My Energy Levels

Sylvia suggested I Post this, because it may help others who are going through the loss of a Loved One or depression. It may also help those who know someone who is experiencing these situations. This is a personal look inside my “state-of-being” and, hopefully, this information may be of some help to others.

  • NOTE: I’ve Posted an exact copy of this information on our menu, called: “My Energy Levels”. Since the information below may help others for longer than the Posting of THIS message today, it will remain in that menu for everyone’s future reference. I have Posted this “here”, on our daily Blog page, in order to use “Tags” to let everyone know it’s available. (Of course, “Tags” can’t be added on Weebly. So if you want to “Follow” or “Like” any of these entries, please visit our WordPress Blog:)

Although I may add a few more levels of my core stability read-out to this list, this is what I’ve experienced so far in my daily “how are you feeling today?” question (whenever someone asks). The top of this list is the “ultimate” / “Sylvia and I are now physically together” and the bottom of this list is “rock bottom” / “crash-and-burn” / “complete chaos” / “no direction or purpose without My Sylvia”:

1 – With Sylvia

  • The ultimate experience for me and My Sylvia is to be “physically” with each other. Once we achieve this level, EVERYONE will know it because Sylvia and I will not only be arm-in-arm, 24/7, like we’ve been for OVER 21-years, but we will both have the BIGGEST grins on our faces.

2 – I’m on FIRE!

  • I can feel doorways opening and energies changing… lining-up… Sylvia and I are about to be “physically” reunited with each other

3 – Pleasantly Positive

4 – Cautiously Hopeful

5 – Holding my own.

  • It’s taking an effort to not dwell in the negative energies surrounding me at this time. Although I can still have moments of chaotic sparks of energy within me, I’m able to control most of this. (Sometimes, there are long stretches of days… even weeks, were this is as good as it gets for me.)

6 – Blah.

  • I’ll usually just make a noise, when asked how I’m doing. I’m doing my best to interact with “society” but, at times, I get a bit depressed, disoriented and have a little bit of chaotic energy. I do my best to keep these energies under control but it’s EXTREMELY difficult.

7 – Crash-and-burn.

  • I have completely shut down. Although I may look as though I’m going from “point A” to “point B”, I really don’t know how I got there or what I’m supposed to be doing… and this is the “good” part of this state. Typically, I’m disoriented, and don’t understand much more than simple instructions. I do not understand the details of basic “conversation” and I mostly want to just cry. Several months after Sylvia crossed-over, I spent a lot of time within this state… a LOT of time.

8 – (Yes, there’s another level lower than number 7. I really don’t want to describe this one because it means I have to reach inside those energies. Even as an “observer” this is painful.)

  • So, number 8 is “Meltdown”.
  • This state actually started WHILE Sylvia and I were in hospice… for 3-weeks! Now, I’m a loud talker anyway… so picture me in the hallway of a quiet, hospice setting. The patient’s are in their rooms resting and their loved-ones are by their side, feeling lots of stress. As I’m “talking” to the chaplain, nurses and other staff members, they urge me to go out to the hallway, so “I” wouldn’t bother Sylvia. I get to the hallway and begin to cry… a LOT. As I “talk” and “cry” at the same time, I get even LOUDER. Everyone urges me to go to the end of the hallway and go into that “waiting room”, where there’s a door they can close, but I refuse:
  • “I”M NOT LEAVING THIS ROOM!!!” (pointing to the door of Sylvia’s room, which is just a few feet from me.)
  • Because I was interacting with several other people at the time, I only really noticed my “outward” physical pains and energies, during those “Meltdowns”. When I was by myself, during those 1st 12-months, especially the first few DAYS after going home by myself, I could truly feel the “inner” pains and energies… and this was NOT pretty. I’d rather lose an arm or jump off a cliff than go through that feeling again. I would not wish this on anyone. The best way I can describe this feeling is that it’s like having a sword or arrow pierce through your heart and the tip stops just after slightly piercing your very Soul. The PAIN IS ENORMOUS! I’m not much of a linguist but I cannot find a word that describes just how painful this is… When it happens, I wrap my arms around myself, trying to contain it or at least settle it down… but this has no affect. There’s sometimes a sharp pain near my heart and it’s difficult to breath. My mind is foggy, my overall energies are very chaotic and my stress level is unmeasurable.

No matter which of the “negative” states I’m in, there is no cure. I simply have to work through it myself. If I’m about to knock something over or unknowingly harm someone else, then, yes, an extra pair of eyes on “me” will be appreciated.

…and, no matter which state I’m in, it sometimes doesn’t take much to immediately send me to ANY one of the other states… I don’t have to “go through” the next one in line.

Sometimes, I have to fool myself, in order to get myself through to the next “minute”… and the next… and, eventually, over the hump in the day, which can then bring me to the next day. Of course, it’s still bad when Sylvia and I leave the building we work in. At that point, I’m alone… all alone. It’s just a raw “me” and My Sylvia. The drive home is stressful and annoying because I’m not at work where things are familiar and we’re not home yet, where things are very familiar. Instead, we have to brave the lunacy we know as “driving in public”. Where some of the people are on cellphones and have no clue as to what’s happening around them… and there are others who tailgate everyone because they’re better than everyone else and can’t understand why there are ANY vehicles allowed on the road besides THEIRS! (Don’t believe me? See if you can drive 5-miles per hour slower than the speed limit without someone tailgating you — even if there’s a completely empty lane available, where they could easily enter and drive around you!)

Many people that “I” talk to still don’t “get it”. They just do not understand the situation Sylvia and I are in AND the way WE are handling this. When I tell them Sylvia crossed-over 240-weeks ago, they cannot comprehend that much Time passing, and yet, “I”, at least on the inside, am still extremely sad, sometimes depressed, mostly stressed and WILL NOT BREAK MY “LOOP”! (…of ‘eat, sleep, go to work, rinse, repeat)

PS 11-9-15 *Connections, SoulSpeak, Veil, Anomalies, Fulford

*First a few comments:

More and more, especially starting late today, I’m feeling that the “Veil” is thinning and that the energies are changing. As I tune-into this right now (it’s almost midnight here), I’m feeling as if a significant change in the “Veil” itself has recently taken place. This is very good news.

I’m always connected to My Sylvia. Sometimes, however, I get overly-stressed and this causes my sensors to not tune-in to her energies as strongly as I need to. When this happens, and she needs to get a message to me, she’ll place some type of “Sign” in my Path.

  • For example… On Friday, while getting ready to leave work at the grocery store, Sylvia wanted me to pick-up some hummus. As we walked toward that Cooler, I asked her: “How many should we buy?” Just then, we reached the hummus Section and I immediately saw a sign next to them which read: “Hummus: 4 for $10”. I knew instantly that this was Sylvia’s way of getting that “quantity” message to me.
  • Today, we were in another grocery store, on the way home from work, and needed to pick-up some juice. (We like the 32-ounce jars of Santa Cruz lemonade and a few juices from R.W. Knudsen. They’re all “organic” and “non-GMO”.)
  • Again, as we were walking towards the juice aisle, I asked Sylvia: “How many should we get?” When we were finally in front of those juices, I saw the “Sale Sign”… “2 for $4.00″… “Oh. You want me to get “2” of them.”

As always, I’m mentioning all this because it’s part of the interconnectedness between me and Sylvia AND we are showing how it works for us, in order to show everyone that anyone can do this. We all just have to be aware of the “signs” and “synchronicities around us.


Wow! This was an AVALANCHE of energy that just hit me!

Let me back-up a bit 1st though…

  • On Saturday morning, while working in the grocery store, Sylvia suggested I contact SoulSpeak: “She has some information for you.” I finally had a chance to send an eMail to her yesterday. Today came her reply.
  • One of the things I asked SoulSpeak was my concern with WordPress. I told her… for well-over a month, I have not received any eMail notifications that she had Posted anything. She suggested I check a certain Setting, which I did but could not find. In looking for “that”, I discovered that WordPress had somehow removed my “Follow SoulSpeak’s Blog” Setting completely. It no longer existed in my Settings.

So I visited SoulSpeak’s Blogsite, in order to read an article she Posted on November 4th. At the top of this article is a music video by “Yes”, called “To Ascend”. Although “Yes” is in the top 3 bands for me and Sylvia, we have never heard this song before.

  • The energy “within” and “surrounding” that song must have been magically enhanced by either “Yes” or “SoulSpeak” because… I don’t remember the words… I can’t tell you anything about the music but, while it was playing I just CRIED!… I cried hard… Even minutes later, my chest still hurt from the sudden and monumental “release” or “connection” of energies that song brought through me. I had to wrap my arms around myself, to contain what I could of my personal spacial existence (whatever that means [that’s what was suggested I write] ).
  • Here’s the incredible part…
  • Even while I was listening to that song and REALLY CRYING, I wondered “why?”… “Why am I crying?”… and somewhere, right about there (and I can’t write these word large enough here)… right about there I HAD A HUGE AWARENESS THAT I HAD JUST “FIGURED IT OUT”!!! I even remember saying that to myself… but then I wondered… “Figured “what” out?”
  • An image came through at the same Time, which was surprising because I was in the middle of moving (“inwards” and “outwards”) a VAST amount of energy! The image I saw was a light-brown, sand-colored, powdery… “shell” which is at least a foot thick and sits “on” the Earth… covering everything we perceive. It did not extend “into” the Earth. This “shell” is the “Veil of illusion”. The surface of the Earth was flat or partially curved. Sort of like this design by Roger Dean, artist for the Yes albums (it’s the 3rd image down… the orange and black image):
  • I could clearly see some aspects of life on the other side. It’s like “this side” but without the lies, fears and entrapments… and it’s more advanced than what we know on “this” side of the “Veil”.

So, some part of me “figured it out” but, after the song ended, even as I got up to dry my eyes and blow my nose, I was asking Sylvia: “What?… What did I figure out? I KNOW I just had a HUGE revelation and “figured” something out… but what is it?”

Maybe all this is because the “Veil” is so incredibly thin right now, and thinning every second, that I could actually feel Sylvia place her hand on my Heart and had the solid Knowing that we are about to be reunited with each other. We’ll see.

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak’s Blogsite:

Now I’m off to actually “read” SoulSpeak’s article…
SoulSpeak has been Posting a lot of good information in the last few weeks and I’ve completely missed it because of a possible glitch with WordPress. Of course, in my fogginess, “I” could have done something that I didn’t mean to and it turned off those notifications. Whatever. I’m simply going to stand on the “Now” and move forward.

Ok. I’m back. This is the information SoulSpeak sent to me today:

  • “This gateway Paul is very significant for many,  and you are in this group if you will of beings. The observations you are dedicated to are bringing clarity through. You are witnessing glimpses indeed of the dimensional shifting energy.”
  • “Sylvia is energizing at a much higher or stronger frequency..due to the portals opening but not just is also from the frequency itself that we are melding within at this time on Earth. The 3d is gone..and we are beyond this 4d timeline now..firmly stepping into 5d consciousness and vibratory response. That which you are firmly “rooted” to is how you will “witness” the outcome or answers….KNOW that as our dimension of time and energy increases in also “thins” becomes TRANSPARENT. And this then allows for Sylvia to experience what you experience instantly….and communication not just from Sylvia,  but others that are ready and able to come through so with an “easement” …There is validating moments as you journey..each and every day..although there always has been,  now we are seeing through the dimension of energy and “multi-tasking” if you will,  with they now are “showing up” in this energy timeline…such as the man you witnessed at the grocery store..this keeps being shown around you…and your third eye..your VISION is immensely expanded..focus on this in meditation and allow for more validations and EXPECT THEM…this is the energy that increases the vibrations….begin to interact consciously with those that make themselves present…they love the attention from you…’

(The “man you witnessed at the grocery store”… refers to the experience I shared last month of being in a fairly crowded grocery store, hearing someone say: “Sir!… Sir!”… and when I looked up, I saw Register Clerk look right at me and tap his 3rd-eye with his Index Finger.)

Later, SoulSpeak sent this reply, regarding my experience with that “Yes” song. (Sylvia and I want to share this, in order to help others understand that energy-embeding is not only possible but most people do it without even realizing it. Here’s a hint… We don’t just leave “fingerprints” when we touch something.):

  • “Dear Paul and Sylvia,”
  • “The song was indeed infused with Karuna Reiki..compassion and immense love, but indeed this song was energy filled by its creators most of all. This is for immense clarity of acceptance that we are ascending..resurrecting our divine selves while in body at this time NOW….but more than that, it is for immense connection to this powerful HOUR we are within…it is no more need to “wait” for the time to is HERE NOW..and this opens your heart to KNOWING and you “feel” this truthful power dear is indeed breath-taking and immensely powerful…I infused the Reiki for the a huge hug for all that listened..for this is such a DIVINE gift…in these harmonics.”
  • “I am honored that you listened to this well as read this article that was delivered from my share with all dear fellow travelers of the Light… and Sylvia are immensely loved and cherished..Namaste'”


In searching for the SoulSpeak’s suggested article, I found this entry on her Blogsite. It’s called: “The Arcturians- The 11:11 Portal, Dropping of the Veils, Walk-In Souls.-November 7, 2015.”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “For the forerunners, this incoming wave will quickly remove the last of resistance of the physical manifestation of their inner grids.”
  • “They will see the true outside grid representation of their inner frequency as the new timelines become manifest.Things will happen fast as their inner blockages are no longer an obstacle.”
  • “The 11:11 energies will bring cohesiveness to all selves and will fully usher in the dropping of the Veils.”
  • “Some will be joining their twin souls, if that is their agreed chosen path.Twin Flames are also uniting for global service and anchoring Hieros gamos timelines.Others are coming to join soul families to fulfill a chosen individual and global purpose.Some are coming to just experience an awakening planet.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


There’s something about the story told by this forum OP (Original Poster) that tells me to include it… It’s about a missing cellphone but you’ll have to read the details yourself, in order to get the true energy behind it.

I’m including this because I’m feeling that this has something to do with the Anomaly of our current shifting Dimension and the re-calibrating of our Timeline.

My comment: “IF” this information is real, more and more people may experience this more frequently. So please be aware that something like this “may” happen.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is Benjamin Fulford’s weekly report. Today’s title is: “Israeli Nazionist regime doomed as fuhrer Bush negotiates surrender”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “With its Halloween attack on a Russian airliner, the Israeli regime has also doomed itself by arrogantly attacking the three great powers of Russia, China and the United States. The result is Israel is under a full military blockade that will not end until Netanyahu and his fellow war-criminals make an unconditional surrender, according to Chinese, Russian and Pentagon sources. Their so-called Samson option of taking the world down with them has now been neutralized, the Pentagon sources say.”
  • “The new peace deal in Columbia between the FARC rebels and the Columbian government has cut drug funding to the Bush linked Sinaloa cartel to such an extent that hundreds of their goons had to fly to Saudi Arabia in order to find work as mercenaries in the war against Yemen, the Pentagon sources said. Mexico’s move to decriminalize drugs is another factor cutting off funding to the Bush mafia, the sources say. The result is that Jeb Bush’s campaign has run out of money. George Bush Sr. himself may soon no longer be able to afford the massive bodyguard presence he needs to keep himself from being hanged as a traitor.”
  • “The Bush oil and drug network run by the Nazionist ISIS proxy army in the Middle East is also being systematically dismantled.”

“Bush CIA asset Ahmed Chalabi was heart-attacked last week because he was opposing the secret Iranian/Russian/Pentagon war in Iraq against the ISIS Nazionist proxy army, the Pentagon sources said. This is cutting off the flow of oil money stolen by Bush and his proxies during the illegal invasion of Iraq. This means their ISIS mercenaries are no longer getting their paychecks and so are no longer willing to fight.”

“The Saudi oilfields near the Yemeni border are now being overrun by Yemeni forces backed by the Iranians, Russians and US military. The result is the flow of Middle Eastern oil money to the Rothschild family is also being cut off.”

“Russian sources sent this writer an e-mail, still unverified, claiming that Jacob Rothschild and David Rockefeller had already been killed in retaliation. This may be disinformation because the same e-mail also says that if either of these individuals appears in public, it will be a look-alike and not the original. Time will tell but, in either case, if I was a Rothschild responsible for this atrocity, I would not be sleeping well at night.”

“While Russia is making a big splash in the Middle East, some very interesting power plays are now being carried out between the United States and China as well. As we reported recently, the United States Military has taken over the Federal Reserve Board operations inside the United States. This did not go down well with China, which was, in coordination with the Europeans, making its own move to take over the international operations of the US dollar.”

“…All of these indexes should have been up in the run-up to the US Christmas season. The fact they are at record lows implies a stop in the flow of goods from China to the US. Another way to put it is that the Chinese have said “we will not accept your IOUs anymore.””

“The hidden theme behind all of the events described above is that humanity is waking up to the fact that the psychological process of deciding what we do in the future has been stolen by gangsters. Humanity is now coming up with processes to allow the people to choose what sort of future we want to create. That is what all these high level meetings and intrigue are really about. Babylonian debt slavery is ending, freedom is coming.”

Be sure to visit the following web page, in order to access the links provided in the article.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 10-23-15 *Radio, *Timings, *Insights *Celebrations, *Domain, Awakenings, Cobra, Salusa, Arctic

*First a few comments:

I’m personally feeling more and more energy moving “through me” and “nearby”… and I only noticed this in the late afternoon today.

Yesterday, I mentioned that there have been no clouds here for a while. Today, we have clouds. Interesting.

Gasoline prices have now reached down to $1.99 per gallon a 2 stations. This hasn’t happened for OVER 236-weeks! This is a sign of great change.

At one point this morning, Sylvia and I were cleaning the used equipment for the remodeled and expanded grocery store we work in, (They say it will open “in 2-months”. I “was” saying “February” but now I’m thinking “June”.)

Anyway, we were cleaning a Coffee Grinder today and were about 70-feet from a loud radio that 1 of the Stock Clerks had turned ON. There were only a few people working in that large room and music was playing for a while. About a half-hour went by when we started hearing the Cabal’s regurgitated “news”. Sylvia and I also noticed that there was no one around.

The “news” was read for several minutes and then he Signed-Off with:

  • “…and that’s the news for October 19th.”

“Wait! What?”

I clearly heard the person on that radio say he just told us what was happening in the world on “October 19th”. I quickly looked around and even walked through the room a bit but there was no one anywhere who could have heard that.

  • I don’t really know how to interpret that and I can’t think of any way to look it up in an online “dream dictionary”. So if anyone has any suggestions of what that could mean, I’d like to hear them.

Ok. I wasn’t going to reveal this because I don’t think I need

fine. fine.

  • Sylvia’s telling me to “let it be”… Let the energy find it’s own way.


About 10-days ago, Sylvia and I went to the local music store and ordered a “Roland JP-08” synthesizer. It’s so new, the music store didn’t even have them in-stock until yesterday.

  • I’m still a bit confused as to “why” we are buying this.

Anyway, a few months ago, we ordered something on a “Friday” and didn’t receive it until the following “Wednesday”. Today, we received an eMail from the local store which tells us the synthesizer has shipped “today” (Friday). When we checked the Shipping Information, we see that it will be here on… “Monday”… my Birthday.

  • I have no idea how Sylvia did this but I know she was determined to get this here for the anniversary of my Sun-cycle.
  • Even aside from this “Gift” from her, My Sylvia is truly the most beautiful, most talented, most caring, most… everything girl I have ever known… on ANY planet… in ANY “space” or “Time”.

Here’s the link to the “Roland JP-08”, in case anyone’s interested. (Click the “Media” button that’s under the product image. That 1st video is the best one on the Internet for showing-off all 3 in this new line.):

As of 10p tonight, this is still “Pending” but I’m going to mention it in this eMail because this is when Sylvia and I activated its energy…

Over these last 236-weeks, our main website has changed a couple of times. Originally, Sylvia and I anchored our “business” and “personal” websites to a couple of Web Addresses we registered with Apple. When Apple dropped those Domains, we had to come up with a “site name”.

Since we dropped our computer business and want to focus completely on our “band”, “Infinity”, we wanted to find a site with that name. Doing so, with such a generic name, turned out to be a major hurdle for us.

Almost 236-weeks ago, Sylvia and I came-up with:


…but it’s too complicated to “say” and “write”.

Several months ago, we talked about this again and came-up with:


…but this never really felt right. We talked about this, off-and-on, since we chose that name.

(Keep in mind that “Domain Names” range from about $8 per month to over $100 per month.)

For some reason, “today”, we not only talked about it again but we just-now changed it. We did try to get:


We tried some others but I can’t remember what they were. We did try this one and IT IS available:

  • •
  • …BUT, they want $14,595 for it.

So this is what we will use, once it’s out of “Pending”:

  • •

The “.rocks” replaces the “.com”. So the complete address is:

That’s it.

Sylvia, me and 3 other people formed this band in 1982. I know we even hired a lawyer to “incorporate” our company and those papers are here “somewhere”. (The “corporate” name is different from the “band” name.) We even had our logo Notarized, from that same Time-period but getting a “person” or “company” to hand-over their Web Address is a big deal these days and not worth the energy.

So, once our new address is out of “Pending”, I’ll Post it in this eMail and, probably a few days after that, we’ll switch-over to THAT as part of our eMail address and turn-OFF everything associated with our current: “”.

I was just now thinking about how to start this and when I reached the thought in my mind which reads: “We live in enchanted Times.” Sylvia quickly spoke-up and said: “We lived in the Land Of Enchantment”. (“New Mexico” is known as “The Land of Enchantment” and Sylvia & I used to live in Albuquerque. That’s where we met. As soon as I wrote that, Sylvia said: “…well, in THIS lifetime, anyway.)

A couple of days ago, I mentioned a Cashier in our local grocery store calling-out “Sir?”, looking right at me and pointing to his 3rd-Eye. SoulSpeak read that and, just now, provided Sylvia and I with these Insights…

  • “Namaste’ Paul and Sylvia,”
  • “I have been in many moments of meditation all week, and continue to add more crystal quartz to the circle. Today..the energy heat is immense. The one thing that I kept seeing are many Universal Beings all around in the landscape of my daily journeys.”
  • “I immediately saw your message of the ” cashier” at Ingles and the gesture to his third eye…and directly catching your attention in speaking directly to you…both in words.
  •  ( Sir) and he touched his third eye area…you KNEW what he was telling you.”
  • “Continue your journey with open heart and unconditional acceptance…you know this…but you also are changing and you will connect with these Beings more often now. Go within…meditate on the triangle the base of this at your heart chakra….the point at the third eye and then back to the connection at the other side of the heart line…BE IN THIS TRIANGLE..step in and fill this area with your light…then expand the triangle…and simply is as if you are the walking Spirit Box…in your vessel…you are truly lit up…and Sylvia is right there with you…he saw that..he saw the “glow of the flow” of connected energy.”
  • “Blessings abundant dear friends…Namaste'”

I just received a reply to my message to SoulSpeak and she included this, which I found to be MOST interesting:

  • “You and Sylvia are completing a current of is beautiful the growth that you have experienced”

My comments: As I read that, I felt the “magic” and “extra message” within it. Something inside me also “clicked” with the Insight that the “Cashier” was really a Star Visitor and had “appeared” there to either help other or just me. I don’t know but it never occurred to me that this is what may have happened. “IF” that’s the way it unfolded, then it’s real feedback that… not only is Humanity and the Earth running now at great speed toward “the Event” but it also means we are more-purposefully being Guided along the way.

  • (This is the image-example I was just given…)
  • Think of this as YOU running in a marathon. You’ve been running now for a few miles and have just noticed that you’re very thirsty. Before your thought is complete, a person at the side of the road begins keeping pace with you. You look at their hand and there’s a bottle of water in it… just for YOU. You take it and continue running beyond them.
  • Then you noticed the landscape and realize that you’re in the middle of nowhere and there are no people, cars, tables, tents… nothing. No even “runners”. You’re it!… but you have been “Guided”. That water WAS there “just for you”… “when you needed it”.
  • Thanks are not necessary but if you like, you can thank them through your “Heart”. They will receive the message.

(end of image-example)

I now believe this is what happened to me with the Cashier… and THIS is similar to when I helped the ghost become unstuck.

  • This was many months ago… Someone in the building where we work told me they had seen a “ghost”. He was shaken by it.
  • Later that day, I went into that part of the building and talked to her. I never saw her. I’m not “that sensitive” or “that kind of sensitive”. I’ve had training in this before I met Sylvia. So I did the best I knew how and provided the “ghost” with information so she could decide for herself what she wanted to do.
  • A couple hours later, I was sweeping the floor near the front door of the building. I had a feeling that someone was watching me. I looked up and saw an older man about 30-feet from me with the type of grin on his face like your parents have when you’re 5 and you run towards the tree on Christmas morning. You think all your presents are under the tree… but they knew a secret. THAT kind of grin.
  • I looked back down a continued sweeping. I then quickly made the connection between “him” and “the ghost”… “That’s her husband!” I walked over to where he was standing but he wasn’t there. I walked everywhere. I even went outside. I was now running down several aisles and hallways but he was no where to be found!
  • This told “me” that he came back to thank me (I’m crying… I always cry when I tell this story)… to thank me for sending his wife back to him.


Here’s the link to SoulSpeak’s Blogsite:

As I was going some checking for my “Timings” Section above, I was again thinking about the “creative musical mindset” of Society and the musical instruments various manufacturers have been creating for many months now.

I’ve mentioned in other eMails that these styles of music… EDM (Electronic Dance Music), Trance, House, etc. empower LOTS of people to quickly and easily create very dance-inspiring music these days and those manufacturers have helped them a lot.

Anyway, as I did my checking, I was wondering “why” the music “styles” and “some” of the “instruments” themselves have become so popular lately. Then it hit me… Once the “Veil” is removed, those Beings on THIS side of the “Veil” will be reunited with those Beings on THAT side of the “Veil” who have not yet incarnated… AND our Star Visitor families and friends will be landing… finally, on-purpose “Landing”. Those off-Earth Beings will be like “experience-sponges”… They will want to hear every Human’s story. They will want to know what it was like to exist in this Dimension… in this Reality. Will will “explain” the bad times we’ve all had here but we will “show” them how we like to Celebrate! They will absorb our stories and do their best to understand how the “music moves you”. Think about it… It’s going to be a LOT of fun teaching some of our multi-legged friends how to do the Twist… the Waltz… how to Square Dance!

I see the current pop-music creators are “in training” for sharing a lot of what the front-edge of our current Society has been experiencing lately. With more and more of them being able to make music on their own, without any other musicians, it means more of us can share much much faster.

Eye-on-the-prize people. We are almost “home”.


I initially found this on SoulSpeak’s Blogsite. The title of this is: “The Arcturians-The Lighthouses are Fully Anchored- October 22,2015 | LightLover Journal”.

  • “It used to be, while caught in the lower densities of the karmic cycle, the only way to shift your vibration was to physically die and be reborn once again into a “new” life,”forgetting” your other selves.”
  • “This is no longer the way for the Heart Collective.”
  • “All timelines can be accessed.”
  • “All souls have the capacity to experience life on your planet with full knowledge of all aspects of Self.”
  • “You are a multidimensional being, remembering how to be multidimensional.”
  • “When fully prepared to access the information, by your frequencysignature, you will.”
  • “It is your FREQUENCY which reaches higher,or lower vibrational timelines.”
  • “In those “aha” moments, those “aha”thoughts, it is YOU who has cleared enough inner density to access those truths, those thoughts, by raising your vibration.                                                                               They are literally sitting at a frequency which you can raise to, and when YOU reach that frequency, YOU unlock that level of consciousness.”
  • “You remember that Truth.”
  • “You control your expansion as you remember who you are.”
  • “Once the intent is anchored, then the initial steps to the experience begin to manifest.
  • Look for synchronicities.”
  • “Following your Heart will lead to more synchronicities which will open more doors and put you closer to the abundance,experience you seek.”
  • “Along the path, stay in your Heart and be fully in each Now, using your laughter and peacefulness as a measure of your progress.”
  • “Live transparently in the Light, like the Lighthouses You have become.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is today’s message from Cobra:

  • “URGENT! TIME SENSITIVE! MAKE THIS VIRAL! Meditation for Europe October 25th, 2015”
  • “There has been a recent development in Europe that needs our urgent attention. The refugee crisis in Europe has escalated again:”
  • “Stable Europe is crucial for geopolitical stability on the planet and one of key factors to more or less stable transition towards the Event.”
  • “Therefore it has been requested by the Light forces that as many people as possible support the people in Europe with our meditation again. This is time-sensitive and needs to go viral! We need to reach masses of people, so that the critical mass of people actually doing it is attained. It is time for us to unite in purpose so that Light will be victorious. Please post this on your websites and blogs. If you know an alternative media outlet, you can send it to them. You can share it with your iphone. You can create a Facebook group for your local group of people doing this in your part of the world. You can create a video about this and post it on Youtube.”
  • “We will be doing this meditation on Sunday, October 25th at 7:00 pm Central European Time (CET). This equals 8:00 pm EET in Cairo, 6:00 pm GMT in London, 2:00 pm EST in New York, 1:00 pm CST in Chicago, 1:00 pm MDT in Denver and 11:00 am PST in Los Angeles.”

Be sure to visit the page below, in order to access Cobra’s images and many links.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is from “SaLuSa”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “Time moves ever faster and for you there never seems to be enough to do the tasks you have set yourselves. Yet you do manage and achieve so much in your work for the Light. There are so many of you spread across the world doing your bit to bring the Light to Earth. Your success is such that the Light is now so powerful that it cannot be stopped from bringing even more souls into it.”

“You are destined to ascend and nothing will be allowed to stop it taking place.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


Although I’ve seen this person’s video before, but never included them, there’s something about the “information”… the “energy” of this particular one that tells me to include it.

In this 5-minute video, the Narrator explains that there’s a “hole” at the North Pole which has “opened” and “closed”, repeatedly, a few times recently.

My comments: In “my” opinion, Mother Earth is waking-up. Her shackles have almost all been removed now and she is flexing muscles she hasn’t been able to for a VERY long Time.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 10-13-15 *Telepathy, History, Gaia, Nidle, Fulford

*First a few comments:

It was our day-off today. This morning, Sylvia and I saw a fairly thick fog surrounding our home. It remained there until after 9a. This was very unusual for this area we live in.

It felt magical. I told Sylvia it felt as if the “new Earth” was being created just outside that fog-layer.

(It’s almost Time to send this out to everyone and I just noticed that I used “10-11-15” in yesterday’s Posting instead of “10-12-15”.)

I wasn’t going to bore everyone with yet 1 more “in my head” message from Sylvia but this one hit me hard…

  • Sylvia has had me running our portable de-humidifier for the last few weeks while we’re home. (We don’t run it while we’re out.) Sometimes she wants me to place it in our bedroom and, at other times, in the front bedroom we use as storage.
  • A few days ago, it pulled a lot of water out of our front bedroom area. So Sylvia had me running it in there for several days in a row.
  • This morning, she mentioned that we should run it in our bedroom. After lunch, she suggested I check to see how much water it had collected. After emptying it, I asked her:
  • (me) “Do you want me to keep running it in here?”
  • (Sylvia) “Let’s put it in the front room, so we can continue pulling water out of there.”

What I heard wasn’t what I would call “Telepathy” but it was clear and it was “Sylvia”. I instantly started crying… hard.

I know what I heard but there’s no way, “right now”, that I can verify it was “Sylvia” or my “imagination”. Only Time will tell… BUT, we are getting SO CLOSE (to resolving this). So VERY close.


This was sent to me by K.K. (who’s on this list) thank you.

This article was written by HARALD KAUTZ VELLA from Germany. The title is: “FREEWILL and the fields of consciousness we have created for ourselves, cannot be dissolved by us humans.”.

In this article, the Author “claims” to have information on the true history of the Earth and Humanity. It’s a bit different from any Sylvia and I have read.

My comments: Is ANY of this information real? I have no idea. However, Sylvia and I believe until the StarShips land, it’s not over and we won’t truly know what we now “think” we know. So ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is always possible… BUT, “IF” his information is real, then it’s something I suggest we place on that “Big Picture” puzzleboard in the back of our collective mind.

If anyone knows if Harald has a website of his own, please let me know. I searched for it but could not find anything directly related to him… just other sites repeating his articles.

Question everything.

Here’s the link to the article:

Here’s a link to “trinary”, that he mentions in his article:

Here’s a 15-minute video (part 1) of him providing some of the same information as well as some new details:

Here’s the link to part 2:


Here’s another Posting from “Gaia Portal”…

  • “Estuaries of Light prolong controls.”
  • “Lasting silence comes with the new flows.”
  • “Fortifications come with the silence.”
  • “Actuaries list the culprits.”

My comment: I can’t begin to understand this particular message. I’m including it because, to “me”, it feels important… as if this person has their finger on the pulse of something far greater than “I” can sense right now.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is through Sheldon Nidle. Here are some excerpts:

  • “This reality continues to shift as you enter a time of immense transition. The various prosperity programs are completing the movement of funds to their final distribution centers. The RV process as well as the global reset is now in position to be exchanged. All of these fund movements are a reminder that the new financial system is ready to go online. We are seeing at last that the financial aspect of this new reality is ready to manifest. The dark cabal is noting just how close this world is to formal disclosure statements by your major governments… We have some wonderful news from our many earthly allies.”
  • “Until recently, our ships have been under attack by the secret spacecraft of the US, Canada, Great Britain and Germany. These craft are in reality just a nuisance and we cannot wait for these dark pests to be finally grounded. Over the past Gregorian year, we have begun to station bigger craft in near-Earth orbit. These ships are able to more deeply monitor how Gaia’s surface is changing. Gaia is slowly activating a number of key nodes, which are to feature actions that are to immensely alter your surface world. However, most of these changes are not to be fully activated until you can safely go into Inner Earth.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is Benjamin Fulford’s weekly report. The title is: “The Khazarian mob is on the run as US military takes over Federal Reserve Board”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “The US military, under the new leadership of Marine General Joseph Dunford, has come out with guns blazing to free the people of the United States and the world. Under his command, the US military has taken over the Khazarian mob’s main source of power, the Federal Reserve Board.”
  • “The Chinese coordinated with this move by announcing their China International Payments System alternative to the Khazarian controlled SWIFT system meaning their take-over of the US dollar system outside of the United States was proceeding as planned. The implosion of the big Khazarian mafia banks is now just a matter of time.”
  • “The real message of course is that the US military was ready to step aside and allow the Russians to clean up the mess in the Middle East.”
  • “The cut off of Middle Eastern oil money is going to be the last nail in the coffin for many of the criminal mega-banks that have survived thanks to petrodollars. That is one of the main reasons why the IMF, the UN, the BIS, Citibank, the Bank of England and others have been warning of an impending financial crisis. The financial head of the Nazionist octopus is being cut off and soon the various arms will stop their doomed struggles.”
  • “The blackmail against German auto-makers like Volkswagen, Mercedes Benz etc. using a fake “emissions scandal” has only served to strengthen the German’s resolve to work with the Russians against their Khazarian tormentors. The flood of millions of “Syrian refugees,” many of them trained sabotage agents who were never Syrian, has also alarmed many sensible Germans. The Germans are getting ready to re-issue Deutschemarks if necessary and improve their relations with the Christian Putin regime in Russia.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-23-15 *Daylife, Gaia, Nidle, Zap, Illusions

*First a comment:

(I was going to call this Section “Daily Life” but “Daylife” came through instead. It’s an interesting new word.)

I just want to relay the “energy”, “mindset”, “emotional-state” and physical endurance… those of us who have had a MONUMENTAL loss of a Loved One… of what we “go through” / “now consist of”. For those of you “on the outside looking in”, Sylvia and I hope this will give you a tiny bit of Insight into the “daylife” of one of these people (“me”).

  • As of this writing, it’s been over 232-weeks since My Sylvia crossed-over.
  • Although there are “days” and “very short moments” when I may actually hold a conversation or otherwise-interact with someone, these are rare and anything… sound, song, image, animal, laughter… “anything” can trigger a crying attack or complete Meltdown. I have no real control over this and even though I do my best to guard-against these things happening, the “Lessons” that everyone needs, as well as the “clearing of energies, so we can achieve a higher, personal energy” can hit us at any Time from any Where.
  • This happened to me today…  I heard a song called: “No One Like You” by “The Scorpions”. I instantly froze… couldn’t move. I began crying… and continued to cry… hard. I couldn’t stop crying while this song was playing. I’ve heard this song before and sometimes it “hits me” hard and sometimes I recognize the pain it brings but can move past it. This morning, I got stuck… and I was sweeping in the middle of the grocery store where Sylvia and I work when it happened! How no one saw the streams of tears flowing down my face… I don’t know.

Here are the lyrics that REALLY hit me:

  • I miss you since I’ve been away
  • There’s no one like you
  • I can’t wait for the nights with you
  • I imagine the things we’ll do
  • I just wanna be loved by you
  • …there are really no words strong enough
  • To describe all my longing for love
  • …I just need you like never before
  • Just imagine you’d come through this door

Here’s the link to the song:


Here’s another uplifting message from “Gaia Portal”:

  • ““Hostilities” have ceased.”
  • “Openings for Higher Galactics are cleared.”
  • “Effective “landings” now approved.”
  • “Sentience is recognized for “observations”.”
  • “Hominids and Galactics, in Unison, uplift humanity.”
  • “Stars of Silence flash.”

My comments: Right now, it’s early evening. This is the 1st entry in tonight’s eMail. I had just finished watching the weekly “Sonic Talk” from the “SonicState” music-news site. So I was completely in a “musicland-mindset” when I checked out eMail just now and saw this Posting from “Gaia Portal”. I was instantly blown-away and almost cried! I’m either simply having an “emotional day” or I’m feeling just how close the upcoming unfolding of events really is. Only Time will tell.

We really need for this to be real… “I” really need for this to be real… “Hostilities have ceased” and “Effective landings now approved”… THESE are just SOME of the things Sylvia and I have been waiting for. So if these can happen “NOW”, we will be VERY happy.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is through Sheldon Nidle. Here are some excerpts:

  • “Over the past few months, this world progressed from being one in which the dark cabal was still in charge to one where these scurrilous crooks are on the ropes. The various groups of our Earth allies are finally realizing how this world’s scenario needs to be accommodated. As consciousness rises in this realm, the financial system changes and the new prosperity require a reveal. We have asked that this set of precise procedures be done at a much quicker level. This advice, as said previously, was largely ignored. The time is now ripe for these changes to be manifested and explained to you.”
  • “This matrix is now being enormously weakened by the great waves of energy coming from your galactic core. These energy waves are significantly aiding what our Earth allies are achieving. This joint operation is at the verge of a wonderful success. It is to bring the new reality that is to reunite you with your Inner Earth, Spiritual and Space families!”

My comment: The “Spiritual” realm is where Sylvia is. So “reuniting Spiritual families” is when the “Veil” is removed and those Beings who have not yet reincarnated will be reunited with those on THIS side of that “Veil”. THIS is what Sylvia and I are waiting for! In “my” world, NOTHING else matters!

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


If anyone’s still following “Zap”, this is his mid-week update. Here are some excerpts:


Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is from the Pleiadians:

  • “A long time ago, you were able to see reality clearly for what it was. History is about to meet itself again. When that happens, you are going to see beyond this illusion…”
  • “Reality, my dear ones, is about to explode upon your reality, and you have to be prepared for all kinds of things to happen within yourself as your view of the world expands in ways that you can’t predict and that you can’t anticipate.”
  • “Everyone is putting their ideas in front of them to be recognized and, while that is satisfying, it won’t help you too much in the days that are coming. What will help you is to see clearly and to join together and to say, “This is what we’re seeing.” Not, “This is my interpretation of what we’re seeing.””
  • “We of the League of Light, with whom I am aligned and who exist in this now with you to serve your uprising consciousness and your well-being as you walk into the coming moments of the transformation that is upon you already.”
  • “The light that shines within you is about to become more visible to each other.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-11-15 *Vibrations, *Choices, Cobra, Goode, Salusa, Transitioning

*First a few comments:

For those of you linked to “WordPress” and “facebook”, I’m doing something a bit different tonight. Today, I learned that we can Post a Blog on WordPress through an eMail message.

I just sent it but some of the information was cut-off. So I removed that Post.

I’m going to Copy, Paste and Send this again, in case I didn’t “Copy” it correctly the 1st time. If this doesn’t work I will also remove this one and do it the way I was adding them before… manually.

So sorry about the multiple Postings tonight.

  • WordPress must have a text-size limit, when uploading via eMail because my text was cut-off at exactly the same place in both Postings.


Although Sylvia and I have experienced Time-folds, missing Time, mis-perceived days, etc., for a couple of decades, “I” have sensed these more and more-often, over these last 230-weeks. In the last month or so, I’ve noticed them even more and in the last few days, as I’ve mentioned in a previous eMail, I’m having a more-intense difficulty, each day, of determining which “Day” it really is.

It’s not my “memory”, which sends me searching my mind for the correct “Day”. Instead, I feel the energy that belongs to that “Day” but can’t find it. It just doesn’t match… My feelings don’t match what the calendar shows. In other words… “It walks like a duck… looks like a duck… and quacks like a duck” but it’s not a duck.

So, tonight, as I think about: “We have to go to work tomorrow.” My immediate feeling is: “No, we don’t. We’re not SUPPOSED to go to work tomorrow.”

Some say the “new Earth” is already created. Some also say that the future (or “immediate” future) has already been created. Maybe some part of me is “already there” and THOSE days don’t line-up with THESE days. Only Time will tell.

Also… along these same lines…
I seem to be more and more disconnected from my own recent Past. Not the TimeRange with Sylvia but the EventLine which probably started when Sylvia crossed-over… because I feel very detached from the “me” who was working in the “Downtown Market” (consignment shop) from right after Sylvia crossed-over until last November. I don’t even feel those experiences. When I look at those memories, it’s more of the “me, here, now” watching a movie. I don’t feel like I was a part of that and yet, l worked there for for about 200-weeks!

This morning when I was looking at my relation to these recent TimePoints, Sylvia explained that “I”, and all the Beings on this planet, are currently “adjusting” / “calibrating” to the “Now”… to living in the energy of “Now”.

mixed in with this is a feeling I’ve had for a few decades… that I’m “not real”.

For a long Time, I couldn’t figure out if I was a “robot” or “not” and later, I felt more “not real” than any other “pigeon-hole” I could place myself in. All of this, however, may be that I’m sensing what some have said is the “Master Program” creating and controlling this entire illusion. Maybe I’m somehow in-touch with the pulse of the Program, so I don’t feel like I’m a part of this grand “game” / “illusion”.

  • Maybe this is similar to that scene in the 1st “Matrix” movie where the “Operator” is talking to Neo and explaining the continually-falling, waterfall-numbers on the screen in their Ship:
  • (Neo) “You always look at it (the screen) encoded?”
  • (Operator) “You get used to it… I don’t even see the code. All I see is blonde, brunette, redhead.”
  • Here’s the link to that clip:

In the last decade or 2, Sylvia has noticed that I do have 1-foot “on the other side”. In more recent Times, she encouraged that aspect more and more. Of course, looking back at that now, I understand “why”… so I can more-easily connect to “her”.

Question everything.

This Section doesn’t really belong in this eMail but I cried a lot reading the following article and the choices made by those in that story may bother me for a while…

  • In that article, a couple is onboard a cruise ship. The ship capsizes, the couple make their way to a lifeboat and the “husband” pushes his “wife” back onto the ship, so HE can take the only seat left.
  • (I’m still crying.) He’s not a “bad person”. In fact, he makes a very quick decision which they both agree with.

Read the story. It’s very loving.

I’m “crying” because it’s a sad story. I’m “bothered” because I don’t think “I” could make that same decision with Sylvia. Either decision is life-changing and devastating. It’s basically like looking at a totally unsolvable puzzle.

Read the story and then return here…

Because of what “may” be “quick-decision” / “disorienting” Times appearing on our radar soon, we’ve been asking everyone to be “mentally flexible”, “open-minded” and to NOT “re-act”… during the upcoming “Event”. I still strongly believe that everything that’s about to unfold is very “Positive” but there “may” be a “few minutes” to “a couple of days” where “some” people are a bit confused as things are unfolding. As each of us re-gains our bearings, we must be sure to help those around us. There are no accidents. Each of us will be placed in the “location” and “situation” that is right for us.

The information Sylvia has been providing me with, since she crossed-over, tells me that we are all on a “Positive” TimeLine and that a major “Event” will happen within “my” lifetime. All of this also tells me there will not be ANY major problems with Humanity as a whole or the Earth…

  • • no major wars,
  • • no FEMA camps,
  • • no marshal law,
  • • no mass-extinction from asteroid,
  • • no destruction of this planet from atomic, nuclear or other weapons,
  • • no biological, disease, GMO or other virus-causing “wiping-out” of Humanity.

If ANY of those things were truly going to happen, Sylvia would have been guiding me to be in “survival mode”:

  • • keep physically fit,
  • • stock-up on food,
  • • buy medical supplies,
  • • build a bunker,
  • • buy lots of weapons, etc.

Instead, Sylvia’s been asking me to share our experiences, in order for others to have the “mental” and “reactionary” tools at their disposal. So WHEN the “Event” happens, more people will be able to handle the changes.

I didn’t get “left behind” just to experience a lot of pain. Think about it… If you have a Loved One on the other side of the “Veil”, do you think you are still on THIS side of the “Veil” just so you can go through “Earthquakes”, “Tsunamis”, “Comet strikes”, “alien invasion”, etc? No. Most of us have already worked-through those scenarios many lifetimes ago. THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT!

  • We are not in the “End Times”. We are in the “Change Times”. There’s a big difference.

Here’s the link to the article:


Yesterday’s message from Cobra didn’t provide any feedback on the security breach. Today, he Posted this message:

  • “Systems security breach deflected”

Today, there were several more Comments to yesterday’s cryptic message. This 1 is insightful:

  • “SummerSun – September 11, 2015 at 2:10 AM”
  • “Dearest Friends,”
  • “You have been my best friends during the time I was going through the awakining process. I had no idea why those things were happening to me and I found a lot of help and support here. So thank you and I love you all.”
  • “Few months ago I had a vision. In my vision I saw the clouds making a “!” sign in the sky and I realize that something big started that the war against dark was almost over.”
  • “Last week, driving to work early morning I saw the “!” in the sky. Venus with some “I” shaped cloud together showed the perfect “!”. I had goosebumps and cried. I knew that it was almost over.”
  • “Last saturday I had another dream which was so vivid. All the whales and dolphins that had left Gaia some time ago were returning into the oceans. It was such a beautiful view. Everybody was singing. I also saw a Cabal soldier, emptying their guns into the deep water. He kept smiling and I knew that it was over for them.”
  • “Cobra and RM, thank you so much for all you have done. We can’t wait to starts now. Enjoy the ride everybody. There is no coincidence at all. I can see all coming together.”
  • “Love and Light to you all!”

Question everything.

Here’s the link to yesterday’s “Comments” page:


This seems to be an interview with Corey Goode, former Cabal Black Project participant who has now turned “whistleblower”. It’s from September 11th.

  • Well, I “thought” it was by Corey Goode but after reading it, I’m not sure who “wrote” or “Channeled” this.

Here are some excerpts: (“SSP” = “Secret Space Program”)


My comment: “IF” only ONE piece of all this information was true, I, and maybe “most of us”, would like it to be that last statement… “The stall, it appears is over.” This, by itself, would mean the Cabal’s long-winded stalemate is FINALLY over and we can FINALLY move forward on this TimeLine again.

Question everything.

Here is the link to the article:

Here’s the link to his personal website:


This channeled message is from “SaLuSa”. Here are some excerpts:

  • “As many of you may have already found out, the Shelves have arrived in your Solar System with their “home planet” that is now helping to deflect some of the powerful energies reaching you. Otherwise some of you may become overwhelmed by the full force of such powerful energies. These are all signs of the progress being made on many fronts that will soon lead to Ascension. Which souls ascend is entirely due to the level of their vibrations, so it is essential that you apply yourselves to keeping your focus on your goal. It is natural that you will be concerned about your loved ones, but be assured that all souls will find themselves exactly where they are intended to be. The cycle that has just ended unlike earlier ones, will not end in disaster but in success as all of you that are ready will move on and no longer be held back.”
  • “Some souls will ask how they will know if they are ready to ascend and the fact that they have made efforts to be ready for such an occasion, suggests that they have successfully prepared themselves for it. Continue as you have done previously and do not worry about your future, as many Guides that travel with you will ensure that you find yourself exactly where you are intended to be.”
  • “You now stand at the beginning of another grand adventure, but this time you will choose the path you wish to follow. After all the experiences you have gone through you can sit back and enjoy the changes as they come along. Clearly there is still work to be done and patience needed whilst the old energies are played out.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


I’m including this as ‘extra credit’. It doesn’t apply to my quest of “when” My Sylvia and I will be together again and it isn’t necessarily what I would consider “bonus” information (which is something “I” feel you may want to know about, in regard to the current world we live in)

I first saw this on a Blog-page by SoulSpeak2013.

This channeled message is through Brenda Hoffman. (I don’t know if she’s related to Jennifer Hoffman, who I quote-from sometimes.) This channeling is titled: “Initiating Your Heaven on Earth”. I was reading this information but not sure whether I should include it here and then I read this:

  • “The energies reigning upon earth the next few weeks are to help provide you with the inner strength and energy to create heaven on earth for yourself, as well as multi-dimensional/frequency travel.”

My comment: Because “I” feel that My Sylvia, and all those still on the other side of the “Veil”, are vibrating at a higher frequency than those of us still trapped on THIS side, that sentence (above)  provides me with feedback that, yes, Humanity, and all Beings on this planet, will will soon be are now acceleratingly-raising their frequency. Maybe, “in addition to ” or “instead of” the “Veil” actually being dissolved, all life will simply “vibrate out of here”. Sylvia and I really don’t care which way it goes. We just want to be “physically” with each other again.

  • “Only with the full rainbow of your unique joy can new you fully experience and help create New Earth.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link to the article:

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak2013’s Blogsite:

In “Sylvia’s” words: Helping Someone Cope With Their Loss

Today, I was looking through LOTS of files… trying to find the web pages My Sylvia had created, several years ago. I want to Post them on this Blogsite, so everyone can see at least “part” of My Sylvia’s words, thoughts and images.

During my search, I found a couple of text files. Not knowing what they were from their filenames, I opened and read them. Probably not the best things “I” could have done… because my girl’s “Wisdom”, “Love for others” and “general caring for everyone” stands-out to me and makes me miss her even more. (If that’s possible.)

While Sylvia was on THIS side of the “Veil”, we had our own Macintosh-only training, troubleshooting and consulting business. In 2009, one of our Clients experienced her husband’s “crossing-over”. When we heard about this, Sylvia sent her this eMail. (Sylvia used the Client’s first-name in the message but I have changed it to “Mrs.W” here for privacy.)

Note: This is also an Insight into Sylvia’s thoughts on someone “crossing-over”. A year or 2 before I met Sylvia, her Son had crossed-over. She withdrew from her entire life at that time, for about a year. So Sylvia knows, very deeply what it’s like to lose someone very dear to your Heart.

(This is Sylvia’s message to our Client)
On Nov 20, 2009, at 4:10 AM, Sylvia wrote:

Dear Mrs.W,

We are both doing well and busy with projects, as usual. Thank you for asking. Since Paul and I both have special feelings in this case , we decided to each reply separately.

I am greatly relieved to read your sharing which reassures us that all has gone as smoothly as possible, with closures for family members, and that you shall be taken care of and looked after. Your smooth path and support are well-deserved.

We’ve often commented on how kind and considerate you both have been. Special. That has made our encounters a definite pleasure.

You are wise to avoid decision-making until at least the first of the year. Properly done, grief is a full-time job. After all, you have to re-train your inner heart and soul to evaluate and re-file all the pieces that make up your daily life now that half of you is no longer in physical form. Only you can do this . . . When I was working through my grief trauma several years ago now, I found that most folks mean well, but know nothing unless they, too, have had such a loss. Do stay confident in yourself. You’re embarking on a journey of self-discovery that never quits. May you continue holding your shared love, and be as kind to yourself as would please Mr.W.

Your ” And Mr.W, who never liked being the center of attention, will be the center of attention and there is nothing he can do about that!  Plus, he deserves it.” brought a smile to my lips. I totally agree.

Much love to you and yours.

Sylvia Rego

(This is the response from “Mrs.W.”)

Thank you so much, Sylvia, for those kind and, as Mr.W would have said, “right on target” words.  It is so true that as a now single lady I am starting a new journey of self discovery.  While it is not something I would have chosen to do right now, it is a beautiful opportunity for me, especially surrounded by dear and caring family and friends.  Each day I take a new step toward re-training my heart and soul (I loved that comment), and each day I treasure him more.  I am filled with gratitude for him and my “cup runneth over with love.”

With many thanks to you for your lovely comments.  By the way you write, it is clear you have taken this journey.  Thanks so much for your wise and loving counsel.

Much love,