoming “Prosperity Packages”. However, after going through, line-by-line, of our Checking Account Statement, I realized that I hadn’t entered 1 of our Paychecks in our Check Register.

THAT’S how “out of it” I still am.

I’m mentioning all this for anyone who recently had a Loved One cross over and is wondering how others cope with this situation… and I’m mentioning this for those who just want to understand the mindset of someone who has experienced a HUGE loss in the person they truly Love. It’s not “fun” and, at times, it’s a little scary — being COMPLETELY alone and wondering if I’ll make a mistake or harm this Unit (the body and its many Systems) by eating some bad food or walking into a wall… or by buying a new car that we don’t need, etc. What day is it? Did I insult someone today but didn’t realize it? Did we buy enough groceries? Do we have any gas in the car?

Today, I looked out of our Living Room window and saw that the Trunk of our car was open. It took me about an hour of searching the Internet and going outside to examine our car before I realized that “I” had pressed the “Open the Trunk” button accidentally on our electronic car keys, while they were still in my pocket… from inside our home.

*2018
We’re only 1-day away from the official energy of “2018”. In Numerology, “2017” is a “1” and “1” represents “new beginnings”. We’re all about to dip our toe into “2018”, which is a “2”, yes, but, more importantly, “2018” adds-up to “11”… and “11” is a “Master Number”. Very powerful.

  • In Numerology, some numbers add-up to “high-low” versions, such as with the reduction of “2018”. This means, if the energy behind that number is used in a positive, expanding and helpful way, the “11” comes into play. However, if the highest good isn’t intended, then the energy will drop to the lower frequency — in this case, the number “2”, which represents “duality”.

(∞∞∞∞∞)

COBRA
This was Post today by Cobra. It is meant for the “Resistance Movement”:

  • “Drastic systems security breach / EELA disruption at 504”

I’m simply including this because, “IF” it’s a real message, then it shows some progress is being made in the goal to free this planet and its inhabitants.
Question everything.

Here’s the link:
http://2012portal.blogspot.ca

PS 3-16-17 *Sylvia, Ancients

*FIrst a few comments:

*SYLVIA
(I’m mentioning all this because some people have asked me for this type of information, when I have it, and because it shows some feedback on the energies which are entering this planet at this Time and how some people are dealing with them.)

  • For the last 309-weeks, I’ve mentioned… When My Sylvia crossed-over, the last things to “come back online” (within me) is my “short-term memory” and my “Reasoning”… and even after all this Time, those facets are still not “100-percent” yet.

Last Tuesday, while at work, a small group of us had spent several hours unloading a Tractor Trailer. An hour or 2 before the end of our work-day, everyone was in other parts of the building when 1 of the Supervisors came back to the Loading Dock and told me to close the “truck” and “Bay” (Loading Dock) doors. I had just removed the electric, steel plate which goes across the gap between the truck and the Loading Dock floor.

I couldn’t get the truck’s door down because it was a bit stuck. I walked away from that area, just a few feet, when the Supervisor said he’d give it try. He indicated that I should help him. So as I was looking up at the door, I walked towards the truck and
BAM!!!
I stepped down… right into that gap. My entire leg went through that hole and I stopped when the top of my leg hit the solid, steel plate!!! I think my tailbone hit the steel and I must have bounced a bit because the outside of my leg is very sore and I must have “stopped” or “steadied” myself with 1 of my hands, because that hand and wrist are sometimes sore.

I wasn’t in “shock”. Instead, I was completely confused for several seconds… trying to figure out what happened. I thought I had severely damaged this body.

I pulled myself up and sat for a minute. I immediately began “energy sweeping” those impacted areas, just as Sylvia taught me to do. I went “internal” — aiming every Sensor I have on all aspects of this entire Unit (the body and its many Systems). At the same Time, I sent (streamed) Sylvia those Readings, so she could decide what to do to help me.

Aside from a slight “limp”, there are no bruises anywhere on me. Nothing is broken.

  • For some reason, I wasn’t supposed to mention this until today.

Now I need to switch the focusing of my writing…

Today, while eating Lunch at work, I noticed that I was having some difficulty in “Reasoning” very simple tasks:

  • “Should I drink some of our filtered water now or wait until I’ve eaten something 1st?”
  • “Should I use the “spoon” or “fork” to eat the leftover fried potatoes we brought from home?”
  • etc.

I was a bit of a mess. It was partly because of my “Reasoning” energies and partly because something had knocked my energies out of alignment (or was keeping me from re-aligning them). However, with each indecision I brought to the surface of my mind, I felt Sylvia answering each of them.

  • I’ve mentioned before that she’s recently realized that my “Intuition” circuit provides her with the best results of getting information to me. She’s continued to use that channel and it does seem to be working. It’s not “100-percent” yet, but we’re getting there.

When I asked Sylvia why she is now able to help me with these tiniest of decisions she indicated that this has something to do with me falling last Tuesday. Not so much that the “fall” caused my “Reasoning” to get a bit worse but because that “fall” let her know how this Unit is dealing with the increasing energies coming in from the Galactic Central Sun.

  • Sylvia indicated that I “was” and “still am” protected from various things and that she is supposed to honor my “Free Will” and allow this Unit to have certain experiences even if it means the outer shell of this unit, which Humans call the “body”, becomes scratched or bruised.
  • Now, however, because of my falling, Sylvia was able to get permission to Guide me at an even smaller level. She told “them” that her and I are “One” and that “falling” provided her with even more proof that Sylvia and I need to be with each other. Even across this #@% “Veil” she can Read my energies and Guide me.

As I was writing that out, I asked: “Because Sylvia and I are “Twin Souls”, what would have happened to our “separate” and “bonded” energies if we had not met within this incarnation? Here’s what I received:

  • If you had not met each other during this lifespan, your individual experiences and “Free Will” would have been the dominant force guiding you both. Then, once each of you crossed-over, you would remember each other and resume your “be-ing” with each other at that point.
  • Since you DID connect with each other that very deep, very connected part within each of you was activated and just “knows” that the other person is very special. (As an example of this, I guess, I was shown a “magnetic compass”… Once a compass is manifest on this planet, it will always point North.”)

Of course, for Sylvia and I to now have an even stronger bond with each other is a VERY good thing.

Also…
Today, when I mentioned to Sylvia that I’m still not sure how to balance our budget to get us Breakfast and Lunch, on the days we work, she indicated (again) that I’m being provided for. This Time, she also mentioned that, to “me”, it may appear that I’m participating in “Society”… going to work, paying bills, having Lunch, etc. but I’m now in a type of “Holding Pattern”. I’m simply waiting for the “Veil” to be removed.

I asked her why we were no longer working at the grocery store and why she created this specific (current) job that we have. She indicated that I complained too much about the energies at the grocery store so she found a more “resonating” (with “me”) place to work.

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ANCIENTS
This 53-minute video is an interview with a whistleblower that I’ve never heard of. The 1st part provides mostly the same information we’ve been hearing from various other Sources. Then, around the 28-minute mark, I heard something new:

  • In his explanation of “Planet X”, he states… The last Time it came through (our Solar System) it left the planet Venus behind. When Venus settled into its own orbit around the Sun, it pushed the Earth back a bit. He says the Earth used to have a “360-day” year.
  • “The Poles are moving very fast right now.” The Star Visitors are keeping the Poles from flipping.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyRoJhTfh3M

PS 8-30-15 *Meltdown, *Respect, Ascension, Zap, Gaia

*First a few comments:

*MELTDOWN
(You could title this one: “Inside the mind of the Griever”)

Yesterday, I mentioned a deep “missing” of My Sylvia. This morning, especially during breakfast, that feeling not only returned but was even stronger.

As I spoke to Sylvia, like I always do, I felt that tearful energy swell-up inside me very fast… out of nowhere. I couldn’t stop it and just rode it out but before it could build to an highly-intense level, I saw a moth fly past me. I think this was Sylvia’s way of “distracting me” / “breaking that Meltdown-grip on me”.

  • Just before breakfast, we noticed that it was a bit cooler in here today and this would allow us to run our heat-producing, de-humidifier. I placed it in the clothes closet of our bedroom and this may have disturbed that moth.
  • Right now, it’s in our Living Room, near the front door but I can’t find it.

After breakfast, I went to that clothes closet, to see if there was any obvious sign of “moth activity”. I didn’t find any but I did find more mold on Sylvia’s clothes! This is never a good thing! Even aside from the “mold” itself, finding mold means “I” have to “deal with it” and, because it involves “Sylvia’s things”, I immediately go into “panic-attack”, “indecision” and just plain “chaos”.

  • It’s been many, many months, since I’ve found any mold in our home.

So I got out this anti-mold spray we bought several months ago:
http://www.homearmor.com/product/mold-stain-blocker

I couldn’t “Reason” exactly what to do… I thought about just spraying those mold-spots… but would that be enough to eliminate the mold? I thought about washing those clothes… but should I “pre-anti-mold” them 1st?… I thought about putting a lot of that liquid into the Washer, while they are being cleaned.

I just grabbed the spray and coated a mold-spot with it. Then, using a paper towel, I worked the liquid into the fabric. The mold seemed to disappear right away. As I was looking for more mold-spots, I realized I was “unfolding” Sylvia’s “folds”. My girl folded this in her very special way and I DO NOT want to change that. Then I found 1 of Sylvia’s hairs tucked inside 1 of the folds.

Now dealing with the start of another “Meltdown”, I “decided to” / I “had to” NOT unfold her clothes! This is very important to me. I had to do the best I could… the best I knew how… to keep and protect Sylvia’s clothes from mold, moths and whatever.

So I very carefully looked through this small pile of 3 or 4 blouses and 2 or 3 sweat-shirt-material items. I sprayed the mold and worked it in with the paper towels. I then carefully re-stacked them and placed them back where I found them. I then “generally” sprayed everything.

I left our de-humidifier running, in order to help remove any general moisture as well as the newly-introduced mold-spray.

As for the “moth”, I still haven’t found it but I did place “essential oil of peppermint” throughout our home. Yes, I’ll be breathing it for the next day or so… but I have to protect Sylvia’s things!

*RESPECT
Today, I was browsing-through the “Grief” Postings on some of the Blogsites. I discovered 1 Posting where I just could not believe I was seeing the words I was reading…

  • This person, I think is a “female” and the “wife” of someone who is currently in hospice. The word I could not believe was “sickie”. She actually referred to he husband, in hospice, TWICE as a “sickie”.
  • I could state my personal feelings about this in 2 ways…
  • 1 – In “my” opinion, she was being disrespectful, un-loving, un-caring and not at all compassionate about the other person. If SHE was about to cross-over and HER HUSBAND was remaining here, would she want him to call her a “sickie”?
  • …or, I could take a big step back and this is what I would see…
  • 2 – We all grow and evolve at our own pace. There is “right” or “wrong” in the way we “take-in”, “learn-from” and “grow because of” the world around us. We’re all doing the best we can.

Of course, your mileage may vary.

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ASCENSION
The title of this article is: “First Wave Of Ascension: Creating The First Wave Of True Superhumans; It’s Like Going Through A Death And Purification”. This, and its accompanying 15-minute video, explain the “1st wave of Ascension”.

While watching the video, the information which caught my attention is something I’ve heard from another Source recently…

  • (At the 7:17-mark) “The highest-level Twin Flames on the Earth, play a major role in the “Event Horizon”. A great multitude of illuminated Twin Flame key-holders shall lead the way and open the Cosmic Gate with the intense power of their combined Love and bring-forth this higher-vibrational perception called “the new Earth” and “new Heaven”.”
  • (At the 8:19-mark) “We say that after the first wave, Twin Flame key-holders go through the 5D Veil, they will begin their real work as male, female teams in the greatest service to others — helping the rest of Humanity cross the Great Rainbow Bridge.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link to the article:
http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/08/first-wave-of-ascension-creating-the-first-wave-of-true-superhumans-its-like-going-through-a-death-and-purification-3206816.html

Here’s the direct link to the video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDevczrR10A

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ZAP
This is Zap’s Sunday update. Although he’s been saying the same thing for a LONG time now, tonight’s message contains a little more background on what has been happening from HIS perspective. Here are some excerpts:

  • “THE GLOBAL LANDSCAPE IS PREPARED FOR THE BIG STUFF NOW AS IN THE HISTORIC ASSETS AND THE GCR. MANY INTELLIGENCE REPORTS COMING OUT NOW ALL SAY THE SAME THING THAT IN SEPTEMBER, IT ALL BEGINS. THE FOLLOWING INFORMATION IS BEING WIDELY CIRCULATED, AND IT IS IN KEEPING WITH WHAT IS OUT THERE.”
  • “IN THESE END TIMES, DO NOT LOSE FAITH OR HOPE. IT SEEMS THAT IN OUR BASE FEAR AND NEED FOR VALIDATION AND CONTROL WE HAVE LOST FAITH IN THE ABILITY AND WILLINGNESS OF THE UNIVERSE TO PROVIDE. LET GO AND LET GOD I SAY! THE UNIVERSE WILL INDEED PROVIDE. SEND OUT THE ENERGY AND THOUGHT FORM, AND LET IT DO ITS WORK. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO FIXATE ON IT AND RUN ABOUT FOLLOWING IT FROM PLACE TO PLACE, VISUALIZING, PLEADING, BEGGING, SUPPLICATING, PETITIONING, PUTTING IT DOWN ON 3X5 CARDS AND STICKING THEM WHERE THEY CAN BE IN YOUR FACE ALL DAY LONG, AND PUTTING ALL MANNER OF ENERGY AND THOUGHT PROCESSES ON IT, THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL GET IT TO TURN INTO WHAT YOU REALLY WANT. NOTHING. NOT UNTIL YOU LET GO. IF YOU DON’T YOU WILL DO THE STRESS THING, BECOME SICK, AND GET GREY HAIR.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:
http://www.oom2.com/t31508-poofness-for-aug-30-sweet-dreams

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GAIA
Each time I read a new message from this site, I keep thinking “we’re done… it can’t get any better than this”, then out pops an even MORE encouraging message. Here’s what was Posted today:

  • “Triumphal energetics are in process and continue to build.”
  • “Resonance of Light becomes the strength.”
  • “Flash points averted, yet flashes are viewed.”
  • “Pardons have been arranged.”
  • “Frescoes of Higher Energies are now in formation.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:
https://gaiaportal.wordpress.com/