PS 4-8-18 *MySylvia, *Portals, Cobra

*First a couple of comments:
*MY SYLVIA
9/22/36 – 4/9/11
(September 22, 1936 – April 9, 2011)
(Yes, Sylvia was “74” when she crossed. She was “18-years” older than me. Now “I’m” 18-years older than “her”.)
  • Exactly 1-week after My Sylvia crossed-over, I held her Memorial Service in the Chapel of the hospice we had been in for the previous 3-weeks.
  • At one point, during that Service, I held-up a piece of paper which I had printed the large numbers “4/9/11”. I said: “My Sylvia crossed-over on 4, 9, 11” I then moved 1 of my hands and covered the number “4”. I didn’t say anything but my intention was to make the Point of My Sylvia “crossing” on the most devastating (yes, I had to look it up) day in MY life. It was MY “911”.
Also…
I found it interesting that Jennifer Hoffman’s Post today talks about a cycle which began in March 2011 and ended today, March 2018.
  • Before Sylvia crossed-over, and while we were still in hospice, I asked her why she had to leave. She told me “Higher Purpose”. I’ve been looking for some connection to that… what that could be… ever since. Maybe there’s a tiny piece to that puzzle in what Jennifer Hoffman mentioned today.
Here’s what Jennifer Hoffman Posted today:
  • “Occasionally I get confirmation for global events to share with you and I got one today! I mentioned in the April Energy Report, link below, that we were completing a cycle which began in March 2011, Uranus in Aries, and it’s a very big and important event. We’ve been in that cycle for 7 years and it has been tough. Well, it’s over and here’s my confirmation.”
  • “It came in the form of an amended 2011 1099 from Paypal. That year, they sent millions of people incorrect 1099s (the form they send out indicating how much you earned through their payment gateway) which meant that many of them were investigated by the IRS for falsely reporting their income. That happened to me too and because I keep good financial records (one of my degrees is in finance), I was able to avoid paying the IRS taxes and penalties they thought I owed them (over $40K), which I did not owe.”
  • “At that time I asked Paypal to issue a revised 1099 to correct their error but they refused, so I reported them to the IRS for filing false tax documents (as proof that it was their mistake, not mine).”
  • “Then today, 7 years later, I received, with no warning, an amended 2011 1099. This closes that matter for me and for the millions of Paypal customers who had to deal with an IRS investigation because of Paypal’s mistake.”
  • “Confirmation comes in all shapes and sizes and sometimes it takes a while but it eventually happens. So let’s say hooray for that 7 year cycle closing out and hello to a new cycle. Here’s the energy report for you:”
  • http://enlighteninglife.com/april-2018-energy-report/
Here’s the link to her facebook page where I found this information:
*PORTALS
This next one’s a ‘bonus’ (something you should know but it doesn’t directly provide “me” with any feedback of “when” me and My Sylvia will be together).
This was sent to me by M.R. (who’s on this list) thank you. It was sent on March 26th but I was never able to “get around to it” until today. So there’s something about the timing of this information…
The following information has to do with a person named Jerry Wills… an Electronics Engineer who fell from a very tall platform while installing some electrical equipment. During that incident, he had a “Near Death Experience” which changed his life.
I won’t spoil the details of the following information for you but “I” feel it’s very important for everyone to at least “know” about his experience with the “Portal”.
In my opinion, it’s best to access the following links in this order:
Here’s the direct link to the Jerry Wills interview on “Coast 2 Coast” radio, which I haven’t listened to. (It appears to be 4-hours long!)
  • Note: If anyone truly feels as though they’ve “had enough” of this “Reality” or simply want to just “cross-over”, I would strongly suggest helping this planet and Humanity instead. How do you do this? One way is to visit the “Portal” at Aramu Muru, Peru. It shouldn’t take but a relatively small amount of money to convince the “locals” to give you the “Sound Key”. Then, go and talk with those Beings on the other side of that “Portal”, to learn how the cabal can be eliminated, so Humanity can continue its true evolution.
  • I would suggest bringing a device which will allow you to record both Audio and Video, while you’re there. (There’s a high probability that such a device could withstand the journey.)
  • If those Beings “won’t” or “are not allowed” to provide you with the information you need, Then you should, eventually be able to discover a different “Sound Key” which will transport you to another planet where you’ll be happy.
(∞∞∞∞∞)
COBRA

Today, Cobra Posted 2 messages for the “Resistance Movement”:

  • “CITA ANNABELLA v9.0 operational”
  • “All VTXC systems GO!, command immediate V>LE GBN/HVBN”

•••••

My comments: That last message seems urgent… It either means:
  • All VTXC Systems can now be activated, so hurry-up and get them started!
or
  • The Time is right for being successful, so get in there NOW and get the job done!
Only Time will tell.
•••••
Question everything.

Here’s the link:

My Energy Levels

Sylvia suggested I Post this, because it may help others who are going through the loss of a Loved One or depression. It may also help those who know someone who is experiencing these situations. This is a personal look inside my “state-of-being” and, hopefully, this information may be of some help to others.

  • NOTE: I’ve Posted an exact copy of this information on our menu, called: “My Energy Levels”. Since the information below may help others for longer than the Posting of THIS message today, it will remain in that menu for everyone’s future reference. I have Posted this “here”, on our daily Blog page, in order to use “Tags” to let everyone know it’s available. (Of course, “Tags” can’t be added on Weebly. So if you want to “Follow” or “Like” any of these entries, please visit our WordPress Blog:)
  • https://paulsylvia.wordpress.com/

Although I may add a few more levels of my core stability read-out to this list, this is what I’ve experienced so far in my daily “how are you feeling today?” question (whenever someone asks). The top of this list is the “ultimate” / “Sylvia and I are now physically together” and the bottom of this list is “rock bottom” / “crash-and-burn” / “complete chaos” / “no direction or purpose without My Sylvia”:

1 – With Sylvia

  • The ultimate experience for me and My Sylvia is to be “physically” with each other. Once we achieve this level, EVERYONE will know it because Sylvia and I will not only be arm-in-arm, 24/7, like we’ve been for OVER 21-years, but we will both have the BIGGEST grins on our faces.

2 – I’m on FIRE!

  • I can feel doorways opening and energies changing… lining-up… Sylvia and I are about to be “physically” reunited with each other

3 – Pleasantly Positive

4 – Cautiously Hopeful

5 – Holding my own.

  • It’s taking an effort to not dwell in the negative energies surrounding me at this time. Although I can still have moments of chaotic sparks of energy within me, I’m able to control most of this. (Sometimes, there are long stretches of days… even weeks, were this is as good as it gets for me.)

6 – Blah.

  • I’ll usually just make a noise, when asked how I’m doing. I’m doing my best to interact with “society” but, at times, I get a bit depressed, disoriented and have a little bit of chaotic energy. I do my best to keep these energies under control but it’s EXTREMELY difficult.

7 – Crash-and-burn.

  • I have completely shut down. Although I may look as though I’m going from “point A” to “point B”, I really don’t know how I got there or what I’m supposed to be doing… and this is the “good” part of this state. Typically, I’m disoriented, and don’t understand much more than simple instructions. I do not understand the details of basic “conversation” and I mostly want to just cry. Several months after Sylvia crossed-over, I spent a lot of time within this state… a LOT of time.

8 – (Yes, there’s another level lower than number 7. I really don’t want to describe this one because it means I have to reach inside those energies. Even as an “observer” this is painful.)

  • So, number 8 is “Meltdown”.
  • This state actually started WHILE Sylvia and I were in hospice… for 3-weeks! Now, I’m a loud talker anyway… so picture me in the hallway of a quiet, hospice setting. The patient’s are in their rooms resting and their loved-ones are by their side, feeling lots of stress. As I’m “talking” to the chaplain, nurses and other staff members, they urge me to go out to the hallway, so “I” wouldn’t bother Sylvia. I get to the hallway and begin to cry… a LOT. As I “talk” and “cry” at the same time, I get even LOUDER. Everyone urges me to go to the end of the hallway and go into that “waiting room”, where there’s a door they can close, but I refuse:
  • “I”M NOT LEAVING THIS ROOM!!!” (pointing to the door of Sylvia’s room, which is just a few feet from me.)
  • Because I was interacting with several other people at the time, I only really noticed my “outward” physical pains and energies, during those “Meltdowns”. When I was by myself, during those 1st 12-months, especially the first few DAYS after going home by myself, I could truly feel the “inner” pains and energies… and this was NOT pretty. I’d rather lose an arm or jump off a cliff than go through that feeling again. I would not wish this on anyone. The best way I can describe this feeling is that it’s like having a sword or arrow pierce through your heart and the tip stops just after slightly piercing your very Soul. The PAIN IS ENORMOUS! I’m not much of a linguist but I cannot find a word that describes just how painful this is… When it happens, I wrap my arms around myself, trying to contain it or at least settle it down… but this has no affect. There’s sometimes a sharp pain near my heart and it’s difficult to breath. My mind is foggy, my overall energies are very chaotic and my stress level is unmeasurable.

No matter which of the “negative” states I’m in, there is no cure. I simply have to work through it myself. If I’m about to knock something over or unknowingly harm someone else, then, yes, an extra pair of eyes on “me” will be appreciated.

…and, no matter which state I’m in, it sometimes doesn’t take much to immediately send me to ANY one of the other states… I don’t have to “go through” the next one in line.

Sometimes, I have to fool myself, in order to get myself through to the next “minute”… and the next… and, eventually, over the hump in the day, which can then bring me to the next day. Of course, it’s still bad when Sylvia and I leave the building we work in. At that point, I’m alone… all alone. It’s just a raw “me” and My Sylvia. The drive home is stressful and annoying because I’m not at work where things are familiar and we’re not home yet, where things are very familiar. Instead, we have to brave the lunacy we know as “driving in public”. Where some of the people are on cellphones and have no clue as to what’s happening around them… and there are others who tailgate everyone because they’re better than everyone else and can’t understand why there are ANY vehicles allowed on the road besides THEIRS! (Don’t believe me? See if you can drive 5-miles per hour slower than the speed limit without someone tailgating you — even if there’s a completely empty lane available, where they could easily enter and drive around you!)

Many people that “I” talk to still don’t “get it”. They just do not understand the situation Sylvia and I are in AND the way WE are handling this. When I tell them Sylvia crossed-over 240-weeks ago, they cannot comprehend that much Time passing, and yet, “I”, at least on the inside, am still extremely sad, sometimes depressed, mostly stressed and WILL NOT BREAK MY “LOOP”! (…of ‘eat, sleep, go to work, rinse, repeat)

Computer Files – our books for free

It’s now September 20, 2015… it has now been 232-weeks since My Sylvia crossed-over. A few days ago, Sylvia suggested we make our latest 3-books available as free downloads. At 1st, she showed me the 2 computer books I had written a few years ago. I agreed that these have never sold, because we didn’t put any energy behind them to Market them properly. So, by making them available at no charge, maybe someone can benefit from all the work we did in creating those books.

Then, yesterday, while at work, Sylvia showed me (in my mind) our last book… the book I put-together from the many eMails I wrote while we were in hospice. Even though that book ALSO hasn’t sold any copies, I was a bit surprised that she was now suggesting that we make it available for free.

  • Always listen to your “Significant Other”.

So I gathered the Master Files, made sure they could be read by all computers (converting a few files to “PDF”) and uploaded them to our Blogsite.)

I’m still not sure why Sylvia has been pushing me lately with a sort of “urgency” energy but she’s a very smart girl… MY girl… and I do listen to her suggestions.

There’s more information about these files, on the “Downloads” page. Clicking the “Downloads” menu button, to the left, will take you there.

I’m Posting this on multiple sites. So if you’re not currently on our “WordPress” or “Weebly” site, you’ll need to start at 1 of them:

WordPress:

https://paulsylvia.wordpress.com/

Weebly:

http://paulandsylvia.weebly.com/

With this urgency from Sylvia, I’m really beginning to wonder if the “broken clock” of information I’ve been receiving is FINALLY correct. (“Even a broken clock is right twice a day”.)

I stay very aware at all times… sensing is “Ships” are about to land or if I’m going to simply “phase-out” of this illusion. Sylvia and I don’t really care HOW it happens we’re just walking our Path and waiting for the “when”.