PS 5-19-19 *Intentions, *BossMonster, Harrison, Wilcock, LightLover, Predictions, Cobra

*First a LOT of comments:
(Sylvia and I haven’t Posted anything since 5/15/19)
*INTENTIONS
Yesterday, when Sylvia and I got to Waffle House we notice it’s Parking Lot was very full. I think there were only 3 parking places available. One of them was right in front of the building itself. Although there was no parking space to the right of it, we didn’t want anyone to park in the spot to the left, because they may scratch our car… but since we didn’t have much choice, that’s where we parked.
We went inside and almost couldn’t get through the door. Almost every seat was taken and there were 8 people sitting in some “waiting chairs” next to the door, waiting for a table (or even a place at the Counter). Right in front of us, at the door, were 3 “worker” guys, probably in their mid-to-late 20s. I asked them
  • “Is everyone here waiting for a seat?”
The closest guy just nodded his head but all 3 looked at us with an unspoken voice of:
  • “Yeah and you’d better not try to cut in front of us.”
“Intentions” are not really like “praying”. Intentions seem to come through your Heart and represent your “Core”… without “greed”… without really asking for anything… it just radiates your true character and when you’re Centered (I guess) the “Heart” unlocks that energy and just allows it to flow out.
So I didn’t DO anything. I didn’t even react to their energy. I just accepted the situation and stood there.
Within 15-seconds, all 3 of them left. Within another 60-seconds, a table became available and the next group ahead of us sat there. Within a few seconds after that, I saw… not only had a Counter seat become available but it was THE seat that Sylvia and I always sit at… AND it was next to another “Waffle House Regular”… a retired guy who eats there almost as often as us. So everything unfolded to our satisfaction… and quickly.
It wasn’t until we were walking to our car when we noticed the vehicle that parked in that spot to our left was the guy we sat next to. This meant no one was going to scratch our car because there’s never anyone in the Passenger Side of his truck… AND he wouldn’t be leaving before us (leaving a spot open for someone else).
So I attribute all of this to our “Intention”.
*BOSS MONSTER
  • I’m not really ready to lay all of this “out there” but something (or Sylvia) is nudging me to do this now. Maybe Time is running out and this needs to be placed into the Mass Consciousness. I don’t know.
  • A few years before Sylvia crossed-over, we talked about “Transparency” and that it would be good if companies, politicians and all Beings practiced this. So, even though I’m about to “throw myself under the bus” / “damage what little credibility I have with some of you” I have to “practice what we preach”…
  • Keep in mind that Sylvia’s own Daughter will be reading this.
  • Also keep in mind that I answer to no one except “me” and “My Sylvia”… no one. (Remember, Sylvia crossed-over on 4/9/11… over 423-Weeks ago! However, she’s always right here with me and she knows EVERYTHING I do… and that’s the way we like it.)
Here we go…
This is the “Positive” Boss Monster I’ve been dealing with since the beginning of April 2019.
  • In a “nut shell”, an energy within me has Awakened. That’s the “Positive” part. The “Boss Monster” part… the part that I’ve gone through a LOT of “Soul searching”, questions, “trial by fire”, etc. is that this particular facet was not supposed to surface. I’ve used a HUGE amount of energy to get through this.
  • Now I’ll add some water to that “nut shell” and bring-out the details…
For the last several months, Sylvia and I would go to a “good food” but “fast food” place for Lunch once a week (while at work) on the same day and Time.
Because we go to Lunch so late, around 2p, we usually don’t have to wait in line. On this particular day, we did. At one point, I noticed a female nearby, walking around and talking to a few of the people she came in with. Early 30s and looked like a Model. I also noticed how several people in that area were trying “not” to notice her. I then glanced over at the Counter, to see how much longer we’d have to wait. Then I noticed the female taking the Orders. I told Sylvia, “she” has much better energy. I can feel that she has “Heart”. Although we had seen her many times before, this was the 1st Time I felt a connection with her… with anyone.
  • When Sylvia “crossed”, I haven’t “looked at” or even “noticed” ANY females. This has been difficult for some females at work to understand… but, after a while they have noticed it and respected it… If there’s a female in a doorway or a narrow aisle, I usually just stand a few feet away, waiting to walk past them. “Go ahead. There’s plenty of room”. (me) “No. I can’t get by. You’ll have to move.”… or if they’re wearing a dress and I have to get on the floor to fix something near them, I’ll tell them they have to move. “Why?” (me) “Because you’re wearing a dress.”
Some background…
  • When My Sylvia actually crossed-over, I remember my mind being VERY confused for quite a while. I also remember the TREMENDOUS PAIN throughout this Unit (the body and its many Systems), for MANY months. For a long Time, I thought I was having a Heart Attack. It felt like someone had thrown a Spear at me and it not only pierced my skin and my Heart but also, slightly cut into my very Soul. There are still no words to describe that pain.
  • Whenever I talked with someone who had also lost someone close to them, they also described a “great pain” but no one mentioned the “Heart Attack” or “Soul-piercing” aspects and almost no one had lost a “Significant Other”. So their experiences were similar but not exactly at the depth that I had gone through. (Yes, I do realize I haven’t “cornered the Market” on “Pain” and I do know some of you HAVE lost a very precious person in your life. I’m simply speaking of the majority of casual conversations I’ve had with some people.)
  • When Sylvia and I worked at the “grocery store”, there was a woman who lost her Mom a few years earlier. Although she was as cheerful and interactive (with the people around her) as could be expected, she had low energy and wasn’t really motivated to do much. Then, one day she told me. she just “snapped out of it” and felt that pain just go away.
  • About a month ago, the Husband of a woman, where Sylvia and I now work, had crossed-over. I spoke with her about it and she “said” she was still crying all the Time and had deep pain because of it. Then, about 2-Weeks later, she went to Europe for 10-Days. It wasn’t to visit Family. It was just a basic “Vacation”. She went with a guy from work and his Husband. I think she’s known them for years. Even if they paid for everything, so she could “get away” / “have a distraction”, that just doesn’t make any sense to me. (Yes, everyone processes “Grief” differently. I just don’t get it.)
  • I’ve mentioned, in previous Posts, that I have always known about and used “Locks” / “Fail-Safe” energies within me. I 1st discovered this while I was a teenager. I don’t remember the exact situation but I would have been trying to get myself to do something that I really didn’t want to do or that someone else was asking me to do something I really didn’t want to do — like cheat on the girl I was dating in High School. Typically, I don’t actually “set” / “program” these Locks. They seem to subtly, automatically create themselves and as they’re being formed, that particular energy is designed from the very beginning to be a Locked parameter — like the moment I realized I wanted to ask Sylvia to Marry me. I think this is a Heart-based System which “connects to” or “comes from” my very Core. These are impossible to break, manipulate, re-route, etc.
Back to explaining this “Positive” Boss Monster…
The part of me that woke-up was the energy of needing someone to talk to. So I thought maybe I could talk to the female at the Lunch Counter. However, my “Locks” instantly kicked-in… and THAT’S the way they’re supposed to work.
So I talked to Sylvia about it, throughout the next week or 2. (Note: This wasn’t a direct conversation with Sylvia. Her information, as it usually does, came to me as feelings, images, symbolisms, synchronicities, etc, over several days.)
  • As Sylvia always does… she didn’t “tell” me what to do… or NOT do. Instead, she Guided me. “What’s the purpose of what you want to accomplish?”
  • (me) “I just want someone to talk to about all this Research I’ve been doing on “the Event”… the removal of the “Veil”.”
  • (Sylvia) “You could just talk to “her” or “anyone” that you come into contact with, throughout the day.”
  • (me) “Yeah but this information takes much longer to explain than a few seconds here… a few seconds there.”
  • (Sylvia) “I’ve been doing my best to get you to expand your Diet but you don’t seem to want to explore a larger variety of foods.”
  • (me) “Wait. I could ask her to Dinner. THEN we’d have Time to talk.”
So Sylvia and I then went over what I was going to suggest and how I was going to say it:
  • “Would you like to have dinner with me sometime? NOT as a “Date”… Just two people having a nice meal, conversation and that’s it. When we’ve finished eating, you drive off. Then I drive off. I don’t want your phone number. I don’t want to know where you live.”

I would then explain:

  • “My wife passed-away in April of 2011. Since then, I haven’t even noticed another female. I still consider myself Married. So I must have put a wall around me when she left. However, when I saw you I just seemed to “resonate” with something within you. Maybe it’s a “Past Life” thing. I don’t know but, whatever it was, it cracked that wall.”
So, the next week, on that same day and Time, I went to the Lunch Counter and asked her. (Keep in mind that I rarely talk to ANYONE about ANYTHING… and I haven’t “asked anyone to Dinner” since before Sylvia and I were Dating… back in the mid-80s.)
  • (me) “Would you like to have Dinner with me sometime?…”
  • (her) “Don’t you think I’m too young for you?”
She wasn’t mean about it and I was too nervous to stick to my Script. So that’s where it ended. (I think she was about 24-years old.)
  • Her comment caused me to have a minor “mid-life crisis”. When Sylvia and I got home that day, I looked in the mirror. Usually I see what I want to see but, at that point, I took a much closer look. I wanted to see what “she” saw… what made her say that?
  • Although this Unit has now experienced 64 Sun Cycles, during this current Incarnation, I really don’t feel that old. Looking deep into that mirror, however, I saw white hairs in my mustache, probably 10-percent of gray hairs throughout the hair on my head and, probably the biggest “sign”, the full ‘bags” under my eyes.
  • Since then, I purchased a tube of something that’s supposed to reduce “eye-puffiness” but, after 3-weeks (3-times a day), hasn’t seemed to do anything. (Someone at work told me I need to get more sleep. I’ve been stuck at “6-hours” of sleep each night since Sylvia crossed-over. I just can’t get myself to go to bed earlier.)
  • Then, after lots of “energy conversations” with Sylvia, I decided to dye my hair. I did a lot of Research and watched a lot of videos on it. On the way home from work on Friday, we bought a “natural” hair-color kit and I applied it that night. I really just wanted to keep my original hair color and just get rid of those white hairs. The good news is my hair didn’t turn “green”. The bad news… It’s just now darker, almost “black”, compared to what it was. So it looks just a bit fake.
  • No, this doesn’t lend itself to being “Transparent” but I really didn’t do all this for “that girl”. I did it for “me”. My hair had become very dry and frizzy and those white hairs always wanted to “kink”. I couldn’t get them to lay flat with the rest of my hair. So, now, my hair is darker BUT it has a nice shine and looks well-cared-for hair.
So I still want to get some extra nutrition in my Diet. There’s a Mexican food place near where we work that I’d like to go back to. (Sylvia and I have eaten there a few times.)
So, I asked another girl. This Time, a female at work.
  • Note: I’m not asking “just any female”. I’m still working a lot with “energies” and when someone’s energy seems different, I then “Read” it, to see what that involves. Maybe these are people from from my “Soul Group”. Maybe there’s a “Past Life” connection, which would also imply a “Soul Group”. Time is very short now and I’m still on THIS side of the “Veil” for a reason. So I have to continue to move ahead. Plus, during all of this, Sylvia recently mentioned something she told me shortly after she crossed… “The more situations you are in… the more people you interact with, the more I can help you.”
When I “Read” the energy of that female, I was confused. Her outward appearance looks like she’s “15”. (You have to be “18” to work there.) …but the energy in her Voice felt as though she was in her mid-to-late 20s… or even early 30s.
So I asked her. This Time, I did get ALL of my words out.
She had a girlish smile on her face but looked confused:
  • (her) “Oh my. I don’t know what to say?”
Now “I” was confused:
  • (me) “That’s ok. You think about it.”
  • (her) “Ok.”
Our schedules didn’t match for a few days but when I saw her again, she stopped me as I was walking by:
  • (her) “About what we talked about… No thank you… but than you for asking me.”
  • (me) “That’s fine. Thank you for at least considering it.”
From the little information I discovered about that female since then, I “think” she’s “18”, was home-schooled and has “probably” never been asked out before. This is why she was confused. I found the words she used a bit strange. They sounded as though her Grandmother told her what to say. The energy behind them was very polite.
Although I haven’t told anyone at work I was going to ask that particular female, I had previously gotten some feedback from 2 other females at work about all of this. Including the Lunch Counter girl before I asked her. This particular part of “life’s opera” has been interesting and confusing for me. I was only asking for a “Dinner companion”. NOTHING more but when you remove “Romance” from what most people think of as a “Date”, no one knows what you’re talking about. “Dating”, these days, seems to imply that there’s “much more” that’s going to happen than just Dinner and conversation.
“Positive” Boss Monster turns dark…
Interwoven between female 1 and female 2 was the “flip side” of this… “I” was on the receiving-end of the same situation.
A female employee, retired, 67-years old, just came up to me 1-day and handed me a small piece of paper. (I had previously heard her tell another employee her age. Her Husband had crossed-over about 18-months ago.)
  • (her, pushing that paper into my hand) “Don’t you dare tell anyone.”
After she walked away, I unfolded it and saw a 10-digit number. I assumed it was a phone number… “her” phone number.
  • Note: If I was simply trying to get ANY female to go to Dinner with me, I could have EASILY asked this woman… but I didn’t because there was no energy connection of any kind… at least going from “my” direction.
Later that day, we talked and she told me that her and I had been talking to each other a lot lately and she didn’t want “me” to get into trouble. So she thought we could talk on the phone after work sometime.
  • I now knew exactly how the Lunch Counter girl felt when I asked her to Dinner. (At this point, I hadn’t spoken to the 2nd female.)
I was surprised at how quickly, easily and calmly I could deal with this situation. I don’t remember that conversation very well but, within seconds, it was diffused and she told me “Then don’t Call me”. Not in a mean way. She simply felt the casualness of being able to talk while we’re at work.
  • I have now tried to quit working at that place TWICE. Both times the Store Manager somehow “found” more money or more hours, in order to keep me working there. So “I” knew (and most of the other employee’s know) that I’m not going to “get in trouble” for talking to another employee. So, yes, I knew this woman was simply saying those words in order to have an excuse to give me her phone number.
Then, after a couple of weeks (and after I spoke with the 2nd female), Sylvia and I were sitting in the Lunch Room at work. We were the only ones in there. That retired woman came in, looked around, closed the door, came over to me, put her hands on my shoulders and said:
  • (her) “If I were a little younger, I’d be all over you.”
  • (me) “I’m only 3-years younger than you.”
  • (her) “I thought you were in your 50s?”
  • (me) “Plus, I think my wife might have something to say about that.”
  • (her) “I thought you said you’re wife had died.”
  • (me) “She didn’t “die”. She crossed-over. There’s a difference. Besides, what would your Husband say?”
She was in the middle of gathering her Lunch items and placing them on a table next to ours… About 3-feet away, she turned to me with a frustrated, almost angry look on her face and said:
  • “He’s DEAD!”
This has been an interesting exercise. Try it sometime, especially if you are free to go on “Dates”. Remember, you won’t be asking “Friends”. You’ll be asking, basically, “strangers” who you only know through “chit chat” at work or have talked about the “weather” with in a grocery store, gas station, etc. Try it. See if you can explain that it’s just “Dinner” (or “Lunch”) and nothing more. See if you can explain it AND see if they actually hear what you are suggesting. If you follow-through with this, see if (after Dinner) they say, “want to come back to my place?” or “why don’t we go for a drink somewhere?”. If they do, then they didn’t hear what you mentioned. It’s not your fault. It’s just the way this current “Society” has been programmed.
In Conclusion
I know this was a bit tricky for Sylvia… to guide me through these encounters but to also have faith in my “Locks”, so I wouldn’t go any further than “Dinner” with these females.
The 1st part of all this was confusing for me. I had somehow cracked a “shell” that was around me (that I didn’t really know about), because of the Lunch Counter female. Then, as things unfolded, I realized that Sylvia was guiding me through various hurdles and what I was supposed to be accomplishing with everything. At one point, I remember saying to Sylvia:
  • “This is what it must feel like when people go on their “Vision Quest”, guided by a Native American Shaman.”
Several of the energies I’ve been working-through lately were explained below in Lisa Harrison’s 3-part video.
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HARRISON
This was sent to me by K.K. (who’s on this list) thank you.
In Part 1, she covers:
  • the 5 “Realms”,
  • “Pocket” Realms,
  • Source,
  • Home,
  • Mandela Effect,
  • “Love is all that matters”,
  • Ascension, etc.
In Part 2, she covers:
  • Schumann Resonance,
  • Transfer of consciousness,
  • “the virus”,
  • the hijacking of our Souls,
  • Notre Dame fire,
  • crown of thorns,
In Part 3, she covers:
  • Right around the 2:15-mark, Lisa mentions that a lot of people look like they aged about 20-years in the last 12-months but it’s not how they feel on the inside. “On the inside they feel better… younger.” She says… The thinking is… the more we merge with “Home”, the less there is here to keep this Avatar running… feeding it. Sustaining it.
  • “We are in the process of transferring our Consciousness Home and into our Home bodies.”
  • Because of this, we are becoming more “Home-like”. More Empathic and Telepathic and more connected to the Collective.
  • The number of people “crossing-over” in the last 3-Months has escalated 300-percent “and we’re not being told”. (She then outlines different reasons why this has happened.)
  • Lisa relates a Dream that someone had. It’s very interesting and provides good feedback as to where Humanity is at this point in Time.
  • At the 24:10-mark… “…and some people have really started to activate… come online… wake-up, very very quickly. At a pace that’s even scaring them… and for those who are going with it, staying calm and going with it and really feeling into it, they know it’s because time is short and they have to get ready for their job that they’ve chosen to do next.”
  • “Something is pointing to something that’s very very imminent.”
  • “Look for the anomalies because the more you see them “the more you’ll see them” and allow them to confirm the artificial nature of this reality.”
  • “Remember, you greatest weapon is your Heart, your Humor and your Unpredictability.”
Question everything.
Here’s the link to Part 1:
Here’s the link to Part 2:
Here’s the link to Part 3:
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WILCOCK
In this 39-minute video, whistleblower Corey Goode and researcher David Wilcock talk about:
  • “…underground cavern systems in the Grand Canyon, Pre-Adamite remains, contact with Native American tribes in the region, how this connects to the Antarctic Atlantis and more!”
  • They also talk about “Disclosure” and feel that Humanity is on the verge of big information being released soon.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:
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LIGHTLOVER
The following Post is from “LightLover”, Maria. Although she’s Posted a few things over the last week or so, the one resonated a bit more with me.
When she got to the part about the new energies affecting the teeth, ears and tip of your tongue, I knew Maria had tapped into some important information and that I needed to include it here.
  • For almost a week now, “once in a while” one of my ears feels as though someone hit it with a solid, metal rod. “Sometimes” I feel pain there. When it happens (which is not often) it’s VERY strong! I can’t move for those few seconds. I’m now also feeling this in some of my teeth. One side of my jaw and neck are also sending some pain “whenever” the pain in the ear happens. Lisa’s recent videos also talks about this.
LightLover’s Message:
  • “Q”TIP and Energy Report Let Go- 5/17/2019″
  • “My Fam,”
  • “Intense Ascension symptoms being felt by all as the incoming Source Waves are slamming into the Ionosphere and reverberating across all consciousness grids.”
  • “I feel a secondary plasma Wave within the First Wave…seems to be affecting my third eye area specifically…feels like my third eye is drying up…like the muscles are being overworked.”
  • “Energy Frequency is aligning to the first 4D chakra system, affecting teeth, ears and nose.”
  • “If the tip of your tongue is sore, it means your chakra is expanding btw. Try not to kiss too passionately lol!”
  • “If you taste metal, your pineal gland is quickly decalcyfying, drink tons of water, and add at least 1000mg of extra vitamin C to support your immune system. (preferably 2000 if you can swing it)”
  • “couple of shots of apple cider vinegar with the mother, for your kidneys and liver.”
  • “If your are being affected by headaches, it helps me to get in a bath and get hot water on back of my neck, our reptilian brain is upgrading, heat allows for blood flow and seems to help.”
  • “Eye sensitivity can be extreme- I do sometimes even have to wear glasses inside because my eyes are so sensitive.”
  • “The higher the dimension, the worse your human eyesight.”
  • “The Higher D’s are not Seen as linear.”
  • “You might want to cut back on coffee until this wave passes, but each person is different of course, that is how my body reacted in the past.”
  • “Also goody powder Was the only headache med I could take.”
  • “If you feel lightheaded, like you are spiraling UP- that’s the lighbody process- your vibration is rising too fast- eat something like nuts-drink water and go outside to ground.”
  • “If you begin to burn up- thats the Phoenix process, it helps to put your hands over your heart, breathe,and tell your Body to calm. Splash water on you and drink water too.”
  • “Lightbody is mind- Phoenix is body.”
  • “As you begin to fully anchor to the new grids, pay attention to your breath. You should find yourself able to breathe, the anxiety calming.”
  • “The QJ process takes 3 days.”
  • “Your Body Intelligence will guide you. Listen closely- meditate and slow down, remember no one knows how to bring you down on your knees in front of your toilet better than your own body self.(good luck trying to win that battle though…hehehe)”
  • “Love Yourself, rest, and honor your divine vessel.”
  • “At first you will notice your diet is basic- for me only white foods it seems and a little egg. I am mostly a juicer now but that can quickly change as ascension continues.”
  • “ok. gotta go. I am going fishing.”
  • “Love you guys- thank you for all your immense love and support for me through my past dark night.”
  • “I am forever grateful.”
  • “The Scorpio moon tomorrow night will bring out very intense energies, let’s ground them into the Ley Lines and let them affect the grids and clear away from the people shall we?”
  • “The Human Race has chosen to ascend with ease and grace.
  • And So it is.”
  • “Gridworkers- 3 Spiritual Spa days for Us- honor your body- go within, play, create and feel the new world awakening.”
  • “Time to ride the Divine Wave”
  • “We are all riding the wave, everything is Divinely Perfect.”
  • “Massive Disclosure is occurring throughout the world now, we have prepared for Disclosure and it is here.
  • “Our job is to transmute everything to Peace.”
  • “If you trigger, forgive and keep going. If you cannot forgive, forgive yourself for being unable to do it today, and keep going.”
  • “Just keep swimming, keep swimming.”
  • “We need to hold the space in our hearts as truth is revealed, and know that everything is exactly as It should be.
  • “Just a little bumpy right now, that’s all.”
  • “In Light and Love and Joyful Service.”
  • “M.”
Question everything.
Here’s the link:
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PREDICTIONS
In this 8-minute video, Clairvoyant Aluna Ash explains an upcoming alignment on June 21st 2020. Here are a few highlights:
  • “There could be some pretty big Shifts taking place. There’s a Galactic alignment with the Sun… It’s going to be seen and it has to do with the different ancient points on Earth — the Vortex points, the Pyramids, Stonehenge…”
Question everything.
Here’s the link:
In continuing tonight’s Research, I found the following article, which seems to say similar things to Aluna’s message. The title is: “2019 Is Preparing Us For A Wave Of Ascension Energy In 2020″.
Somehow, this small part of that message caught my attention:
  • “Rise up, rise up. This our time to shine. Your soul was destined to be on this Earth at this time for these waves of ascension. You knew it was coming and you are ready for this. Keep lifting yourself higher, keep accepting and owning yourself, for that is key.”
Here’s the link:
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COBRA
Today’s message from Cobra is simply 2 images and the title: “The MasterKey”. (Click on the images to see a larger version.)
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My comments: I have no idea what Cobra is telling us in either of these images, however, in the 1st image, notice the “Copyright” in the lower-left corner. It reads:
  • (C) ANU
According to the things I’ve read and watched, over these MANY months, “Anu” is (or was) the head of the Draco Reptilians.
The few Comments, under these images, may provide some insight into this message.
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Question everything.
Here’s the link:

PS 4-6-19 *OnCourse, *PsychicEnergy

*First a few comments:
(It looks like Sylvia and I haven’t Posted anything since 4/1/19)
*ON COURSE
I’m doing my very best to remain “On Course”… “keeping with the Purpose that Sylvia and I have been involved with, since she crossed-over”.
Since she crossed, I’ve dealt with a TON of mental and physical pain, nutrition issues, financial problems, job demands and the overall “strangeness of energies” that I’ve been moving through, as if I’ve been walking in QuickSand. I’ve even dealt-with and defeated a handful of “Boss Monsters”…
  • Similar to a tougher opponent in a computer game, which you have to defeat, in order to move to the next Level.
Those “more difficult than normal” situations where, if you step-back, you see that you must calmly and effortlessly allow those energies to pass by you and dissolve-back into the nothingness they came from.
Recently, I’ve encountered another yet another “Boss Monster”. However, this one’s very different. I’ve even dealt with “Boss Monsters” long before My Sylvia crossed-over. So, although it may take me a few minutes or an entire day to realize I’m facing a “more difficult than usual” Energy, eventually I realize what I’m up against and then begin to work through it.
With this current “Boss Monster”, however, it took me a few weeks to realize this is what I was faced with. Normally, a “Boss Monster’s” energy is very frictional, negative and out of Phase with mine. This Time, the “Boss Monster” situation is very Positive. Yes, a “Positive” Boss Monster. I would have never thought of such a thing. This is why I didn’t recognize it right away.
Also…
This “may” or “may not” be related to the above situation…
Today, I responded to an eMail from Sylvia’s daughter. She’s have car problems. So she’s either going to spend a lot of money on car repairs… for a 24-year old Honda or will be buying a used car. She doesn’t have much money but, “IF” she has to buy another car, she’s “set” on getting a “hatchback”. Although there’s nothing wrong with focusing on something you like, it does limit the energies that are about to help you resolve that situation.
So I went through the Wisdom Sayings from the book “Illusions” by Richard Bach.
  • Sylvia loves to read and shortly after we met, she introduced me to this book. I really don’t like to read but I not only read that entire book but I’ve always remembered some of those Sayings. Some of them actually help me remain “On Course”.
There were 2 that I wanted to pass-along to Sylvia’s daughter but I couldn’t remember them “word-for-word”. So I got out the small booklet Sylvia gave me long ago. She hand-wrote all of those Sayings onto the pages of this booklet. She knew I enjoyed reading them and this gave me quick access to them.
As I was going through them, looking for the 2 I wanted to use, a few of them just made me start crying:
  • “You are led through your lifetime by the inner learning creature, the playful spiritual being that is your real self. Don’t turn away from possible futures before you’re certain you don’t have anything to learn from them.  You’re always free to change your mind and choose a different future, or a different past.” (This one gave me Chills. I had forgotten that it’s possible to change the “Past”. This means I can do something in this “Now” which will change my Timeline and Sylvia would have never crossed-over.)
  • “You are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it true. You may have to work for it however.” (This is where I started crying. That 2nd sentence just hit me… realizing that, every day, I’m working on ways to bring down that “Veil”, get Sylvia back… change my “Reality”… and then to see “you may have to work for it, however”. I guess this just brought my current Purpose up to the front of my energy.)
  • “Here is a test to find whether your mission on earth is finished: If you’re alive, it isn’t.” (This not only resonated with me… the Purpose of my current Mission, but it brought back a memory I have from when Sylvia and I were in hospice for 3-weeks. At one point, Sylvia saw her Parents at the foot of her bed. I asked her if she had to go with them. Sylvia said “yes”. I asked her “Why?” Sylvia said: “Higher Purpose”)
  • “Don’t be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.” (This reminded me of what a “Psychic”, a “Psychic Healer” and a few other people told me and Sylvia before she crossed… and told me after she crossed… Sylvia and I are “Twin Flames” / “Twin Souls”. We have Incarnated together MANY times. We will be together again.)
This page seems to have all of the Wisdom Saying from this book:
*PSYCHIC ENERGY
I watched the following 12-minute video a few days ago but didn’t include it at that Time. Since then, however, something in it has been on my mind…
Sylvia and I had seen a longer, Documentary-style video about “Coral Castle” many years ago. However, it didn’t mention this one piece of information… that the Builder, Edward Leedskalnin, had studied with Tibetan Monks.
With the information from both of these videos, my “personal” opinion on “how” Edward “cut” and “moved” those extra-heavy coral blocks is that he did it through his own energy — taught to him by the Monks of Tibet. The reason I say this is:
  • The “Documentary” showed Edward’s notes and experiments on Magnetism. There’s even a small (about 1-foot on each side) box on top of a 3-pole rig on his Property. Some have speculated that this box contains some type of anti-gravity device but I’ve never seen any reports stating that Edward “always carried” or “was always near” a similar box. So I think his experiments in “Magnetism” allowed him to figure out how to make his own Electricity.
  • He cut the large, multi-Ton, coral blocks from the nearby water. However, I’ve never seen any report stating that Edward “owned” or “used” any type of Scuba gear or underwater breathing device. Of course, he could have used a flexible hollow-tube, cut from a tall, local plant, in order to breath while working underwater, but, if he really did learn how to move heavy objects with his own energy, then he probably also knew how to “not breathe” while underwater.
  • Both videos stated that Edward only had crude cutting tools and basic pulleys on his Property. So if he moved those huge blocks with his own energy then maybe he also knew how to “cut” them from their watery home. (This reminds me of a feeling and a brief insight that I’ve had for several years now… Where I am truly from, and it’s not “the Earth”, there is “Cooperation” between all things. If those Monks knew about this, then they would have taught Edward how to get different objects to Cooperate with his needs. In this case, they would Cooperate and “separate” where he instructed them to do so.)
  • (This is the big one…) For a few decades now, I’ve noticed something about me… Whenever I’m faced with having to move some which is MUCH heavier than I can budge, “somehow”… just “somehow”, I know to calm myself. Ground myself. Bring up my Intention of wanting to move that object and then place my hands over it. Something inside of me knows that this will cause the object to become weightless. Somehow I just “know this”. So if I have this built into me, maybe from a Past Life AND if Edward really did move those heavy blocks without a “device”, then he used this same method of getting those blocks to Cooperate. Once they were weightless, he could easily push, pull or raise them to wherever he needed them to go.
Just some thoughts.
Here’s the link to that 12-minute video:

PS 4-25-17 *TubularBells, *BossMonster

​*First a few comments:

*TUBULAR BELLS
Although this could be part of the “Mandela Effect”, this is probably just my faulty memory…

I was checking our favorite Music News site, sonicstate.com, and watched the video on this page:
http://www.sonicstate.com/news/2017/04/25/superbooth-17-tubular-bells-on-30-synths-from-superbooth/

It’s a version of Mike Oldfield’s 1973 “Tubular Bells”. Here’s the original:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWKj1XdTLU8

To “me” both of those recordings don’t sound right. I can’t explain it. It’s more of a “feeling” but that’s not what “I” remember that Song to be.

I did a quick Internet check, to see if that Song is mentioned as part of the “Mandela Effect” but it’s not. So I’m probably the only person who feels this is not what “Tubular Bells” sounds like. I don’t know if it’s the “pitch” or “rhythm” of the main theme, or the instrumentation (which instruments were used) but I feel that those recordings are not what I heard when it came out in the 70s.

Question everything.

*BOSS MONSTER

  • I’m including this because it shows how anyone can “diffuse” or “re-route” any negative “people-energy” which may be around us…

For that last 2-months or so, there’s been an employee (who I’ll refer to as “aWorker”) where Sylvia and I work who keeps “pushing people’s buttons”. “aWorker” has pushed almost every employee’s buttons in various ways. Because we all have to work with this person, some employees were feeling that their energy was drained and really dreaded going to work. “aWorker” had now become our collective “Boss Monster”…

  • Just as in some computer games where you move through Levels of difficulty and when you reach the end of any Level, you’re presented with 1 last, very difficult situation: the “Boss Monster”.

Sylvia and I were off after work on Friday and went back in today (Tuesday)… and, yes, “aWorker” managed to push 1 of “my” buttons. (This person has a need to control people and situations.) So “aWorker” was “in my head” for a good part of our days off.

  • I quickly boiled-down the “button” in me that was being pushed. I then brought up (in my mind) various situations where I would change my behavior when I’m around this person (or avoiding them) and the different things I would say, in order to keep my energy intact and deflect whatever “aWorker” was trying to do.
  • I was now ready, with my “toolbox” of “words” and “actions”.
  • Then, the day before going back to work, an Insight about “aWorker” came to me, without me pulling it in. It was almost as if some part of me wanted to resolve this as peacefully as possible and some part of “aWorker” wanted to make things right.
  • What I received was some information from “aWorker’s” previous life. This person was of average height, thin, not muscular and was in the U.S. military and fought in the Vietnam war. I think “aWorker” was a “Private 1st Class”. During that war, this person was scared, confused and following endless Orders didn’t help. I don’t know how “aWorker” crossed-over but that war ended that life.
  • Before incarnation into “this” life, “aWorker” made sure the body that Soul would occupy was, taller, big boned and very muscular… and in order to not get trapped in a “war”, “no way out” situation again, this person did their best to control every situation they were in.

Once I had sifted through all those pieces and understood what “aWorker” had been through, I then knew why this person had the personality all the employees were constantly confronted with. When that puzzle was completed, I almost felt sorry for “aWorker”… I dropped the “confrontational tools” I had developed the day before and, almost instantly, I felt the strain and friction of the “Boss Monster” simply disappear.

  • Was my psychic Reading of “aWorker” correct? Only Time will tell. All of that information could simply have been for “me”, so I could see what I was doing to “myself” but using “aWorker” as the “cause”. (In other words, just as in a relationship… no one can make you love them. That other person, however, can bring-out the love you already had within you. The same is true when someone “pushes our buttons”…  They are only presenting energies and situations to us, which bring-out the negative energies within us. We bring “Boss Monsters” into our lives as a “test” or “final clearing of old energies”, to be sure we’re ready for that next level.)

The bottom-line to this story is… “aWorker” quit today.

In “my” mind, I disappeared this person because I worked-through, and resolved, the negative energies of those “buttons”.

As always, your mileage may vary.

PS 4-10-16 *Music, Challenges

*First a comment:

*MUSIC
Sylvia and I have continued working on our “Time Machine” song, almost every day, over the last week or so. I’ve now done 49 “Takes” (re-recordings) of various parts… but almost all of them were “drum” parts.

I’m now at the point where I can play the entire drum part and remember how each section changes just before the song gets there. I still make mistakes and I still need to “audio clues” that I created but we’re just about down to fine-tuning some of the drum-fills and practicing the drum parts until they’re perfect.

  • The “audio clues” I made are short, fairly high-pitched drum “blips”, which I’ve placed near a song change that I want to be aware of. This is then played in my headphones and not recorded with the drums that I’m playing for that part but on a different Track. (So, 2-Tracks… 1 plays the “clue” the other records my live playing of my drums.)

So I no longer find myself “dragging my feet”, when it’s Time to work on “Time Machine”. The drum part is so complicated, it just overwhelmed me. Before Sylvia crossed-over, I could have been much more “mentally-ready” for this project, and that drum part. Each section of the drum part is not physically challenging. It’s the points where the “rhythm”, “tempo” and / or “drum sounds” change. THOSE are the challenging areas. Apple’s “GarageBand” software helps to a point. For example, although it allows us to change the “Tempo” (speed), it doesn’t allow us to indicate that this song moves from 4/4 to 3/4 to 4/4 to 5/4 to 4/4. This is where my “clues” help. Some of the “visual” changes on the screen, as it’s recording, help but the computer screen is BEHIND me. So I have to remember all the parts, which round, black, Drum Pads are set for which sounds and remember to switch between 2 different Bass Drum pedals… twice, during the song!

Sylvia and I have made a few “sonic” changes in the drum parts, since the last Time I included our progress. When we did this, I needed at least 2 more (than we have) electronic drums. So, I simply used the “drum technology” that we DO have to make this work…

  • On 1 of the Drum Pads (electronic striking surface, like a real drum), I told its “drum brain” to use 2 different sounds. In this case, it’s a “Wood Block” and a high-pitched “cymbal”, which sounds similar to an “Orchestra Triangle”. I also adjusted the settings so the Wood Block is only heard when I hit that Pad with soft-to-medium force but not to produce that sound when I hit that Pad harder. I then set the harder drum-strike, so only the Triangle sound is heard but not the Wood Block.
  • So, although 1 Drum Pad can be used as “2”, I have to be careful of how much force I use to strike that particular Pad.

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CHALLENGES
I’m including this as ‘extra credit’. It doesn’t apply to my quest of “when” My Sylvia and I will be together again and it isn’t necessarily what I would consider “bonus” information (which is something “I” feel you may want to know about, in regard to the current world we live in)

Although you may get something out of the information on the linked page below, this is more of a message to “me” and how anyone can read the Signs around them if they simply open their mind and pay attention to their immediate environment.

  • On Saturday, while Sylvia and I were working in the grocery store, a guy came in. We saw him talking to an Assistant Manager. The guy looked like a Shoplifter I had verbally thrown out of the building at least twice, many months ago. I wasn’t completely sure it was him because he was now wearing a thick hat, eye-glasses and a beard. He’s been known to change his appearance but what caught my attention is something he can’t really hide… his “limp”.
  • I’m still not 100-percent sure it was the same person but it caused my mind to drop-down into the lower energies for most of yesterday and today. Not a place I want to spend my Time.
  • I used to be “security” for the entire building, which had 3 businesses in it when Sylvia and I started working there. Once the grocery store hired its own Guard, Sylvia suggested I not interfere with anything and to let the Guard and management handle those types of situations.
  • What bothered me was my “possibly” getting involved again… just because of the situation. On Saturday, that guy came in “I” was the only person in the building who “could” and “would” deal with that situation. So I kept thinking… If that guy comes in again and it’s the same type of situation in the building, “I’m” going to have to get involved. I really don’t want to do it. Even when I was pressured to take-on the building’s security, I really didn’t like turning on those Sensors (within me) and pulling-up those “how to deal with a bad situation” energies. It’s all negative energy and very draining.

So the reason I’m including the following link is because of this paragraph:

  • “This Symbol shows that there may be a temptation to take on issues, even to fight, but it needs to be with dignity and regulation. You may feel a need, or the urge, to step up to the plate and take something or someone on. There are rules to follow and often others will be end up being the judge of the final outcome. Make sure you possess the skills and training to defend what you believe. Remember that sometimes you need to back off if you’re not winning a contest. Question: are you more on the attack or on the defense?”

Although that link is to an Astrology article, I could clearly see that this paragraph was talking directly to “me”.

I’m sharing this because it’s something Sylvia and I are currently working on… and, to show others how to recognize the various Signs which sometimes float across our Path. There’s a saying:

  • “Out of the mouths of babes”

…which means, sometimes even the youngest or most un-informed person can provide you with the greatest pearl of wisdom.

  • Many years ago, Sylvia told me of just such a happening… She was taking a night class, in the “Science Of Mind” church, where she was the Music Director. The class was over and several people were mingling in a larger room. At one point, a guy, who appeared to be on drugs, walked past her carrying a “Urantia Book”.
  • Noticing that he was very much “out of it”, Sylvia was not only surprised that he actually spoke to her but his words provided her with a very helpful insight. (I don’t remember what that was but it made a big impression on Sylvia.)

Question everything.

Here’s the link to the Astrology article:
http://galacticconnection.com/lynda-hill-the-sun-and-uranus-together-on-aries-21-a-boxer-entering-the-ring-and-aries-22-the-gate-opens-to-the-garden-of-all-fulfilled-desires/

Here’s the link to the Urantia Book:
http://www.urantia.org/urantia-book