PS 9-23-15 *Daylife, Gaia, Nidle, Zap, Illusions

*First a comment:

(I was going to call this Section “Daily Life” but “Daylife” came through instead. It’s an interesting new word.)

I just want to relay the “energy”, “mindset”, “emotional-state” and physical endurance… those of us who have had a MONUMENTAL loss of a Loved One… of what we “go through” / “now consist of”. For those of you “on the outside looking in”, Sylvia and I hope this will give you a tiny bit of Insight into the “daylife” of one of these people (“me”).

  • As of this writing, it’s been over 232-weeks since My Sylvia crossed-over.
  • Although there are “days” and “very short moments” when I may actually hold a conversation or otherwise-interact with someone, these are rare and anything… sound, song, image, animal, laughter… “anything” can trigger a crying attack or complete Meltdown. I have no real control over this and even though I do my best to guard-against these things happening, the “Lessons” that everyone needs, as well as the “clearing of energies, so we can achieve a higher, personal energy” can hit us at any Time from any Where.
  • This happened to me today…  I heard a song called: “No One Like You” by “The Scorpions”. I instantly froze… couldn’t move. I began crying… and continued to cry… hard. I couldn’t stop crying while this song was playing. I’ve heard this song before and sometimes it “hits me” hard and sometimes I recognize the pain it brings but can move past it. This morning, I got stuck… and I was sweeping in the middle of the grocery store where Sylvia and I work when it happened! How no one saw the streams of tears flowing down my face… I don’t know.

Here are the lyrics that REALLY hit me:

  • I miss you since I’ve been away
  • There’s no one like you
  • I can’t wait for the nights with you
  • I imagine the things we’ll do
  • I just wanna be loved by you
  • …there are really no words strong enough
  • To describe all my longing for love
  • …I just need you like never before
  • Just imagine you’d come through this door

Here’s the link to the song:


Here’s another uplifting message from “Gaia Portal”:

  • ““Hostilities” have ceased.”
  • “Openings for Higher Galactics are cleared.”
  • “Effective “landings” now approved.”
  • “Sentience is recognized for “observations”.”
  • “Hominids and Galactics, in Unison, uplift humanity.”
  • “Stars of Silence flash.”

My comments: Right now, it’s early evening. This is the 1st entry in tonight’s eMail. I had just finished watching the weekly “Sonic Talk” from the “SonicState” music-news site. So I was completely in a “musicland-mindset” when I checked out eMail just now and saw this Posting from “Gaia Portal”. I was instantly blown-away and almost cried! I’m either simply having an “emotional day” or I’m feeling just how close the upcoming unfolding of events really is. Only Time will tell.

We really need for this to be real… “I” really need for this to be real… “Hostilities have ceased” and “Effective landings now approved”… THESE are just SOME of the things Sylvia and I have been waiting for. So if these can happen “NOW”, we will be VERY happy.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is through Sheldon Nidle. Here are some excerpts:

  • “Over the past few months, this world progressed from being one in which the dark cabal was still in charge to one where these scurrilous crooks are on the ropes. The various groups of our Earth allies are finally realizing how this world’s scenario needs to be accommodated. As consciousness rises in this realm, the financial system changes and the new prosperity require a reveal. We have asked that this set of precise procedures be done at a much quicker level. This advice, as said previously, was largely ignored. The time is now ripe for these changes to be manifested and explained to you.”
  • “This matrix is now being enormously weakened by the great waves of energy coming from your galactic core. These energy waves are significantly aiding what our Earth allies are achieving. This joint operation is at the verge of a wonderful success. It is to bring the new reality that is to reunite you with your Inner Earth, Spiritual and Space families!”

My comment: The “Spiritual” realm is where Sylvia is. So “reuniting Spiritual families” is when the “Veil” is removed and those Beings who have not yet reincarnated will be reunited with those on THIS side of that “Veil”. THIS is what Sylvia and I are waiting for! In “my” world, NOTHING else matters!

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


If anyone’s still following “Zap”, this is his mid-week update. Here are some excerpts:


Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is from the Pleiadians:

  • “A long time ago, you were able to see reality clearly for what it was. History is about to meet itself again. When that happens, you are going to see beyond this illusion…”
  • “Reality, my dear ones, is about to explode upon your reality, and you have to be prepared for all kinds of things to happen within yourself as your view of the world expands in ways that you can’t predict and that you can’t anticipate.”
  • “Everyone is putting their ideas in front of them to be recognized and, while that is satisfying, it won’t help you too much in the days that are coming. What will help you is to see clearly and to join together and to say, “This is what we’re seeing.” Not, “This is my interpretation of what we’re seeing.””
  • “We of the League of Light, with whom I am aligned and who exist in this now with you to serve your uprising consciousness and your well-being as you walk into the coming moments of the transformation that is upon you already.”
  • “The light that shines within you is about to become more visible to each other.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-22-15 *M/mM, Cobra, Awakenings, Goode

*First a few comments:

*M/mM (Music and mini-Meltdown)

This was NOT a very good day for us. I’m not sure if this happened because today is My Sylvia’s Birthday or because the energy from the “Galactic Central Sun” is ramping-up:

  • I spent most of the morning in the bathroom. Sylvia and I don’t do drugs, doctors, religions or smoke. We’re almost never sick… maybe a headcold. If we ever do get the “flu”, we can typically knock it out in a fraction of the Time it takes others to get over it. So my running to the bathroom every few minutes was very unusual for us. I’m not sick… well, not “physically” anyway but the 3-to 5-pounds I must have lost this morning made it seem as though I was.
  • In the early afternoon, everything finally settled down a bit. So I decided to make an extra effort to work on our album today. Partly because my “physical” situation was basically under control and partly because I found a little “motivation” — probably as a “Gift” to Sylvia on her Birthday.
  • We actually worked on a few different aspects of our “Time Machine” song. About a week or 2 ago, I mentioned to Sylvia that I don’t have the right vocal-character for this song. She told me: “It’s “your” style. So we’ll use it.” Sylvia’s been helping me understand how to tune-in to the vocal “texture” that I want for that song. She also suggested that maybe I’m not “feeling it” because a couple of the notes in the vocal-line could be moved, to make more interest in the melody. So I’ve been working on this in my mind.
  • So I actually managed to record 2 new Vocal Tracks for that song today. (I didn’t like the 1st one.) The 2nd one is still very rough but I couldn’t make a 3rd Track because just as I was getting to the end of singing that song, my weak, untrained voice got very tired. So I had to stop. Then BAM!… mini-Meltdown… I do my best every day to find the energy and motivation to work on our songs. Then, when I finally pick myself up and actually follow-through, I’m not physically capable of continuing. I can’t do this. I can’t do this without My Sylvia… I DON’T WANT TO DO THIS without My Sylvia! This is SOOO not fair I can’t stand it!!! In going through this today, I felt as though I went mountain climbing with a few other people. Someone slips and starts sliding over the cliff. I jump and grab their rope. I do my best to pull them back up but my un-exercised arms are not strong-enough to save them. THAT’S what it felt like for “me” today.

I guess the only good thing about all this is that Sylvia and I were “off” from work today.


This is part of the message Cobra released today:

  • “The energies in the second part of September are quite intense and they are triggering suppressed shadow aspects of personalities of people on the surface of the planet. The Light forces have requested that especially within this time frame people work on integrating their personalities and that they do NOT project their shadow side by attacking others, but rather focus on creating something positive. Also, the Light forces are waiting that September 28th mass Ascension / blood Moon tetrad eclipse / asteroid impact / end of the world / NWO inauguration meme collapses as nothing extremely drastic will happen on that day, and then they will give me green light to release quite much substantial intel.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This long article is the transcript from a hypnosis session. These are some of the topics talked about:

  • September 2015
  • Wave-X
  • Nibiru
  • Galactic Central Sun
  • Buffering the energies being sent to the Earth by the Galactic Central Sun
  • Healing-trees, and more.

My comments: I really don’t like to read, especially long works like “books”. but this information was easy for me to absorb.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


The following web page contains a 2.5-hour interview with Corey Goode. He’s a former Cabal “Black Ops” member and now a Cabal whistleblower. He talks about the “Sphere Alliance” and the other involvements of the Star Visitors.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:–corey-goode-inside-the-sphere-being-alliance

PS 9-21-15 *Birthday, *Turquoise, *Teleport, *Souls, *Program, *Awakenings, Cobra, Fulford, Gaia, Astrology

*First a few comments:

I don’t remember having this many different bursts of “rabbit holes” in quite a while. Maybe SOMETHING “is” about to happen and this is my last chance to get my thoughts in print.

In yesterday’s eMail, I asked if anyone knew what “PAT” or “P.A.T.” stood for. Today, SoulSpeak sent me a note saying: “PAT is PLANETARY ASCENSION TEAM”. (thank you.)

At midnight tonight (9/22/15), it will be My Sylvia’s “Birthday”… into this incarnation (before she “crossed-over”). She would have been “79”, which reduces-down to “7” (“my” favorite number). (Sometime next month “I” will also be a “7”.) Right now, Sylvia is “age, 42”.

For some reason, we are using “18” as our “base-age” reference number. Sylvia was “18” years “ahead of” / “older than” me and now she’s 18-years “behind” / “younger than” me.

As I was writing this Section, I was formulating the idea of “which date” Sylvia would use “now”… for her “Birth Day” — her “incarnated” date or her “new”, “crossed-over” date. As soon as I pulled-up that question in my mind, I heard Sylvia say: “NEW birth date”. This means, on 4/9/16, Sylvia’s “age number” will reduced-down to… “7”. There are no accidents. This means something but I’m not quite sure “what”… all 3 “age numbers” (mine and both of Sylvia’s) will reduce-down to the number “7”. Is it like hitting the jackpot on a slot-machine?… when all 3 numbers line-up, a Spiritual door opens and “I” get to simply walk through it. (“Me” because “7” is “my” number. So this, on some level, has something to do with “me”… as opposed to something to do with “Sylvia”.)

Only Time will tell.

  • One year, for Sylvia’s Birthday, I bought her a “Star”… there’s now a Star out there with My Sylvia’s name on it. They sent a nice-looking certificate with all the details. Here’s the website I used to purchase it:

Ever since Sylvia and I created the beginnings of our “Solitude” song (a few months ago), I always thought it should have a better name. I’m not sure why we initially called it “Solitude” because it’s really about “Sanctuary”… re-calibrating, rejuvenation and doing all this in the middle of a secret, magical, protected forest where lots of fairies and other Nature Folk live.

Today, I searched for similar words in “Sumerian”, “Native American” and “Wiccan”. I even looked-through words “I” created from “Streaming”, “Dreams” and pure “imagination”. So I had a lot of “words”, “syllables” and “tonal snapshots” flying around in my mind.

At that point, I held our new Turquoise friend, which T.L. and J.L (who are on this list) have so kindly Gifted to us.

  • (me) “I don’t even know your name. What should we call you?”

I then saw lots of “E”, “M”, “T”, “O” letters appearing in my mind trying to fit themselves into something I could understand:

  • “MOME”
  • “MOTT”
  • “TOMM”
  • “TOME”

Finally, the letters settled and formed the word: “Tome”. As I’ve mentioned many times, “Sylvia” is my “linguist”. Because I already had a swirling of “real” and “artificial” words dancing in my mind, I didn’t know what this word was. So I quickly typed it into the Mac’s dictionary… “Large, heavy book”. Oh, THAT “tome”. I wasn’t clear on exactly what it meant but I had heard that word before… now that I’ve looked it up.

Anyway, I just wanted to share that it’s not only “possible” but also “respectful”… to ask the objects you’re working with for their “name” or “audio signature” and if we listen very carefully, we may just hear their response. Anyone can do this.

  • So the bottom-line in my quest for a unique or deeply-meaningful word for this song is now narrowed-down to 2 words that “I” created some Time ago. Both are unique but 1 is a bit too “modernistic” and “clever” for this song. So we “may” use the other word, which sounds like it has a Native American background.

Last night, while Sylvia and I were having supper, pieces from the “Big Picture” started to quickly come together in my mind. The energy was strong and the experience was almost Insightful. I just can’t figure out what this part of the “Puzzle” means. Here are the pieces, that “I” am holding, that fit together…

  • • Many months ago, Cobra stated that he went to Russia, obtained the assistance of their Air Force and actually flew above the “Veil”. “IF” that was true, I had no idea anyone could go “over” the “Veil” .
  • Here’s the link to Cobra’s website:
  • • Several eMails ago, I mentioned that I, personally, had discovered a “room” deep in the Earth where there is a working “Teleporter”. (This is a very long story. So I’ll just provide basic information for now.) I even saw the “symbol” / “logo” used for this and Sylvia & I have gone through the paperwork, many years ago, to make it the logo for our band, “Infinity”. I won’t include attachments in this eMail, so you’ll have to visit our personal website, if you want to see it. It’s the white, triangle symbol at the top of this page:
  • I know “generally” how this device works and it’s not like the “Portals” some people have been talking about lately. This “Teleporter” works by adjusting 3 laser fields and where they overlap is the “tuning” of where they will take you. You then step into that “merged” area and are teleported to that destination. However, this is only designed to transport materials “around” and “in” the Earth and maybe into the “Moon” but I’m not sure.

So, what “IF” this is all true?… “IF” it is, then what “IF” some Past-Life of “me” either built it or worked there? This would mean:

  1. Some part of “me” knows where this is located.
  2. “I”, personally (at least on some-level), have a way to go “around” or “through” the “Veil” and can be with Sylvia! This would be VERY ironic… to be 1 of a very few Beings on this planet who know to pierce the “Veil”. I feel like I’m leaning against a car, with its keys in my hand, saying: “Now if I can just find that car…”


…more Insights…

Here are the pieces that came together recently in THIS part of the “Puzzle” that I’ve been working on for a very long Time…

  • Some say that while we sleep, our Souls “travel”. Maybe they travel as “energy” or maybe we all have a 2nd Unit somewhere that we climb into each night after leaving our 3D Unit lying in the bed.
  • •Some say the Cabal has “technology” which keeps “us” and / or our “Soul” from escaping their control. This “may” mean that the Cabal have somehow placed limits on where “some” or “all” of our Souls can go when we’re sleeping. “IF” this System is real, not all of us are trapped in this way.
  • When someone “crosses-over”, their Soul “leaves their Unit” and either enters another or simply exists as “energy”.
  • (This is also part of a very deep “rabbit hole”. So I’ll just relay the pieces needed here.) Many years ago, my 1st wife told me that her and I are not from this planet and every few months we go onboard a Ship for a meeting. (I calculated the TimePoints to be about 3 Earth “months” equalled 1 “meeting cycle”.) Each time we went to those meetings, our Earth Units would remain here. In bed where we left them.

So, “IF” all of this is true, it means there is a way for “all” or “some” of the Beings on this planet to leave their Earth Units and move their Souls into another realm and maybe even other Units.

…even MORE Insights…

I’ve been thinking about what some say the Cabal want to do with Humanity… to eliminate 3/4ths of the world’s population. As I mentioned in a previous eMail, this doesn’t make sense to me because “IF” they feed on our “fear”, why would they want to reduce that energy-bank? Some say it’s because there are too many of us to control.

So “IF” the Cabal really DO want to wipe-out 3/4ths of the Earth’s inhabitants, maybe it IS because there are too many people to control but we are thinking of this in the wrong way…

  • Some say there is a “Master Program” / “Master Computer” which projects the illusion of our “reality” and places us in it. As we move around and interact with this illusion and its inhabitants, the Master Program must constantly keep track of everything and make adjustments. Maybe THIS is the reason of there being too many people to control… too many for the Master Program to provide illusions for. Think about it.

Even if NONE of this was true, you could use a similar scenario as a mental exercise:

  • Let’s say there are really only 1-billion people on this planet. Let’s say the “Master Program” has, for whatever reason, created “alternative facets” of each of us… 7 times for each person (making 7-billion people on this planet).
  • So now there is 1 “real” YOU and 6 variations of you… One is left-handed. One is from another country. One is from another race. One is taller. One is shorter. etc.
  • So as you go about your day, keep in mind that the person you Tailgate… the person you cheat… the person you help… may just be another facet of… YOU.

All things ARE possible.


This was sent to me by K.K. (who’s on this list) thank you.

This article seems to do a fairly good job of summarizing what is currently happening with the energies coming into this planet.

“IF” any of this is true, it will give us more background information on what we “may” expect to unfold very soon now.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is Cobra’s latest “cryptic” message:

“PB security breach continues, systems/Isidic security breach in deflection, yellow alert at 504, IMPL numeric vectoring=0, S2EXT protocol evaluation in progress”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is Benjamin Fulford’s Weekly update: Here are some excerpts:

  • “The next few weeks should reveal if radical changes in how this planet is run are going to be announced or if it will be the same old criminals trying to keep in power by putting on a nice face. The interesting event to watch in the near future is the lunar eclipse on September 28th. That is because the cabalists who have been running this planet claim to time their manipulation of geopolitical events to the movements of the heavens.”
  • “This sounds like crazy talk until you realize that Presidents Xi Jinping of China, Vladimir Putin of Russia, Barack Obama of the United States, Francois Hollande of France, Hassan Rouhani of Iran etc. are all due to be speaking at the UN on that date. The question is will they be announcing the birth of a world government or a new age, or will they simply spout platitudes before going back to business as usual?”

My comment: This sounds encouraging. For all of these Leaders to be in the same place, at the same time, making speeches, is a very important part of “Disclosure”.

  • “Of course the US military industrial complex is not without cards to play in their negotiations with China. They have just forced the Shinzo Abe puppet government in Japan to pass laws that effectively make the Japanese military part of the Pentagon.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


There was a Posting today by “Gaia Portal”:

  • “Steadfastness is applied by increasing numbers of Hue-Beings.”
  • “Holographic manifestations from lower levels increase.”
  • “Flash points avoided.”
  • “Stemmed relations converge.”
  • “Frequencies of though increase.”
  • “Martinizations flourish, as congruences are noted.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:



This next one’s a ‘bonus’ (something you should know but it doesn’t directly provide “me” with any feedback of “when” me and My Sylvia will be together).

This is Carl Boudreau’s Astrology Reading for the remainder of September.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:

PS 9-20-15 *Confusions, Ascension, Zap, SoulSpeak

*First a comment:

I’m “psychically” short-circuiting right now (early evening). The energy within me is just “chaotic”. I just want to “be sick… energetically”, not “physically”, which is probably a lot worse.

In the last few days… or was it a “week”, once or twice I almost came face-to-face with My Sylvia not being here. Each time it came in a short spurt of energy-realization. This cannot happen. It’s not that I’ve built an insulative energy wall around me, which keeps me in a false reality of what happened to My Sylvia. It’s not like that.

  • The very moment Sylvia “crossed”, our cheeks were nuzzled close to each other and I whispered in her ear: “I know you’re not in here.” So even in that very critical… very fragile moment, I knew what happened to her and where she currently is. I know this.
  • I mentioned previously how the “Grief Counselor” was becoming more and more concerned about me… because I kept looking at the empty chair next to me in her office and talking to Sylvia. At one point, the Counselor, with her mouth dropped-open, was about to “say” or “write” something… so I told her: “I know she’s not there. I look there and talk to my wife out of respect for her.”

I know Sylvia is with me always. I know her energy is simply “out-of-phase” with mine… vibrating at the different frequency from mine. I know this. Yet these past few bursts of “short-circuit” energy places me in a very empty, stone room… facing a block of cold stone about 2-inches from my nose. It’s very depressing.

  • Am I simply waking-up from 232-weeks of being “numb”?…
  • Is SOMETHING about to happen which will bring down that %@# “Veil” and I can sense it, so my energies have just gone “random”?
  • Have I broken-through a crusty-layer of my own energy and just before I completely reach that next evolutionary plateau, some part of my “3D self” is pulling me back down… not wanting to let go?

I feel like I’ve been standing in the crowd, watching a magician but have now woken-up. I’m either now in front, with the crowd, but clearly understanding how his “magic” is performed or I’m standing behind the magician and can clearly see him slide the pieces under the table. Only Time will tell.

I’m just in limbo (free-fall) right now.


I’d like to thank SoulSpeak for Posting today’s “Gatekeeper” article (from another site). When I traced that link, I discovered the following article which “I” found to be very important.

This article is titled: “Personal Energy Report” by Georgi Stankov (Posted on 9/19/15). Here are some excerpts:

  • “Yesterday the Elohim came to us and gave a powerful message for me. It is a message about fundamental change. I knew for some time that this change is coming and the proof came yesterday.”
  • “Essentially, the Elohim told me that it is time for me to retrieve my energies from this website which is still very much a 3D affair. They told me that I must now prepare for my imminent ascension and concentrate my energies on this event.”
  • “This may happen at the end of this month or next month, who knows, linear time is an illusion, but it feels very close to me now.”
  • “All I know is that I have to begin immediately with my final ascension and that I can’t postpone it a single day by engaging in essentially 3D activities such as publishing on the Internet…”
  • “The ascension scenario as created by the PAT in these last four years is now in full sway for everybody to see and we do not need any additional and redundant confirmation to prove it everyday again and again. It is done, it is accomplished, and we have won.”

My comment: I searched through his website but could not find an answer to this… If anyone knows what he is referring to when he says: “PAT” or “P.A.T.”, please let me know.

  • “In this context, I would like to urge you to also refrain from further intensive engagement in 3D matters and to start meditating and fully concentrating on your ascension. You have all the necessary tools to do this final transition on your own.”

My comments: Is ANY of this real? I have no idea. Of course, I TRULY “want” it to be real. I do know that the outcome to all that we are currently going through is already finished… the Cabal have lost and have not only been cleared-out but taken to indisputable-justice and completely “dealt-with”.

The part of me that know this just wants to give-up and curl-up in the corner until that part of our TimeLine washes against my back. I, like many, many of the Beings still on this beautiful blue Orb, are very, very burnt-out. We know the celebrations are just around the corner but can’t get excited-enough to get ourselves through this last mound of sludge.

  • Hey, Cabal. Whether the Awakened-Ones remain curled-up in a corner somewhere or rise up, knock on your door and drag you from your homes… you’re done! It’s over. You lose and there is NOTHING you can do about it. Delaying things, as you’ve been doing, will only cause most of us to want to simply vote to have you tossed into the Galactic Central Sun. Why should we waste any more of our “energies” and “lives” listening to your excuses… to ANYTHING you have to say? We won’t. Once you start pleading your case… Once you even open your audio-hole, we will simply step forward and say: “Toss him and let’s get the party started!
  • Cabal, remember, YOU created the “box” you now find yourselves in.


Question everything.

Here’s the link to the “Ascension” article:

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak’s article:


This is Zap’s Sunday update. Here are some excerpts:


Question everything.

Here’s the link:


I just read a personal message, to “me”, from “Sylvia”… through SoulSpeak and it helped align my energies a bit. Sylvia and I are so very grateful for the assistance SoulSpeak and many, many others have, and still are, providing to us — especially to “me”.

I’m now beginning to feel as though I’ve been “psychically” shattered, like a glass vase vessel and as I continue to walk along my Path, the many “helper Spirits” place their very hot hands along these cracks and re-bond them… stronger than ever before.

Thank you all. Sylvia and I have much talking to do about all this and what is about to unfold.

Here’s the link to her Blogsite:

Computer Files – our books for free

It’s now September 20, 2015… it has now been 232-weeks since My Sylvia crossed-over. A few days ago, Sylvia suggested we make our latest 3-books available as free downloads. At 1st, she showed me the 2 computer books I had written a few years ago. I agreed that these have never sold, because we didn’t put any energy behind them to Market them properly. So, by making them available at no charge, maybe someone can benefit from all the work we did in creating those books.

Then, yesterday, while at work, Sylvia showed me (in my mind) our last book… the book I put-together from the many eMails I wrote while we were in hospice. Even though that book ALSO hasn’t sold any copies, I was a bit surprised that she was now suggesting that we make it available for free.

  • Always listen to your “Significant Other”.

So I gathered the Master Files, made sure they could be read by all computers (converting a few files to “PDF”) and uploaded them to our Blogsite.)

I’m still not sure why Sylvia has been pushing me lately with a sort of “urgency” energy but she’s a very smart girl… MY girl… and I do listen to her suggestions.

There’s more information about these files, on the “Downloads” page. Clicking the “Downloads” menu button, to the left, will take you there.

I’m Posting this on multiple sites. So if you’re not currently on our “WordPress” or “Weebly” site, you’ll need to start at 1 of them:



With this urgency from Sylvia, I’m really beginning to wonder if the “broken clock” of information I’ve been receiving is FINALLY correct. (“Even a broken clock is right twice a day”.)

I stay very aware at all times… sensing is “Ships” are about to land or if I’m going to simply “phase-out” of this illusion. Sylvia and I don’t really care HOW it happens we’re just walking our Path and waiting for the “when”.

PS 9-19-15 *Bored, *Blue, 923, Nibiru, Hoffman

*First a comment:

It’s now been 232-weeks since My Sylvia “crossed-over”. I am SOOO completely tired, bored, overwhelmed and broken-hearted I can’t stand it. I know I must be “bored” because I’m finding myself talking to others a lot more than I have during this “crossed-over” Time.

When I worked in the “Downtown Market” (consignment shop in the same building as the grocery store), I worked there EVERY SINGLE DAY for probably 100-weeks. No “day off”. No “vacation”. Nothing but “eat, sleep, work”.

Last November Sylvia and I stopped working in that consignment shop and only work in the grocery store. (… and only 4-days a week.)

About 12-months before My Sylvia “crossed”, she began to not feel well. These pains came and went during that time and continued to increase as Time moved along, causing her to have less and less muscle-strength. (This is difficult for me to tap back into but I need to present this background, in order to make my point.)

Anyway, Sylvia and I have not had any change from our daily routine for more than 232-weeks plus 12-months.

This “situation” is SOOOO incredibly frustrating and stressful. This is why, on some days, I’m more motivated to work on our music than on other days. I give myself a hard time when I can’t even turn on they music keyboard or play my drums because Sylvia and I are really “Musicians”. Now, I have LOTS of “Time” but very little “Drive” to put this album together. This is too bad because it’s something Sylvia and I enjoy doing… especially doing it “together”… and some of the songs are not bad. Maybe I’m just being overwhelmed by the long and complex “Time Machine” song. I have thought about moving that song aside and working on a less-challenging song 1st.

All any of us can do is “do the best we can… the best we know how” and take “one day at a time”.

This happened about a week ago but I’ve been a bit “emotionally drained” and not able to think this through.

  • I’m including this in order to show others yet another form that the “synchronicities” along our Path can take. It’s up to each of us to “recognize”, “interpret” and “appreciate” them.

Sylvia and I moved into this mobile home in 1994. It was brand new at that time and we have a very good Landlord. It’s not really a mobile home “park”. It’s just a “grouping” of several mobile homes.

The dumpster for all these mobile homes is about 50-feet from our front door. Although that dumpster has been changed-out a few times, during all the Time Sylvia and I have lived here it has been dark brown in color.

About a week ago, the same Trash-pickup service removed that dumpster and brought a brand new one to replace it. This one is a nice, medium “blue”. The name of the Trash service is “Republic”.

There may be more that can be interpreted by this but here’s what “I” understand about this change of energy:

  • “Brown” = the color of “Earth”, “mud”, “grounded energies”.
  • “Blue” = the representative-color of “Spirit”, “Source”, the “Flow”, “water”.
  • “Republic” = Some say our “government” is really a “corporation” and that these “United States” used to be a “Republic”.

So, “maybe”, the blue dumpster is symbolically telling me that the Earth is no longer weighted-down in the energy of “mud” and that this country is now back to its original Intention of being a “Republic”.

As always, your mileage may vary.


I’ve seen a few videos in these last 232-weeks which “explain” how the Cabal have placed hidden messages on the various paper dollars. The information in this 5-minute video seems a tiny bit different.

  • The person in this video states that the “1” dollar bill is telling Humanity the “date” of “9/23/2015”.
  • Part of this is very simple and may have you saying: “Why didn’t “I” think of that?”… and at least 1 part of this information is stretching things just a bit… in “my” opinion.

Many years ago, Sylvia found the saying:

  • “Figures can lie and liars can figure.”

…which means, any “numbers” and on-paper information can be wrong and “liars” can interpret ANY information and bend it to mean what THEY want.

So I’m not saying that the information in this video is correct. I’m not saying you should believe it. I’m not saying “I” believe it. What Sylvia and I are doing is simply “presenting” this “different way” of looking at this information, which may help all of us to open our collective-minds just a bit more.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:



In this 4-minute video, the Presenter “questions everything”. Images from NASA’s own Space Telescopes are used to show a rare “Earth” and “Moon” eclipse at the same Time. I had seen a few of these images several days ago. I did notice the smooth silhouette of the “Moon” and the rough edge of the “Earth”. I did sense something not being right but didn’t follow-through.

“IF” the information presented in this video is true, this may be some very important feedback and a LARGE “puzzle-piece” falling into place.

The Presenter in this video starts talking at the 45-second mark. Take a look at this, keep an open mind and “question everything”.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This next one’s a ‘bonus’ (something you should know but it doesn’t directly provide “me” with any feedback of “when” me and My Sylvia will be together).

This is a Posting from today by Jennifer Hoffman. I’m including it because:

  • It provides “me” with some feedback as to what the “collective” of Humanity is currently experiencing, and
  • It’s similar to what I experienced, here at home the other day, when our music gear and computer didn’t work properly.

This is what she wrote:

  • “I am feeling a definite change in the air, are you? In the last 24 hours my telephones broke and I had to buy new ones, my computer wasn’t working (it works now), I barely slept and have been up since 4:44AM, because I was so excited I couldn’t sleep, and my kitchen mop fell apart as I was washing the floor this morning, it’s the one I have had since I moved into my house. Definitely getting lots of confirmation.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link to her facebook page:

PS 9-18-15 *Meeting, SoulsticeRising, Cobra, Salusa, Portals

*First a few comments:

I’m mentioning this because:

  • • To “me”, this is real and is happening to me and Sylvia.
  • • It feels like this is going to happen very soon… within the next 30-days (just a guess).
  • • It involves some of the people reading this.
  • • It may help others understand that they might be a part of this. (It’s all good.)

Around 9:45a (Eastern Time), Sylvia and I were cleaning the grocery store where we work. I wasn’t thinking about anything except “cleaning”. So these are “intrusive” thoughts…

  • Around this TimePoint, I noticed a “scene” in my mind. As I looked at it, doing my best to figure out what I was being shown, I then realized I was talking with “SoulSpeak”, either across the country at her home or on an energy Plane. I’m not sure.
  • For some reason, my perspective is from about “knee” level and looking slightly up. I can see lots of trees 100 or 200 feet away but none close to my vantage point.  I also see a few “logs” / “fallen tree branches” on the ground and we are using them to sit on.
  • I cannot remember any of the conversation… except what SoulSpeak said, when I finished talking. I feel as though SoulSpeak, me and Sylvia, as well as some others on this list, are Past Life travelers and have worked together before. So, somehow, I was there, asking SoulSpeak’s advice on something that’s coming-up… something that “I” am supposed to do. My feeling is that I know what has to happen but I wanted to double-check with her before beginning my next phase (whatever that is going to be).
  • So, after I presented my information to SoulSpeak, I can clearly hear her say:
  • “You know what you need to do.”
  • I simply nod my head in agreement.
  • That’s all I can remember.

As I was digesting this information, I became concerned that the Cabal might be able to figure out what we are about to do. The instant I thought this, I saw another image…

  • High above a large city, like “New York”, I’m in a Meeting Room, high-up in a skyscraper. There’s a large, round, conference table and sitting at it are: me, Sylvia, SoulSpeak, K.K. (who’s on this list) and maybe 5 others but I can’t see their faces.
  • Surrounding this room, but outside the building (several Stories up) is a shoulder-to-shoulder, roughly-formed circle of people. I know E.R. and M.R. (who are also on this list) are there.
  • The information I received about this is… the circle of people are “energetically” creating the “high society illusion” of us sitting at that large table. This is “symbolic” energy and is designed for the Cabal. When they try to tune-in to what “we as that group” or just “me & Sylvia”, they see us still under their control with altered minds — indecisive, babbling and non-threatening to them.
  • What is really happening though is that we are on a higher energy-Plane and the Cabal cannot perceive it. So we are protected.

Question everything.

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak’s Blogsite:


This was re-Blogged today by SoulSpeak (thank you).

This channeled message is through Kara:

  • “I channel the Ascension Notes approximately every ten days. They include the latest Ascension energies and guidance on how to use them in every day life,  anchoring the higher dimensional energies into our bodies for full integration.”

Here are some excerpts:

  • “We are in a rather intense and powerful transformational time, as you well know.”
  • “As we move forward into even more powerful energies, realize that all you experience is only for your evolution and do drop the duality of good and bad.”
  • “So, as many things dissolve in your life and around you, don’t sink into “ain’t it awful” and “how can I fix this?”, because this keeps the old in place. Rather, see all as a profound blessing of evolution and a higher Awakening. A wonderful reminder is in the book The Way of the Peaceful Warrior. Our hero arrives at his place of business to find it burning to the ground. He simply walks away and knows it is time for something new. To be that aware is the potential we all have, especially now.”
  • “For those who are ready, you are poised for a huge shift forward. There will be more downloads and not just during sleep. Time is speeding up. Well actually, there is no time, for we are in a timeless phase (and it will remain to be timeless) and so it seems that “time” speeds up. Stay grounded. This is vitally important.”

My comments: This makes sense. For there to be “no Time” WOULD cause some of us to do our best to compartmentalize “Time” but without it anchored somewhere, we simply grasp at “no Time” and perceive it as “a day ahead”, “an hour behind”, “a different year”, etc.

  • “Stress puts you to sleep.”
  • “If you perceive an obstacle, perhaps change your perception to Opportunity; what is it then showing you? Are you feeling sorry for yourself? Then release victim energy. Remember that life doesn’t happen TO you; you create absolutely everything and it is all a gift of Awareness.”

My comment: She nailed it… In “my” opinion, that paragraph is the most powerful, most Insightful statement idea you can present to someone.

  • “Once you are complete with your Purification, be mindful of the many blessings and so-called miracles in your life. (What we call miracles are becoming commonplace.) Watch for new opportunities and new directions or expansion in what you are already doing. If you become invisible to others who haven’t awakened, that is to be expected; they simply can’t see you. You may hear voices; real voices; not within voices (you will always hear those). Just notice. Watch for feathers that end up where you wouldn’t expect them to be. Be thankful for everything and more will come your way. Be aware that you are guided constantly. Your Guidance may not come in human words, for Guidance comes to you as Awareness of even the little things. This is a time of deeper living. Surface and reactive living is of the old. Pay attention to your Intuition, for it is strong now and becoming stronger and it is your guide. Don’t be afraid to let go of jobs, places or people that you no longer resonate with. Stay steady and grounded. In this way, you don’t miss a thing.”

My comments: I didn’t want to “excerpt-out” too much of her information but the above paragraph is well-worth reading. Of course, there is much more information in her full article, at the link below.

  • “Be the eye of the storm.”

My comment: If you take nothing from her article, that statement (above) is worth a t-shirt. In fact, we could all create a much more helpful “Greeting”, when we say: “Have a nice day” by using that statement. It will not only give them something to think about but it’s very Insightful, may just open their mind a bit AND it could help them during any “encounter” they may bring to themselves.

  • (them) “We’ll see you later.”
  • (you) “Be the eye of the storm.”
  • (them) “What?”
  • (you) “Think about it.”
  • (them) “Ok. See ya.”

They WILL “get it”. At some point, that statement will “sink-in” and blend with their energies.

It’s Time to spread “Insights”. Especially when “society” throws “Murphy’s Law” at us.

Question everything.

Here’s the link to the article:

Here’s the link to SoulSpeak:


In this message, Cobra asks Humanity to meditate for the situation in Europe:

  • TIME SENSITIVE! MAKE THIS VIRAL! Meditation for Europe
  • “There has been a recent development in Europe that needs our urgent attention. The refugee crisis in Europe has escalated:”
  • “Therefore it has been requested by the Light forces that as many people as possible support the people in Europe with our meditation. This is time-sensitive and needs to go viral! We need to reach masses of people, so that the critical mass of people actually doing it is attained. It is time for us to unite in purpose so that Light will be victorious. Please post this on your websites and blogs. If you know an alternative media outlet, you can send it to them. You can share it with your iphone. You can create a Facebook group for your local group of people doing this in your part of the world. You can create a video about this and post it on Youtube.”
  • “We will be doing this meditation on Sunday, September 20th at 7:00 pm Central European Summer Time (CEST). This equals 7:00 pm EET in Cairo, 6:00 pm BST in London, 1:00 pm EDT in New York, 12:00 pm (noon) CDT in Chicago, 11:00 am MDT in Denver and 10:00 am PDT in Los Angeles.”

Be sure to visit the web page below, in order to access Cobra’s full message, which include details on “how” to do this meditation.

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This channeled message is from “SaLuSa”. Here is an excerpt:

  • “You are getting proof of the changes that are in progress and although you have had your disappointments in the past, many of you are now feeling the benefits of them. By comparison you should now be able to feel the different energies that are around you that have been substantially lifted up. It has been a slow but positive build up over the last few years which is just about to peak, bringing with it a noticeable upliftment.”

Question everything.

Here’s the link:


This is an interview of Corey Goode by David Wilcock. It’s in “script” / “text” form.

This mostly covers Star Visitors and “Portal” technology. It’s very interesting.

Question everything.

Here’s the link: